Oohh the reason I hold on

Oohh cause I need this hole gone

Funny you're the broken one but I'm the only one who needed saving

Cause when you never see the light it's hard to know which one of us is caving

~Stay- Rihanna


Nina

Today's the day. I have to leave. I hate to say goodbye,But I know I have to.I never expected to meet someone like Fabian. His personality is lovely. One thing caught my eye about him. Those eyes, His ocean blue eyes.I never expected to fall in love with Fabian, But I did and it was the best thing I had ever done.

"Nina?"Amber asked coming in the room

"Hey Ambs"I say

"Promise you'll never lose touch?"She asked.I could tell she was going cry. She blinked back a tear.I sighed and save her a small smile.

"I wouldn't dream of it."I say my voice breaking.I'm not going to cry I refuse to let a tear fall.A tear rolled down Amber's cheek quickly wiped it away. It's going to be hard saying goodbye.

"When I leave can you make sure Fabian moves on?"I ask

"Sure but it's isn't going to be easy."She says."Fabian's not the type to give up easily "Amber says.

"I'm not that important he'll be over me in like two months or so"I say.

"Nina your Fabian's world! It'll be impossible to get over you!"Amber said.I sigh.

"Thanks Ambs"I say

"For?"Amber asked clueless

"Being my friend."I answer. Amber pulled me into a hug.

"Ambs... Your... Crushing...Me"I manage to say. She let's go of me.

"Sorry."


I walked down to Fabian's room.I knocked on the door. He opened the door. A smile formed his face.I'm guessing I forgot to tell him Victor shortened my days here. I'm guessing he seen my sad face so he gave me a concerned look. He motions for me to come in. I sat on his bed.

"Today's the day isn't it?"He asked. I nod.

"We could try long distance?"He suggests.I sigh. I had a feeling this was going to come up."We'll talk every day, Video chat,and Email "He said.

"Do you remember Mick and Mara?"I ask.

"So we have to break up?"He asks. I wanted to avoid this conversation. I hate myself for doing this.

"Sorry Fabian"I say.I got off of his bed and left his room.


That was the most hardest thing I have ever had to do.I knew I had to long distance would never work. I wish I wouldn't have broken up with him and a long distance relationship could have 's just a It'll never here I am walking outside having no destination. I have no idea how I'm going to move on. I guess it just not going to happen."If you love something, let it go. If it returns, it's yours, if it doesn't, it wasn't.". That won't happen.

Fabian's going to move on with his life find an amazing woman,have great children and have a life that not everyone gets to have. I might live alone with only cat's to keep me I walked around the woods and other random places I ran into someone I never expected to see.

"Harmony?"I ask.

"Nina? Hi"She says with a smile.

"What are you doing here?"I ask

"I just started working here as a Guidance Consular. You?"She says. Figures.

"Umm...I just had broken up with him"I say

"Hey,Remember what I said"Harmony says

"It's been in my head all week"I tell her.

"He really means a lot to you"Harmony says.

"Yeah he does"I say


I pack all of my things and wonder is this really the end. I didn't expect a party because I never told anyone in the house about me only ones that know are Joy,Amber, and Amber.I don't want a party like when Mick left. The reason is I know I'm going to cry. Amber asked if she could pay for me to stay.I told her I don't take charity.

I always thought that Fabian and I would be forever but forever isn't always. I sigh as I finish packing. I come down the stairs with my cab should be here now.I hear heals click as some one walks down the .

"Nina Martin! How dare you leave without saying goodbye!". I'm pretty sure everyone heard her yell.I don't want to say a word because It might come out as a croak.

"I can't" I whisper.I look down so I can't show my face. I know tears are streaming down my face. I promised myself I wouldn't cry.

"Nina,Why are you leaving like this?"She voice was soft.

"I can't do this Amber. I have to go." I heard a car 's my cue."Goodbye Amber."My voice cracked when I said that.I slowly reached for the door knob.I opened the ran off as I said "Goodbye." I walked slowly to the cab.

"Nina!"I heard someone yell. I turn around see...

Fabian

I sat in my bed trying to figure out what just happened. Nina just had broken up with me. My heart shattered into a million pieces.I blinked back a can this be happening. I knew this day was coming.I felt a tear slide down my cheek. It was no stopping the water works now. I wiped away a tear. I cried for about an hour.I'm surprised that Eddie hasn't come in.

I heard the door open .

"Fabian! Nina's leaving now!"She !

"She's leaving now!"I yell/repeat.

"Yes now go get her. The cab just came Fabian!" I shot out of bed.I need to see her before she get's too far. I put on my jacket quickly and zoomed outside.I caught her a bout to open the car door.I panicked

"Nina!"I yell.

"Fabian don't."She says

"I'm not going to stop you...You know you could have said goodbye."

"Fabian, I cant"She whispered

"Can't do what?!"

"Say goodbye!"She yells

"Why not Nina...Why?"She's crying. I hate when she cries. It breaks my heart when she cries.I pulled her into a hug. She sobbed into my shoulder."Please don't forget about me"I mutter into her hair.

"I wouldn't plan on it"She says. We both pulled away from the hug, staring into each others wet and blood-shot eyes. Despite our break up, I leaned forward and kissed her one last time. Her lips moved gently against mine, not wanting to pull away. Salty tears mixed into the kiss as we finally broke apart. She hugged me one last time. Is this really the end of us?

"I love you" I whispered as she got into the cab...

"I love you too"


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