How many weeks has it been since they broke things off? Eren scrubbed his face harshly with cold water in his palms. He glanced up at the mirror. He's definitely looked better. He's definitely acted better too. Tonight was going to be just another night of getting as intoxicated as possible before puking and passing out. He was pretty positive his liver couldn't take much more, but who cares. Inhaling a sharp breath of air, he ducked his head and let the water splash on his face and fall down his chest. He turned and blindly grabbed at where he assumed his towel hung. A shock ran through his body when he felt something hot a wet run along his neck to his ear. Eren threw the towel on the floor, spun around, and eyed the young man behind him. "What are you doing, Jean?"

Hands were placed on his hips and he felt his feet come off the ground. Jean plopped him on the bathroom counter and nestled himself between Eren's thighs. "What do you think I'm doing?" Eren couldn't help but roll his eyes. "I'm still sore from this morning. Why are you always so horny?" Jean chuckled, "Because you're so fine." Eren let his retort slip off his tongue, "You're fine too… Fine like a horse's ass hair." Jean burst into laughter and then punched him in the arm, earning him a hard punch in the stomach.

Eren shoved the guy backwards and hopped down from the counter. "Let's go get dressed." Without waiting for a reply, he took off towards his bag and shrugged on his button up and fastened his pants. He sprayed some of his favorite cologne on and slipped on his vans. A hand grasped on to his and they started walking down the stairs and out the door. Eren couldn't wait to get to the bar, not to see his friends, but rather to drown his mind and sorrow. Jean was good at sex and it was a good distraction but alcohol was more numbing, and that's just what he needed.


Levi, Erwin, and Hange, the crazy science teacher, drove down to a bar that Hange swears is the best. Levi sighed and looked out the window. The passing buildings weren't coming into his view though, instead he saw the occasional greenery and green grass here and there, the green lights, everything was green. No… It's just that his mind only sought out green. He wanted to drown in green eyes. Shaking the thoughts from his head, he turned on the radio and let the volume go as loud as it could. Some metal band was screaming incoherent words. This is the music that brat listens to. Levi's eyes widened and thought to himself, Why does everything remind me of him. I don't like him, he was just a good playmate for a while.

"We're here!" At the sound of the crazy woman's voice, Levi glanced up, seeing a small brick building with large tinted windows, preventing you from seeing inside, and a hefty man in a tux standing next to a black door. He pushed open the car door and lumbered out. Another sigh left his lips as he showed the large man his I.D. For some reason (his height, probably) he always has to show identification to prove he was old enough. Even Eren didn't get… He grabbed the back of his neck and let out a breath of frustration. Get a hold of yourself and stop thinking about that brat. He kept repeating that sentence in his mind until the music of the bar filled his head and drowned out his thoughts.

The three of them walked over to a rounded booth in the corner, Hange liked to people watch. Levi ordered a bourbon and coke and then leaned his head back until it rested against the wall. After letting his eyes wander around the room, he noted how elegant the place was for a bar. Everything was spotless and covered in black. The waitress was dressed in a tiny black dress and heels and the people sitting at the bar wore all black as well. Levi was glad he chose his black button up. His eyes stopped wandering when they landed on a guy with dark brown hair. His heart started pounding in his ears. Surely that's not… Squeezing his eyes shut blocked out the view. That wouldn't be Eren. Not in a place like this. Opening his eyes, he watched the guy next to the brown headed boy lean over and place a kiss on the boy's cheek. The Eren look-alike turned and planted his own kiss on the guy's lips, resulting in a make out session.

"You pervert, watching young boy's tongue each other." Levi sent a death stare to the woman next to him. He downed his drink quickly and ordered another. He glanced back at the couple. The brown headed boy kept taking shots. There was blonde next to him, Levi couldn't tell if it was a boy or girl, that kept laughing and hanging on to his shoulders. Then there was a black haired girl that kept flirting over the blonde to the Eren look-alike. Levi thought back to when he saw Eren at the movie theater and recalled a black haired girl, a blonde named Armin, and then that guy, the douchebag that lives next to him. At the realization of that being Eren, in the arms of another man, Levi felt his stomach turn and bile build up in his throat. His whole body heated until his blood was boiling.


Eren did shot after shot until he forgot who he was. He nuzzled into… Jean's arms? Yea. Jean was next to him. The urge to pee hit him and he wobbled off of the stool, muttering his intentions to his boyfriend. Eren turned and started dragging his feet towards the restroom.


