Title: Sorry, Nii-san
Genre: Romance, Angst, Hurt & Comfort
Rated: M
Summary: If I wasn't so reckless, if I didn't left him together with Shiemi then none of this would have happen. He should be here right now, talking, laughing, picking a fight with Suguro-kun, but no he have to be gone, at a place I don't know, without even knowing if his fine, eating properly or more importantly if they did something terrible to him. I'm sorry, Nii-san. I'm sorry Rin… AU takes place during episode 9, when Yukio followed Neuhaus to the roof.
Warning: angsty scene, violence or terrible scene, twincest and lemon and M-preg in the future.
Main Pairings: Yukio x Rin (Yukio as seme, Rin as uke)
One sided Pairings: Mephisto x Rin
Disclaimer: I don't own Ao No Exorcist
Thank you for reviewing by the way!
Chapter 9
Yuri's POV
I turn around, my back facing the door before growling.
Damn that disgusting old man! I can't believe that he's my father or that I'm related to him! I really hope that Satan would put his torture to level 10! Argh!
Damn it, now with my frustration I didn't even notice the darkness surrounding me until I heard some sniffling and sobs that broke my heart because I know that it's my son who suffered a lot. I sigh sadly before looking around and only then did I notice the darkness surrounding me and it made me shiver, not because I can't see anything…. Well that's one…. but because it's very cold here, very depressing. I may be dead, but I can still feel things as if I was alive and with this coldness it made me wrap my arms around me, which I did before continue walking, following Rin's sobbing.
And then after a few minutes of walking I saw a silhouette, I stop after taking ten or more steps and squints my eyes before they widen and I gasp.
Holy Molly! Satan was right! Rin look terrible! He's like a child cowering at the very corner of his room, or in this case, his mind. His arms over his head, his tail wrap around him tightly and his shivering. Not only that but he also had some bruise, on his neck, wrist and face and his hair is very disheveled and is that burnt mark? Oh my god!
Damn you geezer you damage not only Rin's body but his mind as well!
"W-who's there?" I heard Rin sobbed I blink before and smiled sadly at him. I didn't even realize that I was walking towards him 'till he spoke… I guess he couldn't see me huh?
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After a few seconds of silence I hear him sniff again before speaking.
"I don't know who you are or how you manage to get inside here in my sanctuary but I would like for you to leave me alone please?" he pleaded which made me blink.
Wow…
For someone who usually curse he actually had manners.
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Or he's just broken… very broken….
"Please?" Rin cried again…
Oh that's it!
"Why the hell are you like this?!" I shouted, before shutting my mouth shut. Rin immediately snap his head and look around, then I sigh before raising a hand then a small ball of fire appeared. Slowly I saw Rin turn to look at me and I watch his eyes widen and I smiled.
"Hello Rin…" I gently said and he did something I didn't expect him to do… he yelled.
"SATANNN?!" I winch and covered my ear but the blue fire still remain.
"What?" I choked out.
"You're Satan and that is your true form!" he shouted and I look at him dumbfounded. "Wait! Hours ago I heard your voice and it was a male voice… -Rin's eyes widen- oh my god! Those were just some disguised?! And Satan is really a female! But they said that Satan is my father…. No way you're a she-male!" he declared, I blink before chuckling and laugh at him. He looks at me terrified.
"Holy Molly…. Satan laugh…. Did hell finally freeze over?" he stated looking at me with wide eyes.
"N-no….-laughs-…. No you-pfftss- you're wrong…. Rin… hahahaha…. I'm not Satan…. Oh dear lord…." I laugh out Rin tilt his head to the side and the 'cute' word suddenly appeared in my mind.
I shake my head before clearing my throat and look at my son, who blink.
"I'm not Satan… I'm Yuri…. Yuri Egin…" I said spitting out my last name while Rin froze. I close my eyes and sigh before walking towards him while he crawled away from me.
