Well, here it is the bitch of a chapter I finally smashed out. Im not sure I am happy with it. Sorry it took longer but our internet decided not to work for ages. Well tomorrow (when most of you will read this) I am going to my fathers for 2 weeks (29th Jan I will be back) in the holidays so I will not update in them probably but I would appreciate everyone to still review and such and I will not be updating until I have reached at least 80 reviews, im serious this time. I usually receive like 4-7 a chapter and thats a little depressing, even if you tell me that i need to make it more depressing/funnier etc ill take that on board and it will be greatly appreciated. I can still read them on my phone and reply but I cant actually write or make reviews or add to favourites or anything :(
And Sinvisigoth, I really think that Carlises' pink lacy boyshorts look just like this: www. goldenpointonline. com/ public/images/2259. jpg and yes they do match! But Emmett is jealous so he went out and bought a pair of bright red fuck me pumps!! :D
Enjoy my lovelies. xo.
Chapter 9
Bella POV
Things are easier said than done.
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
could be a night when your life ends,
such a heart that will lead you to deceiving.
Faking my own death was something I hadnt really ever considered before, to be honest it was probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. For me, it basically symbolised the last of my human life. Watching my rusted red Chevy ute fall over the cliff and smash into the rocks at the bottom was difficult. We waited until a day with a few cars driving past, so there would be witnessess. Esme put on a brown wig and drove my car, as I couldnt do it myself. The rest of the family watched from the forrest edges as she drove past a navy blue Toyota Camery and hit the wet road wrongly. The Camery halted to a brake and the middle aged male ran out of his car and ran to the cliffs edge. Esme jumped out of my ute before it hit the bottom and dove gracefully into the water keeping below the surface and swimming north up the beach and circling back to us. The man watched as my ute sunk to the bottom of the ocean and a few of my placed clothing floated to the top of the water.
We watched as the man pulled out his cell phone with a grim face and started to dial 911 with shakey fingers. The operator picked up almost immediately as he rose the phone to his ear. "Hello, Emergency Services what service do you require?" a young woman spoke through the phone clearly. "I-I need a police car to the cliffside just between Forks and La Push, its about five minutes from Forks. I just witnessed a carcrash," he spoke unsteadily. "Should we send a Ambulance as well then?" the operator asked confused. "No, she drove right off the cliff,
by accident." He said softly. "Do you know who it was then?" she asked interested. "It was that girl the police are looking for, the one whose father died. The Swan girl I think, Betty or something," he said unsure. "Bella Swan?" she replied. "Yes, thats her, Im certain." "A police unit is on their way, not long now," then she hung up. We sat there and waited for the police, they were about three minutes later and jumped out of their car quickly and ran over to the cliff face just as the man had done.
The police took one look over the ledge and saw a few remaining air bubbles surface to the water and they took their hats off as a sign of respect. I wanted to cry, I honestly did. The Swan name had been erased from the small rainy town of Forks. I held onto Jaspers' arm with one arm leaning against him slightly, I could barely smell the blood of the men over by the cliff, the rain masking their sweet scent. A dripping wet Esme walked behind me and placed a hand on my shoulder, the touch of others besides Jasper still make me feel uncomfortable. Like they were planning on hurting me, I shook slightly at the touch and she removed her hand. "Are you okay Bella?" Esme asked quietly. I nodded and wrapped my arms around my body, this felt morbid. I was watching my own death sentence. The police officers slowly placed their hats back on their heads and walked over to the man who had the burden of witnessing my death. ''Hello, Sargent Davies," a tall blonde officer said shaking his hand in the mans. "Matt Warner," he said quietly. I felt bad for him.
