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Lauren
BPOV
Ever since I took Edward to meadow it seems to have blown a new life into him. A wrong life. I mean it's good that he's happy again. He jokes around more and he doesn't stay holed up in his room anymore but I absolutely felt like screaming at him and smacking him in the face multiple times when he asked Lauren Mallory out she is the Number 1 Slutty Cheerleader Head ever born.
She is nice to Edward… Maybe too nice and she is really pretty but still! God for someone smart he has the WORST taste in women first Tanya and then Lauren? What gives?
It's good that they've both graduated otherwise my heart would be continually broken and I would be crying and barfing at the same time.
Lauren seems like the happiest girl in the world now and I can see why. I mean who wouldn't be happy with Edward. I know Lauren doesn't like Edward for Edward. I know she only likes his looks.
I know Alice gave him a REAL shout down when she found out. So did Emmett and Rose. I just stayed holed up in my room with whoever wasn't down there. I've been trying really hard to act normal but I know Edward knows that something's bugging me but for some reason he doesn't know what.
"Bella I know something's up and I know it has something to do with me since you're being more distant. Please tell me." He said to me at our weekly movie night. Our as in Edward, Emmett, Jazz, Rose, Alice and me and sometimes Lauren. Then he did that irresistible puppy dog face and I had to fight myself so I didn't tell him.
"Nothing honest. Have I been distant?" I asked him and before he could reply I moved onto the floor and sat with Rose. She looked at me questioningly but she dropped it.
He asks me the question every week but I do the same thing every time. I deny it and move away. It's hard since he makes an effort to every time sit by me.
EPOV
When Bella took me to the meadow I came back to my senses. I go there as much as I can now. I'm quite happy with Lauren now. She was always friendly to me even before I asked her out. I don't want to go to fast though. I don't want another Tanya episode.
Bella is being very distant to me. Not as friendly and more closed. I'm determined to know what's making her sad and what I've done wrong.
Bella, Emmett, Jasper, Alice, Rose and I were all sitting in front of the TV on one of our weekly movie nights. I made an effort to sit by her.
"Bella I know something's up and I know it has something to do with me since you're being more distant. Please tell me." Then I put on my puppy dog face that people said was really cute. Bella didn't reply for a while. Different emotions crossed her face.
"Nothing honest. Have I been distant?" She asked and then she quickly moved onto the floor to sit with Rose. I knew she was lying. She's a terrible liar. Every week I sit by her and ask her the same thing but she always denies and moves away. It pains me to know that I am hurting her and that our friendship is crumbling right when we just became friends.
I had just called Lauren to tell her that I was going to take her to the new Italian restaurant when Alice walked into the room. Her face was red and she was angry… at me.
She pushed me roughly into a chair and then started screaming. "EDWARD ANTHONY CULLEN YOU HAVE THE WORST TASTE IN WOMAN! WHY DO YOU GO FOR ALL THE SLUTS THAT JUST LIKE YOUR LOOKS? YOU'RE SMARTER THAN THAT! FIRST TANYA NOW LAUREN WHICH FOR YOUR INFORMATION HAS BULLIED ME BELLA AND ROSE AND STILL IS? WHEN ARE YOU GONNA SEE SENSE EDWARD! SWEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT THAT I CAN'T BE RELATED TO YOU!" Ouch. I didn't know Alice could sting that much. I don't get what I am supposed to do! Who am I supposed to date? Isn't it my decision? Alice expects too much of me! Everyone does and I don't know what to do!
I just sat there silently until Alice calmed down and her face softened. "I just don't want you to get hurt. I don't want another Tanya episode that will get you holed up in your room until someone has to come and knock sense into you with a bat." She told me softly, giving me a hug and walking upstairs. Probably to talk to Emmett to come down and shout at me as well.
I didn't get out of my seat when I heard his footsteps thump down the stairs. I leaned down in my chair.
"Dude I'm not here to shout at you I just wanna know what was going through your head. Dude you know he bullied the girls and she still is. How can you put up with a whiny brat?" He asked me and that's when I snapped.
"It's not up to you guys to tell me who I should and shouldn't date. That's my decision okay." I pushed past him and jogged upstairs to my room. I collapsed onto my bed.
Okay I know she bullied the girls but she told me that she had said sorry and she promised that she wouldn't do it again. I saw her say it to them although obviously the others don't believe her. I knew it was only a matter of time before Rose came and gave me a piece of her mind so I decided to stay in my room
Who did they think they were telling me what to do and who to date I mean I appreciate their concern but this is something they don't need to butt into.
I wish they were more understanding
But's that's sibling love for you.
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