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Later that night, after the boys and Josie got back from reverent Roy's church; both Sam and Dean went inside while Josie told them she wanted to go get something. One hour later Sam remembered he left John's Journal in the car so he went to get them, opening the back seat door to look Sam snapped.

"Shit! Josie, you scared the hell out of me. What the hell are you doing here?" Sam asked Josie who was lying in the Impala's back seat.

"Hiding from your brother, that's what I'm doing here." She answered simply.

"Why?" Sam wondered.

"He asked me when we were at the hospital earlier why I'm mad at him, and he said that he wants to talk to me as soon as we got back here, so I made an excuse and I was gonna come in when he was asleep, I really don't want to talk about that again, its enough that every time I see Dean I see what happened."

Flashback

A few weeks after Dean left Josie in New Orleans and went to Ohio to hunt with John.

John called Josie because he needed her to get him some stuff for the hunt he was working on and only Josie was able to get these things. So John called her to meet him in Ohio and it has been weeks since she saw Dean, since they spent that week in New Orleans, so Josie couldn't be more excited to see him again and she agreed immediately when John called asking for help even if took her days to get there.

Josie arrived at the motel where John and Dean were staying at, and she went straight to their room knocking on the door till John opened it and once he saw her he smiled.

"John!" Josie yelled. "Oh my God, I really missed you!" she said hugging him tightly making him chuckle.

"I missed you too Josie," he said. "Come on in."

"Thanks," she said getting inside the room searching it with her eyes for something.

"He's not here, went out and will be back in a few." John said.

"What?" Josie asked confused. "What are you talking about?"

"I'm talking about the one you're looking for, Dean." John said with a sneaky smile.

"No, I wasn't!" Josie said stubbornly. John gave her 'come on' look. "Shut up!"

"Shut up?" he went and took her ear between her fingers. "First you called me John without uncle and I passed and now you're telling me to shut up, you will be punished for it Josie," John said but some how he was joking.

"Aw, aw, aw it hurts John," he pinched her harder for calling him John again. "Uncle John! Come on. Damn!"

"And you're cursing now too huh?"

"I'm 18 for god's sake, I can curse." She pouted.

"No, you can't, not in front of me kido," he said releasing her.

"If I knew you would do that I'd have left you here without my awesome help, you have no idea how hard it was to get the stuff you asked and I drove for days too." Josie said in a whining tone putting a hand on her red ear.

John laughed seeing her like that reminding him of her when she was 12 and used to whine just the same, it's been so long but he still sees her the same as he used to when she was 12.

"Well, come on go get some rest take Dean's bed, he won't be here soon," John said.

"Where is he?" Josie asked.

"I wish I knew," John shrugged. "He supposes to be working and researching but you and I know that's not what he's doing now."

"The guy needs to have some fun anyway," Josie said kissing John's cheek, "be nice with him." John giggled. "Uncle John," he looked at her questioning as her tone was low now. "Are you still mad at me for picking up Sam?"

"No, no I'm not," he told her seeing the look on her face. "I was before but I know how close you and Sam are and I'm not mad anymore."

Josie smiled sighing in relief, she hated that John was mad at her, he was like a father to her and she loves him like she loves Bobby.

"Thanks, cause for the record I was mad at you too," she smirked. "You were harsh on Sammy, he didn't deserve that and you know it."

"Well, he didn't. I know that but you know how our live is and,"

"I know," she said cutting him off and gave him a hug.

"Did you meet Dean when he was in New Orleans?" John asked making her break the hug.

"No!" she said quickly, but one look on her face he knew she was lying. "Yes, but nothing happened," once again he knew she was lying. "Urgh! Stop looking at me like that! Yes I helped him with his case. Are we done with the interrogations here? Cause I want to sleep, wake me up when Dean comes."

John smiled seeing her like that, she didn't realize that he only asked her one simple question and she just spilled it all. What he didn't know that she skipped one part. Important one too.

...

Few hours later Dean arrived at the motel, Josie was still asleep.

"Welcome back Dean, took you long enough!" John said once Dean entered the room.

"Sorry dad!" Dean said.

"Well, say that to the girl who waited for you the whole day, Josie is here, she's asleep and she asked to be woken when you arrived so wake her up, she wants to see you." John said. "I'm gonna go out now, have important things to do."

"Ok sir." Dean said.

Dean went to wake Josie up smiling at her sight asleep under the pillow wrapped in the sheets still in her jeans and top; he sat next to her on the bed and shook her shoulder gently to wake her.