Levi's heart wouldn't stop pounding. He couldn't take his eyes off of Eren. When the boy pretty much fell off of his seat and then turn around, Levi's heart stopped completely. Eren's face was hollow, his eyes were red, and his clothes seemed to fit him loosely. Before Levi could fully think, he pushed himself from his seat and followed after the boy.


Once Eren was safe and alone in the bathroom, he sank down to the floor and let his head fall in his hands. The tears couldn't be stopped as they poured into his palms. He wondered, why me? Why is this happening to me? If I wanted hell this bad, I would've done it the easy way and just died. Every time before now, his drunken state would erase his thoughts of the man his heart belonged to; So why is it not working now? His silent sobs shook his shoulders.

His eyes opened as he got a whiff of lemons, his favorite, Levi's scent. His sobs became whaling as he let the smell surround him and Levi's face was in the front of his mind. Arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him up from the ground, the smell of lemons grew even stronger. The arms around him disappeared. Warm, familiar hands cupped his face and he let his head lift up. He gasped as Levi's face came into view. His heart throbbed painfully and then a thought struck him. "I must have died from alcohol poisoning." He let a grin spread across his face. "I really thought I would end up in hell, not heaven." He wrapped his arms around the man and his tears seemed to flow once more.

"Eren, you're not dead. Look at me." Eren's head jerked up. "You even sound just like him, grumpy and sexy at the same time." He watched the man's face contort to anger. "Eren! You must be really fucking drunk. Snap out of it for five minutes before your boyfriend starts wondering where you are." At the sound of those words, Eren felt his moment of glee fade quickly away. He let his arms drop to his sides and his knees trembled. If he isn't dead, then Levi really is in front of him. He gulped hard at the lump forming in his throat. His mouth doesn't seem to be working. Eren just stood there, staring down at the man he loves, letting the pain wash over him. He whispered, "Why are you here?"

Levi felt his heart lurch at the tone of Eren's voice. Does the boy hate him now? If that were the case, it would make things much easier. "Eren, I'm sorry things ended so badly between us. I don't want you hurting."

Eren felt his heart break for the millionth time over this man. He had to play it cool. He snorted and replied in a cold voice, "Why would I be hurting? I'm over it. You didn't want me like that, so I found someone who did. I don't care anymore. You're just my teacher after all." He walked past the man, his arm brushing a shoulder, and placed his hand on the bathroom door.

Levi couldn't let him go. He reached out right before the boy could push open the door and grabbed on to his wrist. "Eren."

Eren froze. His stomach filled with butterflies and his heartbeat stuttered. "Levi," he whispered.

"Turn around." Levi's voice was just as quiet yet stern. Eren felt his body move before he could stop it. He faced the man and his blood heated up. If they stand like this any longer, Eren was sure he wouldn't be able to stop himself from taking his teacher.

Levi didn't know what to do next. His words were stuck in his throat as he stared into the green eyes he'd been lusting after. His hand still on Eren's wrist, he tugged, until their bodies were pressed against one another. Levi felt his breathing hitch. His mind was slowly going blank as he eyed the boy's soft lips.

Eren felt the heat seeping from Levi's body and melting into his own. He was sure they stood like that, bodies pressed and breaths ragged, forever. He leaned down subconsciously and let his lips find Levi's.

It wasn't like their usual kiss, powered with lust. This kiss made his knees weak and his heart felt like it might explode. Levi felt Eren pouring as much of his love he could muster into the kiss. That passion flowed into him like a warm breeze, lifting him gently and making him feel free. Levi felt giddy. He tilted his head and deepened the kiss, taking everything Eren was giving. His knees buckled and Eren's arms wound around him, keeping him from falling. He wrapped his legs around Eren's waist and his arms around his neck. His heartbeat was loud enough that he was sure Eren could hear it. Eren's scent floated up to his nose and he breathed in deeply, smelling thunder storms. God how he loved that smell. Thunder storms fit Eren's wild, passionate personality to a tea. He loved that wild passion Eren gave off. He loved everything about Eren. The silky chocolate brown hair, the sun kissed velvet skin, the wicked smile he always wore on his face right before they made love. Wait… Levi was falling… hard. He pulled away from the kiss and stared into glazed over emerald eyes, shining bright with adoration. Levi dropped himself down from Eren's body and looked up into his face. He let a smile creep on his face and started walking towards the bathroom door. He glanced sideways at Eren and said, "Come to my house once your boyfriend falls asleep."