Sargent Davies then got a recount of what had happened and they bid their farewells before they parted their separate ways. Davies got in his car with his partner who had not spoken since arriving and sat there for a minute while Matt Warner drove away. "Who do we inform? Charlie is gone," Davies said sadly. The other man with short ginger hair shrugged his shoulders, and looked out the window near the direction of Forks. "Rich, come on he was your partner didn't he ever speak of her?" Davies pressed. Oh. "The Cullens," Rich mumbled and remained looking out the window. We looked at each other and Carlise nodded, we all ran back to the Cullens' in minutes not speaking. Emmett, Rose,
Jasper and I went upstairs and pretended not to be there because really I was dead, and they were in college. By now the story of Alice and his disappearance raised many questions. Carlise told his workmates that they had been contacted by their real parents and went to spend the remainer of the senior year with them in England.
Many people assummed thats why I went "missing", how ironic. Esme pretended to be cooking dinner in the kitchen as it was 6:38 now and Carlise was "getting ready" for his night shift at the hospital, which he wouldnt actually be going to once the police men arrived. We only had to wait 15 minutes before they arrived. We were waiting in the upstairs family room, Rose and Emmett were sitting on the loveseat playing noughts and crosses, Jasper was sitting in the recliner reading a Civil War book with a look of disgust on his face and I was sitting in the corner on my laptop looking for a bookcase. We heard a loud knock at the door, even though everyone in the house already knew they were here. My heart race picked up, would they go for soft and caring on straight to the point. I felt a wave of calm and smile up at Jasper. "Mrs Cullen, is your husband here? We need to talk to you for a moment," Davies said grimly. "Of course dear, come in. Take a seat," Esme said politely. We listened intently as they walked from the foyer to the living room downstairs.
Carlises' footsteps padded softly down the steps and turned into where Esme and the officers where seated. "Is there something wrong?" Carlise said with worry colouring his voice. "Maybe you should take a seat Mr Cullen," Davies spoke quietly yet forcefully. "Carlise please," Carlise said sitting down. "This isn't going to be easy to say," soft and caring. "Bella has been in a car crash, she drove off a cliff. She didn't make it," Davies said quickly. I heard Esme and Carlise intake their unnessary breaths and Esme started to sob into Carlise shoulder. Carlise remained silent and patted Esmes' knee. "When?" Carlise managed choking slightly. "About half an hour ago," Davies sighed. Esme sobbed again and stood up, "I-I, sorry," she mumbled incoherantly and left the room. She made her way upstairs to the room and she came and sat near me, not next to me but near me. I had placed down the laptop and sat with my arms around my chest. We all gave Esme a weak smile as her watery eyes started to dry. Carlise rose and walked to the front door.
"Our family will take care of the funeral arrangements and let the town know soon," Carlise said grimly. "Im sorry for this tradegy," Davies mumbled and left his car making small noises on the dirt path. We all made our way down to Carlise in the living room sitting around the coffee table. We were silent for ten minutes no one knowing what to say. "Soo," Emmett said stretching out his limbs. Rose laughed at that and before long everyone was laughing, I even gave a small chuckle. "When will it be?" I asked suddenly. I didn't really speak that much, not that I did before but I could understand why it caught everyone except Jasper off gaurd. "Well, we need to give a few days to make up for Jasper, Rose and Emmett travelling back. So maybe next week?" Carlise said softly looking right at me. "Yeah, sounds good," I mumbled. "I only want it small, you guys, Jake and his dad, Angela, Mike, Eric, Jess, my mother and Phil. Oh crap, mum." I sighed. I rubbed my temples in frustration and looked up at everyone, they all had matching frustrated looks on their faces.
"Carlise, your going to have to call her," I groaned. Carlise nodded stiffly and left the room to make the call. I was lost in my own thoughts and calmed myself. I looked up to the others and they seemed calm now too. "I want it where I "died"," I said using my fingers to make quote marks. I got an idea, "everyone should throw flowers in the water," I said with a small smile. Everyone returned a small smile as we discussed flower options, we decided on Forget-Me-Nots and white Orchids from the family. I didnt want anyone to make a speech either, I just wanted it to be short seeing as I would be home alone for the funeral. The Cullens' also wanted to place a plaque on the cliff side, which I let. Jasper also said that they would probably put a rail along cliff line now. We were discussing what to put on the plaque when Carlise came in. He had a grave look on his face and sat down on the couch opposite from the one I was sitting in. "How did she take it?" I asked grimly.
