A/N: Ok I know you guys don't like Zex or Bach but that chapter had to be done. Otherwise the plot I wanted wouldn't be there. Now that the apology is out of the way it's time for the formal 'why I haven't updated' apology. I'm super-duper-mega sorry, I've been caught up in make-up work, like up to my head and I've been drowning in it. I haven't left my room unless it was to use the bathroom, eat or drink something (actually I haven't left to drink or eat I bought a lot of snacks to last me.) Now my finals are coming up and I'm going to be busier than before trying to study. I can't fail; it's not an option. Anyway now for the love pep talk. I love you guys for being patient while I almost died in homework :) And for any of you who are currently reading any of my other fanfics those should be updated in a while. I haven't found the motivation to sit down and think of a chapter for it yet, but I'm slowly putting some together at night ('cause that's when my writing is at its best.) Besides school is fucking over now!
Chapter 9: Say What You're Thinking
*One week later*
Cammie's POV
Bex and Zach have been avoiding me and hanging out with each other more since last week. While it shouldn't have bothered me, I miss talking and playing around with Zach, but I wouldn't admit it out loud. Never. I saw them sitting in the back of COW and they were whispering to each other. Zach must've said something really funny because Bex is laughing full on in the middle of Dr. Ashton's lecture. I can't stop the smug grin from making its way to my face but I quickly wiped it off before anyone can see it.
"Mr. Goode, want to share with the whole class?" Dr. A asked Zach and I saw Zach shake his head slowly. "Then shut up and pay attention." Dr. A told him before resuming his lecture, like he never stopped.
All throughout class they whispered and snickered but didn't get reprimanded again. By the time class was over all I wanted to do was rip my hair out and sleep. Jealously was hard work. I was walking to my dorm room, when I felt rather than heard or see someone following me. I stopped as they were still walking and I turned around and roundhouse kicked whoever it was. "Why are you following me?" I asked before looking down and seeing it was Zach. "What do you want?" I asked him sourly.
"I wanted to say I'm sorry." Zach said to me as he slowly got up and came towards me a little.
"Sorry for what?" I asked him, snidely before turning and walking back to my dorm.
"I'm sorry for avoiding you ok!? I'm sorry for hanging out with Bex when it should've been you! And I'm sorry for having a secret relationship with Bex, when I don't even like her!" Zach yelled from behind me, making me stop immediately and slowly turn around.
Did he just say… him and Bex? I felt sick to my stomach because they had been dating, for how long I didn't know, behind my back. I thought Bex was my best friend and we told each other everything, well I apparently was wrong. I couldn't blame her; I haven't been totally honest either. I mean I haven't told her I liked Zach, because she always gets the guys no matter if I liked them or not.
It didn't make me feel any better about that fact because whether I liked it or not I'm always going to be jealous of her. I must've been silent for too long because next thing I knew I felt Zach hand's on my arms. "Cam?"
I felt sick, as in I want to throw up sick. I shook my head and backed away. "Don't touch me." I said shaking his hands off of my arms. I might have been over reacting but I felt dirty. I felt like a home-wrecker knowing that Zach had a girlfriend and I liked him. No matter if I had intentions of breaking them up or not, which I didn't.
"Cam?" Zach said again, making me shake my head and take another step back.
"Don't call me that! My name is Cameron!" I yell to him before running off down the hall. Leaving the boy that I like, that I shouldn't anymore, still in his spot halfway down the hall wondering what the hell was going on.
A/N: Here ya go since finals are over and so is school! I hope you like it and don't forget to comment! Oh and if any of you have a mibba, check my All Time Low and Pierce The Veil stories out! My name is VeiledPrincess. Until I update again loves :)
