I
know I shouldn't walk out this way
Sorry
but my feelings have changed
I
would only hurt you more if I stayed
So
I can't go on pretending that I
Feel
like I did yesterday, so…
Rodney just looked at me. "So are you going to answer my question or not?"
I just kept drying my hair. Am I a fool? This man is trying to make things work between us and here I am.....I just sigh. "Adriana I thought we were going to work things out?"
"I needed time away I was thinking."
"Babe this isn't anything to think about I mean damn just-"
I
can't stay
And
keep living this lie
I
finally found the strength to say goodbye
I'm
on my way
Nothing
can change my mind
I'm
leaving behind what we had...yesterday
"Rodney you serve me papers! Are you serious to think that that would have made me happy-"
"Since I met you I feel in love with you. But deep down I feel that you somewhat half way felt the same about me. But I pushed that thought in the back of my head and ignored it for 11 years."
Know
this
It's
not about somebody else
Its
not you
I
just need sometime by myself
Thought
it hurts me to see you go through this pain
Still
I can't go on believing that I
Feel
like I did yesterday...so
Throughout
this time
"Is there someone else?" He spoke softly. I felt like shit.
"The years we been together I was faithful-"
"Answer the question."
"Yes." I burst into tears which was something I hadn't done since my baby boy crawled. I didn't look at him, shit I couldn't. "I can't stay, I can't keep living this lie Rodney. I am in love with someone else but were not together." My eyes still not looking at him. All I hear was the door slam behind him. I took out the divorce papers and sign them.
I've
realized
Been
holding this in for too long
But
I have to stay strong...can't turn back
I've
been there for you, and now I must do
What
I should have...yesterday
As Mark prepared for his match he thought about Adriana more than ever. For the first time in his life he didn't know what to do or think. Whatever he did he made damn sure to not let it effect his work. 20 years in the business and he had major issues. That didn't affect him then and damn sure wasn't going to affect him now. His attention was on the monitor inside of his dressing room. Adriana and Melina were doing a backstage segment. He almost had to compose himself when the camera panned her entire body and her wonderful face. "Woman, what are you doing to me?"
Sasha, that my girl, but I was getting a vibe from her. "What?" I snapped.
"You've been not you lately." Her brown eyes staring at me.
"Yeah, so you notice.'
"So aren't you going to tell me where you went last night? I had to lie to Rodney-"
"You didn't have too, you just could have said you didn't know."
"True but-'
"Me and Mark fuck at his house. But I really didn't mean to go over there for that it just happened-"
Sasha's mouth drop. "What about Michelle?-"
I hop out my seat. "What about Michelle, fuck her!"
Sasha laughed. "Okay, so your intentions....."
"To talk, he told me he's been in love with me since forever-"
"So why did he marry another woman-"
"I guess he thought I he thought I didn't feel the same way. Basically there was some miscommunication going on." I watched his match.
"So where are the boys?"
"With Rodney or running around backstage. He's putting on a good show in front of the kids thou."
The following night, myself, Sasha, and Melina had a match with Sunny, Maryse, and .....Michelle McCool. Not only I am going to show these bitches what's up but Sasha and I are going to show these chicks how to actually wrestle. I am not a seven time women's champion for nothing. I grin at the fact that Michelle was in the match DAMN I wish I was a fly on the wall when she saw the booking. I wanted to perform at wrestling but the women's battle royal was a joke and it pissed both me and Sasha off that the gender bender Santino won. BULLSHIT!!!! Now I remember why I retired. As I was done applying my lip gloss there was a knock at the door.
"Hey...."
"Hi. When you get done with Raw, you mind stopping by my house?"
Thanks everyone who reviewed and read this story. Your reviews keep this story alive and please keep them coming. This my be my last chapter due to finals. Damn essays and shit...sorry. "Yesterday" Words and songs by Shanice. I just thought it went great with this song.
xoxo