"Not very well, shes on the first plane here with Phil."
"As soon I said it was me she knew something was wrong, seeing as the last time we spoke it was in Pheonix when you were in the hospital,"
Carlise added. I nodded. "Did she say anything else?" I asked hestinately. Carlise looked uncomfortable and nervous for a minute. "She also wasnt aware that Charlie has erm, pasted away. Once she calmed down after I explained your death she asked why Charlie wasnt the one making the call, that sent her into more tears. She quickly said that she would be here as soon as possible then hung up," Carlise said looking at his feet. "Oh" was all I could say. "I feel horrible," I muttered. "I wish I could just say sorry before I disappear forever," I said with a small smile. Everyone said the usual "dont feel sorry, its not your fault"'s and that gave me an idea. "Would it be okay if I wrote in my diary and left it at my house and mum kept it?" I asked Carlise. He gave me a raised eyebrow, so I continued. "You know like have the usual,
explain what happens in my day and have a recent one saying that I loved her?" I said hestinately. "I think that would be a great idea Bella," Carlise said giving me a smile. I gave a small grin and did a mental happy dance.
I then decided I would do that now, I excuse myself from the room and went to my own. I picked up my diary from the beside and started to write an entry. I actually hadnt wrote in it since before my birthday so that was okay.
"September 10th, 2009.
I do not regret my decision to move to Forks, as much as I love and miss my mother it has lead me to great things like my new friends and my second family. My mother has raised me up well, she may not have been there for the great while and I may not have had as much time to experience my childhood but she prepared me for adulthood and for that I am thankful. I am happy she has met Phil, he will take care for her now that I am living in Forks. Phil is a great guy and he will do whatever it takes to make her happy. Moving to Forks has reconnected my connection with Charlie, it is now stronger than ever. I love him with all my heart and I can not believe that I refused to spend time with him as I was growing up, he really is the best father one could ask for. Living in Forks makes you realise how much you appreciate your family and how much they mean to you. From my Forks' family the Cullens' to my sunny Jacksonville family and to my father who gave up everything for the little girl he loved. I am glad that I moved to Forks because it made me realise how much I love my family."
I gave a small sniffle and realised what I had to do. I picked up my small over the shoulder patch work bag and put the diary inside. I walked downstairs to the rest of the Cullens' where Emmett and Jasper were playing the Xbox and Rose and Esme were designing something. I looked around and realised Carlise must be in his study arranging the funeral. I quickly said I was going for a walk and Jasper looking up me with a questioning look in his eyes and I shook my head. I needed to do this alone, no matter how much it hurt. I looked out the window and saw it was already dark and still drizzling, perfect. I walked out the door and ran to my house, well old house. I decided to do this quickly, I jumped up the tree to my bedroom and jumped in the room. I placed the diary on my night table opened to the entry I just wrote. I knew mum would come by some time and she would notice it, she was a sticky beak. I crawled out the window and shut it firmly. I jumped down and stood on the front lawn looking up at the house for probably the last time. This time tomorrow probably everyone in town would know I had "died".
From what I knew, Charlie was buried at the Cemetary in the special forces area for a special dedication to the Police of Forks. I slowly made my way over there and jumped over the main gate, visiting hours were long gone. I could see perfectly fine in the dark and followed the signs to the fenced off section. I walked through the aisles with a shudder in my spine, if I thought watching my "death" was morbid, this was very morbid. I could picture a monster jumping out in the dark, but really I was the only monster here. I quickly found the fenced off section and jumped that as well. I walked to the newest grave dug and crumbled. It was simple and perfectly Charlie. A small dark black granite tombstone with fresh flowers and the foot of the grave. I pressed my granite fingers into granite and traced the letters of his name over and over. If I were human I would have cried.
