Naya's POV

I still had two hours before Lea comes to pick me up. I decided to go take a shower and picked a few things from Cass' closet since she let me borrow some of her stuff. I lost track on how long I was in the shower, planning something nice to do for her as a thank you and a sorry for being such a terrible person and I came up with the best plan. I just needed Lea to hurry up so I could tell her my plan & get on with it. I got out of the shower, got dressed and straightened my hair before putting my make up on. I was beyond exhausted and I still had a slight headache from last night but I couldn't stop thinking about what Cassandra had done for me last night, she practically spent most of her night either avoiding me and then taking care of me. I was so confused. Why doesn't she hate me? I know I would hate me if I was in her shoes...

I cleaned around for a bit and made the bed before going to the kitchen and grab a bite from her pancakes. Mmmm chocolate chip pancakes, my favorites, how'd she know? Or maybe it was her favorite too? Okay Naya you're thinking waaaay too much. I shook all these questions out of my head before rethinking of my plan to apologize. It had to be perfect.

Lea got here a few minutes before 2 so I rushed to her car and hopped in. Moving forward to give her a hug, she returned it once again awkwardly. I just ignored it and asked her to drive me to a flower shop. She gave me a quizzical glance but I just shrugged and mentioned her to hurry. I needed to talk to Cassandra before I start filming and I had a lot of things to say.

I got her a huge bouquet of 24 roses that looked absolutely perfect and well the rest will be done after the filming. Once again, Lea looked at me weirdly but I wasn't giving up any information, this was going to be the perfect surprise and I couldn't wait. I was going to make this the best night she's ever had with friends and hopefully this will be the beginning of a beautiful friendship..Yes I settled for friendship because having her in my life is better than not at all.

Once we reached the studio, Lea barely had time to stop the car before I was practically flying out of the car and sprinting to Cass' trailer with Lea trailing behind me. I had just reached the handle of her door before someone screamed, telling us not to go inside. We both looked around before spotting Chris running towards us. Still catching his breath, he told us Cassandra's been locked in her trailer since the morning and refused to go out, not wanting anyone to see her that way. That way? What way? I guess I said that aloud because next I know, he was explaining the situation.

"As soon as she got here, she got a call and it was from her grandma...she told her that her grandfather passed away and from what I heard, she had a pretty good relationship with her grandpa so she broke down crying and sobbing before storming into her trailer, refusing all the help we were about to give her. Since then, she has refused coming out or even letting anyone inside..So I suggest you stay out here guys."

"Oh my god.."

I guess he hadn't noticed the flowers until then because he shot me a look and asked me what they're for.

"You already knew about her grandpa?"

"What? No?"

"Then what are the flowers for?"

"Oh ughh yeahh that's for something else, I wanted to thank her for taking care of me last night after your party."

"Oh that's sweet, well uh I don't think you should go in so maybe just put them in front of her door?"

"No I really wanna see her, she probably needs someone to comfort her or a shoulder to cry on."

Lea scoffed and murmured: "Pft yeah I'm sure that's not you."

I snapped at her aggressively.

"Are you done giving me shit Lea? You've been acting pretty bitchy since last night and I don't know what got up your ass but I hope it crawls back out soon. I'm going in whether you like it or not."

And with that, I went up the stairs leading to the trailer's door and knocked a few times. No answer. Hmm..I made a bold move and went inside not bothering to get a reply. Looking around I spotted her, curled into the corner of the sofa, her head in her arms and her body was shaking. The door closed in the back caused her to jump and look at me.

"Oh..it's just you.."

"Wow you seem pretty happy to see me, please contain your excitment." I said sarcastically and immediately regretted it, definitely not the time to be like that.

She glared at me but her face changed when she saw the flowers. I expected any type of reaction except the one I got. She got pissed, her face twisted in anger and before I could manage a word she yelled at me.

"I don't need your fucking pity Naya, you can take your flowers back to where you got them from or you could give them to someone you actually give a shit about so now do me a huge favor and get the hell out of my trailer, I don't need your sarcasm and attitude today. I deserve some peace in the hell you make me live in everyday don't you think? You could show yourself out thanks."

My mouth was hanging, a shocked expression on my face, not knowing what to say so I just left. I was not expecting that outburst but wow, she had been bottling so much shit from me inside, and I'm pretty sure this was a small portion of what she would've told me if she had been someone different. But she was too sweet to make me feel this horrible so she minimised it..even where she's hurt, she still manages to not hurt me...What an amazing human being this girl is.

I guess I screwed up once again..and my plan is clearly going nowhere especially today.

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Sorry for the late update and for the clearly short one too, I'll update tomorrow too with Cassandra's POV of her grandpa's death and how she's dealing with it and with the change in Naya's attitude towards her and also how the night went. Don't forget to vote and comment, it gives me more motivation to update sooner and longer and well I really hope that this story's up to your expectations and if you want me to add things message me or comment, i'll see what I can do. Love you guys, stay strong
-L