A/N: Sorry I took me a while to post this chapter! I hope you like it and PLEASE REVIEW! Also a part of this chapter reflects something from Vulnerable (Ch. 7)

This is everyone's Christmas Present from me! :]

Carlos POV

I stared out of the car window in disbelief. I anticipated the moment I would hold that beautiful boy in my arms again. The moment I would kiss those soft pink lips of his... the moment when I would tell him how much I really LOVE him.

Like my dreadful tears the rain had cleared up. Logan had brought peace to this world again…my world.

"James?" I said questionably.

"What's wrong Carlos?" James responded looking back at me from the passenger's seat.

I started fidgeting with my fingers and then went on, "Well, I was just wondering if we were almost at the hospital yet."

James chuckled and then said, "Of course, we're pulling into the parking lot… now can you wait that long to see him?"

"I don't know James, I am really ecstatic to see my Logie Bear!"

James responded with a smile and a little grunt.

Soon I would see my Logie…soon. This time I will never let him go…soon.

Logan POV

Carlos Roberto Garcia. My one true love…my everything. All the loving and sweet memories we spent together. That's what was roaming through my mind at this moment.

How I would give anything to gaze into those beautiful chocolate eyes as he gazes back into mine. He was to come for me soon. Just the thought sent a flurry of butterflies through my stomach. I turned onto my side, facing the window, and let a smile escape my lips. To think that I was almost "no more"…it's kind of crazy; and to imagine the insurmountable pain my Carlos experienced during my absence…I mean, it hurt me. But that didn't matter anymore. I would soon see Carlos, the sunshine of my life, again; and I would hold him in my arms and promise to never let go again.

James POV

I could almost feel Carlos' eagerness to see Logan as we exited the car. As I glanced over at his direction I saw a bounce in his step and dimples beginning to form at the corners of his mouth. I could tell Carlos was overjoyed… I mean why wouldn't he be. Logan Phillip Mitchell, the love of his life, was alive… a miracle happened to Carlos—A miracle that was certainly going to stick with him for the rest of his life.

He was now a long way ahead of us… leaving Kendall and I to talk. And believe me talking with Kendall was the last thing I wanted to do.

"I really love you," Kendall said looking down at his feet, "and I know I messed up big time… I was stupid but after our first date I found that Carlos meant nothing to me… my world revolves around you, James David Diamond…and only you."

Kendall's eyes then began to tear up and of course I felt something for him… I always do. Why you may ask? Because I was in love with him. But then again he did break my heart. Why does love have to be so complicated?

Carlos POV

I was almost there...almost with my baby. Just a couple floors and a few steps away from seeing him! I didn't know if I could wait any longer…I mean now that he's here on earth my life has a meaning again! A smile then grew on my face… all I could think about was my Logie.

My thought was soon interrupted by a beautiful pale skinned boy with dark brown hair in the lobby walking straight towards James and Kendall.

"Logie Bear!" I chanted with great happiness.

Logan POV

"Logie Bear!" an eager mysterious voice from behind me proclaimed.

No one called me Logie Bear… no one except my Carlitos. I was overjoyed to see my angel, but as I turned with love in my eyes, I was disappointed. It wasn't Carlos at all, just a confused boy. So with that let down, I then continued on my way to my best friends, James and Kendall.

"Jamie! K-dog!" I happily shouted.

Both of their faces lit up with joy as James said, "We're all so happy you're okay."

I scanned both of their faces when I realized Carlos still wasn't here, "Umm… where is Carlos?"

And once again…this time directly behind me I heard a boys voice say, "I'm right here baby…" He then put one of his hands on my shoulder and said, "… and I always will be."

Kendall POV

Logan made a disgusted look as Carlos placed his hand on his shoulder. He then took Carlos' hand off him with great force and then turned to him. "Will you just fuck off? My day hasn't been so great today so I suggest you don't bug me. I mean I don't even know why the fuck I'm in this hospital and ..." Logan voice began to mellow, "I just wanna see my Carlos and not some person pretending to be him."

Carlos' big brown eyes began to fill with a pool of tears. And through those tears I saw pain, disappointment, sorrow, and heartbreak…for what the doctor had told him had come true. How could Logan remember Carlos as his boyfriend but, forget his appearance? This twisted experience was surely going to cause Carlos terrible pain. However Carlos will not be the only one experiencing pain… Logan will as well because the Carlos he imagines in his head will never show…breaking his confused little heart.

"Well then Logan… the boy I met in pre-k, the boy that promised me that he would always be by my side, the boy who loved me beyond belief, the boy who I personally thought would never forget me… not even on his death bed, the boy who just broke my heart and proved me very wrong, I think I'll be leaving now." Carlos let out a sigh of sadness and headed for the Hospital's heavy glass door as the rain began fall again…harder than it ever did before.

All I could say is Carlos must be living in hell… right alongside me of course.

Carlos POV

How? How could my Logie Bear, the one person I would ever truly love, just throw his memories of me "HIS CARLOS" away?

Did he want me to feel pain? Was he just playing a evil sick trick on me? I just wish he was because soon it would be all over and I would get to hold my baby once more. I could never let Logie go…NEVER! But, he can obviously just decide to forget about me, even though he promised he wouldn't….even though.

I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. A cluster of heavy rain drops continually hit my face… reminding me of one of the many wet days that Logan and I spent in Minnesota.

(memory)*"Carlos Stop!"Logan cried through a series of giggles, "You're gonna get us kicked off the team."

"Well Lo-ho-gan, let them kick us off…they shouldn't be having hockey practice outside in the pouring rain in first place!"

"I agree that they shouldn't have it outside but that doesn't mean you have to shield me from every single drop of rain." Logan said looking deeply into my eyes.

My heart fluttered…man something about that boy made me just go crazy. "Fine then…but if you ever need a human umbrella you know who to call."

Logan gave me one of his crooked goofy smiles and playfully responded," Well I like the rain..." He then slowly move his face up to the sky letting bunches of rain drops hit his face and then bounce off, "…but if for some reason, some day I don't find a liking to the rain I'll be sure to call you, baby."Logan cheeks then turned bright red as he choked on his words, "I mean Carlos."

There was a silence between us…it was somewhat magical, until it was broken by the dreadful hiss of our coach, "Mitchell, Garcia! Stop being Pansies and get your asses on the ice!"

Logan let out a cute chuckle and I softly said under my breath, "I love you Logan Phillip Mitchell."

Logan was already on the ice when he turned to me shivering. "Did you say something Carlos?"

"Yeah, but I don't think you're ready to hear what I told you just yet."

Logan shrugged, picked up his hockey stick, and jumped right into practice.*(memory)

Oh memories, who needs them? They're just causing my heart to break even more.

I sat down on the edge of the side walk still looking up at the sky. But, this time I wasn't remembering Logan…I was asking God what I did to deserve all this world of hurt.

A/N: So did you like it? I'm not gonna know unless you REVIEW! And if you don't REVIEW Im just gonna think you didn't like it and stop writing the story! (I'm expecting to write several more chapters) Anyways thanks to the AMAZING people who always find time to review my chapters! Also I am soo sorry how short this chapter is… the next one (IF PEOPLE REVIEW) will make up for it!

****I'm currently writing another story that should be posted soon! Keep an eye out for it. The Day We First Met

Merry Christmas Everyone! :]