"Charles "Charlie" Swan April 22 1979 - November 15 2009 Devoted father, Respected Officer, Lover of Life.
We will remember you"
I sat there for what couldve been hours and I really wouldnt have noticed. Time held no meaning. At least Charlie was in a safer place now,
he wouldnt be caught in the world of mythical creatures. It would destroy him futher if he saw what I had become, planned or not. I looked down at my watch, crap it was nearly 10 o'clock, I left the Cullens at like 8. I knelt my head to the tomb and gave Charlie a kiss goodbye, not knowing when I would get to visit him again. I got up and jumped over the fence that lead into the forest. I pushed all my enegry outwards and pushed my legs further than I had run before. I leaped over rocks and swung from trees, pushing myself harder. I ran up a dismantled log and jumped into the air and felt myself fly. My legs did crazy bike pedalling actions in the air as I soared over the trees and came to a gracefull land not far from the Cullens'. I climbed up a tree and sat on the top branch, I wanted to fly again. I stood up slowly and estimated how far I could go, if I were correct I'd land on the tree near my bedroom window.
I stood up straight and bent at my knees, I got ready to jump and released the spring in my legs. I felt the wind whip my long hair behind me as I came closer and closer to the tree near my window. My lips curled over my lips and I let out a loud "Woo" as I came into contact with the tree. I moved along the branches and walked along the one to my window shimming it open and crawling inside. I walked over to the floor length mirror and realised that my clothes were shredded. I sighed and walked over to my closet. I picked out a white singlet that had a white checkered see throughish button-down flannel shirt and my light blue holey jeans. I walked out my room and down the hall to the bathroom,
when I moved in Esme asked if I wanted a room with an ensuite but I refused profusely. I walked into the lime themed bathroom and set my clothes on the sink and started to undress. I looked down at my thighs and smile a little when I realised that the scars were no longer there, except for one scar I still have on my hand from when James bit me.
I picked up my iPod and set it in the speakers setting it to one of my playlists then started to run a bath. I poured in some cinnamon scented bath salts and stepped into the bath. I could no longer fell normal temperatures so I had only poured in hot water, causing most of the room to already fog up. I sighed as I lay down in the hot water which only seemed like a small warmth to me. I listened to the opening drum beats of The All American Rejects - Move Along and immediately felt relaxed. So relaxed I could belt it out, which is what I did. "Hands are shaking cold,
these hands are meant to hold, speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong, move along-" "Bells, you got quite a loud voice I never knew you had," Emmett bellowed through the door. "GO AWAY EMMETT! IM TAKING A BATH!" I yelled back. "Can I join?" Emmett asked. "Ew no, go away before I send Rose up here to kick your arse!" I threatened. I heard Emmett loud footsteps running and I knew Rose heard me, "Thanks Rose," I called. "No problem," she yelled from the story below.
I stayed in the bath until the water turned cold enough for me not to feel it anymore, I grabbed a pale lime towel and dried off. I threw my hair up into a messy bun and put on my clothes. I went to my room to put some shoes on, I only brought a few pairs with me so I would probably buy some more soon. I could just borrow some of Alices' but I'd rather not. I decided just to throw on my brown cowboyish boots my mother had bought for me before moving to Forks. I tucked my jeans into them and went down stairs to find the others. I quickly ran downstairs and realised everyone but Jasper had gone to hunt because we went yesterday. I sighed, I was looking forward to spend some time with Rose.
"Hey Jasper, do you know when they are coming back?" I asked. He looked up from his book and shrugged. I sat lazily across the recliner and stared at the ceiling. Jasper chuckled so I looked over to him with a raised eyebrow sending out confusion. "We match," he chuckled.
I was so confused until I realised that he was wearing a blue flannel shirt over a white wifebeater and jeans and cowboy boots.