"Rin…" I began but before I could comfort him he already panicking.
"No! Don't come near me! Please!" he cried out, I bit my lips before launching myself towards him and hugs him so tightly while he struggled away from me.
"Please don't hurt me…." He sobbed out, I just tighten my grip while he cried….
My poor boy…
"Don't cry… mother's here…. Mama is here…." I sooth him while rocking back and forth…
"Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Ikizuku hai no naka no honoo hitotsu, futatsu to
Ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
Umare ochita kagayaku omae
Ikuoku no toshitsugi ga
Ikutsu inori wo tsuchi e kaeshitemo
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Douka konoko ni ai no
Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo
Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Ikizuku hai no naka no honoo hitotsu, futatsu to
Ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
Umare ochita kagayaku omae
Ikuoku no toshitsugi ga
Ikutsu inori o tsuchi e kaeshitemo
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Douka konoko ni ai no
Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Douka konoko ni ai no
Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo…*"
I sang after finishing it, I repeated it again, and again, I kept on singing until Rin finally calm down and is sleeping at my lap while I brush his soft and silky hair with my hand. Rin is so cute, he looks like a baby, a child… so innocent…
"Oka-san…" I heard him mumble making me blink and chuckled.
"Yes Rin, mama's here…"
End of Yuri's POV
Rin's POV
"Oka-san…" I mumble and I heard her chuckled.
"Yes, Rin mama's here…" she said, I smiled, before nuzzling at her lap and tried to be more close to her and feel her.
"Oka-san…" I repeated, she again chuckled but didn't answer except she kept on soothing me before stopping, making me to open my eyes and sat up before looking at her with fearful eyes making her to smile sadly.
"Oh Rin…" she hug me and I hug her back, a bit tightly fearing that I would lose her.
"It's time to wake up Rin." She said, my breath hitch before moving away from her, I open my mouth to shout or protest but it all die in my throat when I saw her look at me with concern, worried and most of all love.
"Why?" I breath out, she smiled and put her palm on my left cheek, I grab it and hold it tightly while nuzzling at it.
"Because Rin, Yukio is waiting… he's sitting beside your bed all this time… you need to wake up for Yukio… for your brother, twin, lover." She told me, I look at the ground and tears began to escape.
"Oh Rin!" she moaned out sadly and hug me tightly.
"I don't want to… mom… I'll be only a hindrance to him, a troublemaker, an obstacle in his path, in his dream… mom I don't want to be the person who made my brother to suffer…. I don't want him to die because of me…." I cried and she pats my back.
"Rin, if you don't wake up… Yukio will be depressed, you need to wake up… it's been days since he save you from that damn disgusting and fucking old man…. You need to be there for him to stop blaming himself…." She told me, broke away from the contact and look at her with wide eyes.
"What?" I asks, she smiled at me sadly.
"Yukio is blaming himself, because he thinks his useless, reckless and pathetic. Rin your brother is slowly but surely falling to depression if you don't wake up soon, he'll probably cut himself if you don't wake up sooner, you know, self-harms..." she told me, I look at the ground.
"I'll only bother him…" she shakes her head.
"No you won't… Rin please for Yukio's sake, your sake, please wake up…." I bit my lips.
"Will you be there for me, for us?" I ask, she nodded
"Just call me and I'll be there…" she said, I look at her straight in the eye before smiling. And hold her hand nuzzling at it.
"Alright, but can you walk with me?" I said, she smiled,
"I'll walk you till we reach our destination." She said, and hold my hand before pulling, the blue fire following us. I smiled and close my eyes.
'I'm waking up… Yukio…'
End of Rin's POV
TBC
I'm soooo sorry! Please forgive me for the long update I really wanted to update sooner but I can't due to technical problem please forgive me!...
I always wanted for Rin and Yukio to have a mother so I put Yuri there as a mother hen
Thank you RainStorm2122 and AiMila for reviewing… I appreciate it
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* Tsunaida te ni Kiss wo
