"Wanda," I heard Ian call to me.
"Over here," I called back hoping that it wasn't just my imagination.
Jamie came running down the hall, but I didn't see Ian following him. I wish that I could see him and talk to him so badly, but he refused to talk to me. I haven't told him yet, but I needed to talk to him privately if I was ever going to talk to him in the first place.
"Wanda, are you okay," Jamie asked me when we ran over to me. I hadn't realized that I was still stroking my stomach until he looked down at my hand. Did he know? Did he have a conclusion? Did he guess? Did Melanie tell him?
"I'm fine, Jamie," I told him while I stood up. I didn't think that he would let me stay here for long.
"What's wrong, Wanda? What is it really?"
"I'm just thinking of Ian."
"Don't. You're only going to hurt yourself more. He's being a jerk, and you don't deserve that."
"But I love him so much."
"I know you do," Jamie sighed.
"Let's go. Melanie is probably up now."
"I just was in there, and she was still sleeping."
"Well, I'm going to go anyway." We started to walk off then. When we arrived in our room, Melanie was already up. She seemed confused and tense, but when she saw me, she visibly relaxed.
"How are you feeling," she asked me, and I knew there was a double meaning.
"I'm fine," I reassured her.
"No, you're not," Jamie scuffed, "You were just crying for Ian back there."
I elbowed him and whispered, "Shut up." Melanie got up to hug me then. She wouldn't let go, and I didn't mind one bit.
"Jamie, can you go get us something to eat please," Melanie asked. He nodded and left the room. After a couple of minutes, she asked, "How are you really feeling?"
"Terrible," I choked.
"You'll be fine," Melanie said to try to calm me down. "Ian's just being a guy. He'll calm down soon enough. Did you tell him yet?"
"I wasn't able to," I told her, "I was going to tell him right away, but he just yelled at me, and then he ran away. I didn't know what to do! When ever I see him now, he always seems mad at me, and I don't know what to do about him."
"You'll be able to tell him soon. Let him get over being a jerk."
"Kyle knows," I whispered.
"What? How?"
"He told me that he guessed. He said it was obvious when Sunny pulled out a condom."
"Do you mean they..." she questioned me.
"It looks like it."
"Wow." We stayed silent then because we heard footsteps outside the door. It was Jamie bringing us food with Sunny and Kyle following.
"Hi guys," I stated as I got out of the hug.
"Hey," Sunny said to me.
"Does Jamie know," Kyle whispered to us when he walked over to stand by us. Melanie and I shook our heads at the same time.
"Know what," Jamie questioned us.
"Nothing," Sunny, Melanie and I said at the same time.
"What is it," complained Jamie.
"You'll find out soon enough, kid," Kyle stated to him with a grin on his face.
"Why am I always left out of things," he questioned us.
"You are not," stated Melanie.
"Yes I am. When ever you go on missions, you always leave me out of it. I'm sick of it!" He ran from the room then. I didn't think that he would be this upset over it, and I didn't know what to do. Three people already knew what was going on, and now Jamie wanted to know too. What should I do.
"I'll see if he's okay," Melanie said before she walked off.
After a couple minutes, Kyle asked, "So how far along are you?"
"I'd say twelve weeks."
"That's not so bad. I thought it would be longer than that."
"Be nice," Sunny yelled at him.
"What," Kyle stated, "I'm just telling the truth."
"It's okay, Sunny," I said.
"So when are you going to tell Ian," Kyle questioned me.
"Once he'll talk to me again, but I don't know when that would be."
"It might take a while. No one was as bad as how he was when you were gone. Ian had to be knocked out."
"That's what I heard," I whispered.
"It's not you're fault," Sunny told me, "You had to do this, and if Ian doesn't want to know, then he can suffer with the consiquences."
"He still is going to need to know because he's going to find out sooner or later," Kyle scoffed.
"I know; it's just that he doesn't want to talk to me, and I don't know when I should or if I shouldn't," I stated.
"He needs to find out sometime, Wanda, or it's just going to be worse," Kyle stated.
"I don't know if it could get worse than it is now," I said truthfully.
"It can get worse," Kyle stated, "Trust me." Then he walked out of the room.
"It's going to be okay, Wanda, I know it is," Sunny said before she walked off after him. I laid on the bed then and drifted off to sleep.