I gave a smile and sighed, realising he had once said that to me. Jasper realised my discomfort and gave me a shy smile. "Sorry darl'," he whispered. "Nah it's okay its just ergh, nevermind," I said what I hoped was flippantly. Jasper didnt look convinced so I tried to send out sincerity and honestly and he seemed to relax completely. "Okay then, nevermind. God I'm bored arent you?" Jasper said completely off topic from before. Too say I was shocked was an understatement, Jasper didnt seem like the type to give up easily and that got me wondering. "Hey Jasper?" I asked hestinately. "Mmm?" "How does your power work exactly? I mean I get you can read the emotions and you cant read why but can people like send them out deliberately and make you feel it? Not like feel their emotion but completely different?" I felt stupid. Jasper looked dumbfounded. "No, they would have to be an empath themself I guess. But no two powers are exactly alike ya know? Why?"
Jasper said immediately interested. "Oh, I was just curious thats all." I said weakly.
I was starting to re-think over today, just before when I sent Jasper honesty and sincerity he seemed like he was getting the feelings not feeling them from me, because I wasn't actually being sincere. Then this afternoon I was feeling frustrated and when I looked up the whole family was frustrated, I didn't know that I was projecting but if I was would Jasper have only felt it. Argh. Im so confused right now. Jasper looked up from his book again, "God Bella, your confusion in making my head hurt. Tone done a little," he said joking. "Ha Ha," I said sarcasticly before returning to my thoughts. Maybe I was some sort of empath, but that seemed stupid. Everyone seemed to pick up their powers from some characteristic in their human life, I wasn't good at picking up on emotions and making people. Jasper was "charismic" when he was human, I was a horrible liar.
I got up from the chair and went up to my room to try and figure something out. I sat on the window seat and thought maybe I should try and test it out. Perhaps I could try projecting something to Jasper to see if he could feel it. I needed an emotion I could get a reaction out of from up here. Amusement maybe? I tried my best to project humour and amusement to Jasper but didnt get anything, I kept trying until I heard a small chuckle come from downstairs. My eyes widened wondering if I had done that. I decided to try fear. I closed my eyes and thought of scary things and tried my best to send them to Jasper. Not long after I thought of frogs Jasper ran into my room with wide eyes sweeping around frantically. "Did you hear that Bella? I think theres something in the house," Jasper said quickly. I was shocked, I really think I was doing something. "No Jasper? It's just your imagination." I said feigning innnonence and stopped sending fear. Jasper shook his head and ran his hand through his hand, "sorry", he mumbled before turning away.
I gave a small inward chuckle and thought of something devious that I would get in trouble for if I found out. Once I was sure Jasper had gone to his room to relax I crept out my window and leapt from trees around the house to a tree a few metres from Jaspers window without being in his eyesight. I looked at saw him laying on a couch with his arms behind his head relaxing. Not for long I thought with a grin on my lips. I felt like I was channeling Emmett at this moment. I sent wave after wave of small lust, then gradually made it more intense. I saw Jasper snap his eyes open which were black with lust. I gave a small smirk and sent the biggest tsunami of lust I could manage at him. His hands gripped the couch breaking a few frame bits, and looking around as if something in the room was the culprut. I sent another strong wave of lust and saw his pants tighten in the groin area and let out a small giggle before quickly jumping back to my room. I cant believe I just did that, what a irresponsible use of my power.
I tried to calm myself to make it appear I hadnt been up to no good. I picked up my laptop and started to surf the net for a bookcase seeing as I hadnt found one before. It took me a while before I found one that I actually liked and thought of getting. It was something I wouldnt consider getting because it was a bit expensive and outrageous but I really liked it. I was was white and it screwed to the wall around the door went up and over and continued to the other side and down. I rearranged my room so I could measure it so I could order the right size. I filled out the billers form and was told it would take a week working days. I looked at the clock on the computer and saw it was one in the morning, on the 13th of December. Wow, I died on the 12th of December. So close to Christmas, isn't that a lovely gift? Oh crap Christmas. What do I get the Cullens? Argh, I'll decide that later. I shut down my laptop and went downstairs past his piano which was now covered in dust strangely enough. I guess Esme didnt want to go near it.