"Dean?" Josie asked with a sleepy tone. Dean chuckled.

"Yeah,"

Josie smiled getting from under the pillow. "I really missed you, you know." She said kissing him lightly on the lips.

"I missed you too, and I've got great news for you too." Dean said in excitement.

"And what would that be?" Josie asked straighten seating up.

"I've met the nicest, hottest, and most beautiful girl in the whole world!" Dean said.

Josie looked at him shocked, she thought he was joking but he wasn't, she stared at him waiting for him to continue.

"I met her few weeks ago, she lives here." Dean said. "And I think you should meet her, I mean I can't let her see dad and you know Sam left, it's only you, you're my friend and part of the family, and I really think you will like her. So what do you think? I can arrange that we meet her tomorrow, I really like her."

Josie couldn't believe what she just heard, how stupid and ignorant Dean was. Telling her about another girl after what happened between them, and he wanted her to meet her, seriously meet her? And why? Because he sees Josie as a friend? What the hell!

"I have to go now!" Josie stated in a solemn tone standing up taking her jacket from the chair next to the bed.

"What? You just got here!" Dean exclaimed. "It's almost midnight!"

"I must go, tell John I said bye." Josie said grabbing her duffel and jacket and stormed out of the room.

Once she got in her car she started the engine and drove as fast as it was possible for the car to go, she wanted to get as far away as possible from Dean. Josie kept driving for 30 minutes and she didn't even blink, she had a shocked blank look on her face, she was trying to figure out and understand the things Dean told her, but she couldn't. She thought when he saw her again he will realize that he missed her and the time he spent away will make him to realize how much she loves him, but he didn't.

"He didn't!" Josie muttered.

She parked the car on the side of the road, feeling the tears streaming down her face silently, but seconds after, Josie started to sop and her body was shaking.

Unwillingly, Josie reached for her phone dialing Sam's number.

"Hello!" Sam answered with a sleepy voice, it was past midnight. "Josie, is that you?" he asked in a worry tone.

"Sam," Josie said. "Dean, he…he," she couldn't talk bursting into tears.

"What did that bastard do?" Sam yelled hearing Josie's sops knowing that she would never cry like that if it wasn't for something REALLY bad.

"I had sex with him, he was the first…the only and now, now he told me about that girl, do you believe it Sam, another girl, after all that, after all I did." She said in a shaky hysterical tone between her sops and light gasps.

"You did WHAT?" Sam exclaimed. "You had sex with DEAN? How could you be that stupid Josie? You know my asshole brother only cares about sex, and if you did that to gain his freakin love you're SO wrong!" Sam yelled at Josie through the phone.

"DON'T YOU THINK I KNOW THAT NOW!" Josie snapped yelling back at him. "It was my fault to call you, Bye Sam."

"Wait, wait Josie, I'm sorry." Sam stopped her from hanging up the phone. "You did a horrible thing Josie, Dean doesn't deserve your love, not with him being around girls all the time and now he's telling you about another girl, he's a douche bag and you must get over him."

Josie was still crying hard, and only wanted to keep crying till she releases her sorrow and tension.

"Thanks Sam, I gotta go now."

"Josie, don't do something stupid, please don't!" Sam pleaded.

"I can't promise that Sam," she said. "Bye now!"

She hung up the phone leaving Sam angry and confused wondering what she was going to do, and as far as he knows her, it won't be something good.

End of flashback.

"See Sam, I never forgot about that, ever, but I still can't talk to him," Josie said. "What should I say, 'Dean, I was in love with you but you chose another girl over me after I slept with you, oh by the way I screwed up my life for over a year because of you, drinking and sleeping with random guys, being a drunken bitch and my life being one big fat one night stand's' huh? Was that a good speech Sammy? Or should I add something else?" Josie said in a sarcastic tone full of anger, annoyance and bitterness.

"I'm sorry Josie, sorry that I couldn't help you back then and I can't take it back." Sam said kissing Josie's forehead.

"Sweetie, its not your fault, it never was," Josie smiled. "It's my mistake, and I really don't want to talk to Dean about that, not now not ever."

"But you will one day Josie and you know it, it WILL happen one day." Sam told her.

"Yes, maybe but not today." She said firmly.

"What was her name, the girl Dean," Sam paused. "You know."

Josie glared at him her eyes welling up and she whispered the name. "Cassie!"


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