So, umm… it's not much of a smut scene, but my mind can't grasp reality right now. I woke up at 1:30 this morning, and desperately wanted to post a chapter (and not type up notes for class… shh). Then while I was typing I got an idea for the latter part of the story, so I'm switching things up a bit starting with this chapter. My brain… must… …….
The room began to darken as the sun started its descent. I never thought in a million years I would be in this position, lying helpless under Rui's lean body, my arms restrained as the lycan pulled up my shirt and tangle my wrists in the cloth. Though the heat between our bodies began to rise, I shivered as his thumb rubbed back and forth across my nipple. "Feel good?" Rui breathed before lightly biting my collar bone.
I felt my face go red with embarrassment; I was getting aroused so quickly, despite the amount of times I've done this. When I closed my eyes and buried the side of my face into the pillow, I only had one thing on my mind besides sex: Kaname. An immediate pang of guilt struck at my chest. "N-no… we shouldn't be doing this…"
"No? And why's that?"
"I… I feel guilty going back on Kaname like this…"
Rui leaned down, his lips mere inches from mine, a sly grin on his face as black and red hair fell before golden eyes. "Who says Kaname has to know?" he asked, placing his fingertips on my lips. "It will be our little secret."
"What? Kaname doesn't have to know what? Did something happen between you two that I shouldn't know about?"
I paused in my story, regretting even telling my interactions with Rui this far. "Well, you really weren't, but… damn, why'd you get me drunk?!"
Kaname leaned back on the couch and smiled. "You got yourself drunk, if I remember correctly."
My face felt burning hot as my cheeks turned red. Hiding my blushing face, I muttered, "Do… do you want me to go on?"
"I'll be punishing you later for any sin you committed while we were separated anyway, so might as well spit it all out," Kaname replied before taking a sip of saké. "Besides, things are getting interesting."
"Eh?! Kaname, you pervert!"
"I'm not a pervert; I get a kick watching you blush about your own words," he said in a relaxed tone. "Go on, I want to find out what happens next."
I sighed, scratching the back of my head. "Well, nothing much; you see, things did get interesting, just not in the way you were thinking of."
I flinched as Rui lightly nibbled along my neck, his fangs awakening a feeling I knew all too well. "I've always wondered," Rui whispered in my ear, "why you allow someone to ride you when you have so much confidence in yourself."
A scowl formed on my face. "Baka… I'm lazy, and I don't want to do the work," I replied.
"I'm sure," Rui said sarcastically as his fingers ghosted over my ivory skin and came to rest on my hips. "However, you're not what I would call the lazy type; you look more like the type who would beg for more and scream." As he said this, I felt his fingers reach down below my boxers and lightly squeeze my erect cock. "Let's test this hypothesis."
I bit down on my bottom lip as his hand began to move in a rhythmic up and down motion, causing my entire body to shake uncontrollably. "Gawd…" I gasped, trying to hold back a moan. "Rui, you really… aaare a bastard… nhh…"
Rui smiled. "That's all? Do I need to force a scream out of you?"
"Rui… the people next door… they'll hear…"
"Let them hear; your screams will be worth them listening to."
His other hand quickly moved to tear off my pants and boxers, tossing them off to the side as if they were nuisances to him. Now I was completely at his mercy. I covered my face as his fingers relentlessly pumped me faster and harder, the gasps coming from my lips short and raspy. I did nearly scream when I felt two slick fingers push their way inside me; no matter how many times Kaname had been inside me, it was still a feeling I would never get used to.
"Rui… it… it hurts!" I winced as his fingers pushed deeper inside. "A-aahh…"
"Relax," Rui whispered gently. "I promise I won't hurt you."
I held my breath as his digits slowly pulled out halfway and pushed back in, spreading and scissoring the tight muscles. For a second, I completely forgot about Kaname and let my mind wonder about other things Rui's fingers could do. It had been a while since I had had sex, and I finally realized that I had begun craving the attention and the hot, wet feeling I always got.
Rui was right: who said Kaname ever had to know?
"I can't believe you."
I blinked twice. "What?! You told me to continue, so I did! If you didn't want to find out what happened next, you shouldn't have asked me!" I stated.
Kaname shook his head. "Why'd you do it?"
"We didn't; we were interrupted right after that."
"Really?"
"Yep… let me skip ahead a little…"
"Zero! Rui! It's me, Jared! Emilia's been taken!"
Rui and I both froze when Jared's voice echoed in our room and his fist pounded on the door. The lycan scowled and looked away. "I'm beginning to not like that guy…" he muttered as he withdrew his fingers and reached for my pants. "Here, I'll get the door while you get dressed."
I nodded quickly and vanished into the bathroom just before Rui opened the door and let Jared in. With a sigh, I leaned back on the counter and stared at the ceiling. Although nothing much had happened, I couldn't help but have mixed emotions about it all. For one, I let Rui tell me to forget about my lover, and secondly, I told myself to forget him. I couldn't forgive myself, nor could I imagine Kaname ever forgiving me. The whole situation sucked.
"What do you mean she's gone?! She was at a rehearsal with plenty of witnesses; anyone could have seen something suspicious."
I opened the bathroom door to see Jared shake his head impatiently. "She's gone. The truth is she never showed up to rehearsal; we just now got the news that she was gone."
Rui's brow raised. "A group of actors can't dial 9-1-1? It's been over two hours since the rehearsal started, so someone should have noticed sooner," he stated objectively. "What are they, stupid?"
"Sometimes I wonder," I muttered to myself.
Jared handed Rui a sealed envelope, saying, "They did find this, though."
Rui took the envelope, turning it this way and that when he paused and turned to me. "Zero… it's addressed to you…"