Childish of me I know but I couldnt resist writing "E.C sucks!" on it. I giggled to myself and walked into the longue room the same time Jasper did. If it didnt know it, Jasper looked embarressed. Then I remembered he got a boner only four rooms away from me, I had to keep a straight face though otherwise he would know something was up. I dont know why but I didnt want to tell him I could make him feel emotions. It just seemed wrong, it was his power and I kind of stole it. It was weird, he said it himself. There is no way someone gets the same power. Jasper mumbled a "hey Bella," and went to watch tv. Yep, he was embarressed. I wanted to laugh but it would give me away. I wanted to figure out what this thing was before I go blabbing about it. I went to sit down just as Rose, Em, Esme and Carlise came home. "Hey guys," I said quietly as they were coming in. "Have a nice hunt?" Jasper asked meekly from the lounge room.
How funny that Jasper was acting even more shy than usual, it was hilarious. Jasper shot a quick glance at me feeling my humour. Oh shit.
Should I try and calm him down? I thought of calming thoughts, butterflies, a cool breeze, open meadows. I sighed to myself. How pleasant,
wish I could be in an oen meadow and feel the breeze on my skin. "It was okay, we had to leave early. Emmett thought he would be funny to stir up the bears so they started to chase us and we ran into a river by mistake as you can see," Rose said clearly pissed waving her body over all their wet clothes.
"I said I was sorry Rose," Emmett pouted. "No sex for a month Emmett McCarty Cullen, these were my favourite jeans, now that smell like fish and seaweed," Rosalie growled. "Thats not fair! If they were your favourite you shouldnt have worn them hunting!" Emmett retorted. "My favourite HUNTING jeans Emmett, you tool!" she spat. Wow, they sounded mad. I wasnt sure whether they were serious or not. Luckily Carlise stepped in. "Kids, please dont fight. Your giving me a headache," Carlise sighed. Rose and Emmett both glared at him. Without knowing it I sent out as much calm as I push onto everyone in the room.
"Thanks Jazz, that made me feel better," Rosalie thanked Jasper. Jaspers' eyes popped. Everyone nodded and I stood there realising the mistake I just made. Oh shit, they were about to find out. "I didn't do anything though," Jasper frowned. Oh shit, oh shit. Everyone was as shocked as Jasper, I tried to fake shock but I dont know how believing I looked.
"Who would it have been then?" Esme asked. "Im not sure, but my emotions have been spazzing up all night, first I couldnt stop chuckling, then I was scared out of my mind and then-" Jasper trailed of clearly not wanting everyone to hear about his boner. "It been like that ever since you left when it was just me and Bella-" Jasper cut off looking a me but couldnt reach my eyes as I had looked away very quickly. I was fucked. I felt all their eyes turn to me.
"What? Why is everyone looking at Bella like she's some alien? I dont get it," Emmett said clearly not catching on. I ducked my head ashamed.
"How are you doing it Bella? Are you doing it?" Jasper asked with a panicy tone. "I dont know, maybe. I think so," I whispered not looking at anyone. "I dont know why either so dont ask. I just could." I added. Everyone was still staring at me, but hell I would be too.
"But thats Jaspers' power, you cant have the same power," Rose insisted as if that would make them disappear. "I know, I dont know whats wrong with me," I mumbled. "Do it again Bella, do it again!" Emmett clapped. So I sent him a wave of sadness. He crawled to his knees and started sobbing. "Im sorry Rose! Forgive me, I will buy you some new jeans," he crying holding onto her wet jeans crying. Everyone was still gasping. I stopped his sadness.
Emmett stood up quickly clearly ashamed. "Wow," was all he said. I gave a small smile, at least I didnt give him lust like Jasper got. Which was when Jasper realised I had sent him the lust this night. "So it was you sending me emotions tonight?" he asked beyond embarressed.
I nodded not trusting my voice. "All of the emotions?" he asked wide eyed. I nodded again. Jasper would be ten shades of red if he were human, even to put my blush to shame.
"Oh," was all he said before he excused himself. Carlise was pacing the room so hard that it could have left dents. He was muttering things like "this isnt possible, this is so weird," well no duh Doc. Suddenly he stopped pacing like he got an idea. "I think its time we paid a visit to Eleazar," he said brightly. Who? "Good idea," Esme agreed. "But what about the funeral?" she added. Carlise "hmmm"d.
"Well why doesnt Jasper take her? The rest of us could stay behind and take care of it, and Jasper could up there figure out this power thing and teach her the newborny ways. We could also tie everything up here?" Rosalie suggested. That was a good idea, minus the whole go alone with Jasper.
"Are you suggesting we move?" Carlise asked. Rose nodded. "Well, Bella needs to stay away from humans for a while and we do have the house up in Alaska we could use. It shouldnt take long to get some of the stuff up there, just basically Bellas' stuff because we have alot there from before we came to Forks'," Rose added thoughtfully. Wow, how long had she thought about this?
Carlise nodded, and so did everyone else. Jasper came back down stairs looking less flustered than before. "So we'are moving?" he asked.
We all nodded. "Well I guess I better ring the hospital and tell them I will not be returning and then alert Eleazar that you will be arriving soon and then we will join you in just over a week," he said leaving the room.
"I guess I better get packing," Jasper said leaving the room. I decided I probably should do the same. I went up to my room and packed away the few things I had brought and already had. Emmett took them and put them in Jaspers' truck. We decided to leave tomorrow at 11am.
I really didnt see why me having the same power as Jasper meaned we had to move, I knew we were going to soon but in the same day? And who the hell is Eleazar? I walked into the kitchen and saw Esme cleaning. "Esme?" I asked. "Yes dear?" she replied. "Who is Eleazar?" I asked nervously. She giggled softly. "I forgot you didnt know. This must seem very odd to you. He is part of the Denali Coven, our friends.
Eleazar himself has a way to tell what power a person has, which is why it would be handy to see what yours is because as you know two vampires cant have the same power," she said easily.
"Oh okay, how?" I asked. "Well, I gather its rather instinctual like he just feels it I suppose, you wont feel anything. Dont worry," she assured me.
"Thanks Esme," I smiled. "Please, how many times have I told you? Call me Mum," she said warmly. "Thanks Mum," I said.
She chuckled and ushered me out of the kitchen. "Oh, I also have a bookcase coming soon, could you bring it up or should I leave it here?" I asked. "Im sure we could bring it up, we have serveral spare rooms up there that your more then welcomed to take," she smiled. I left the room and went up to my own to think, this was all alot to take in. Not long before I had been thinking to myself wondering if I were ever going to get a power then bam, I have one and its bad, well not bad but theres something wrong with it. I wonder why its the same as Jaspers'. I was always told that no vampires could have the exact same powers, so I wonder if mine is actually something different after all. I sighed and looked at the window. I pressed my hand against it trying to feel a tempertautre difference but I couldnt, the cold raindrops racing down the window didnt chill my skin anymore. I would miss Forks, but it left so many bad memories, maybe it was a good thing we were leaving. I looked over to the clock and saw it was only 7:12am. I grumbled and put my earphones in my ears and closed my eyes hoping to pass the time.
Before I knew it, it was 11am and time to go. I trugged downstairs with my shoulder bag and hugged everyone before getting into the truck. This ride was going to be awkward I wished I never used lust on Jasper, god why did I act on impluse? I hopped into Jaspers' black Jeep and waited for Jasper to get in. When he finally got in and started to engine and left the driveway I was saddened that I wouldnt see the rest of the Cullens for over a week. I was nervous about their friends, it would be almost as awkward as this drive with Jasper.
I waved all the way until they were out of sight and I was staring at trees. "Sooo," Jasper said. Facepalm.
Boy, this ride was going to be awkward.
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