This chapter took awhile I guess. I am not dead. I will only be continuing the story for a little bit. I am not quite sure if I am willing to complete the story. My writing style changed a lot. It has been almost 4 years since I first published Sadness or Happiness. And many characters were added to the game. I am not quite sure if I would add them to the story. I hope you will enjoy this short chapter.


Part II

Our eyes made contact, our lingering feelings trespass logic. So close yet so far, it seemed as if there was a railroad between the both of us. My hand dared to reach for him, for I knew that it would be the death of me. A sorrowful smile painted upon my face. I was stuck in place. I could not budge. Time was moving, time was ticking, and time will not wait for us. Two paths shone before me, waiting for the decision I am forced to make. He tapped my shoulder and returned the saddened smile I gave him. Courage within me raged out. I rose with confidence as I took a step forward...

Everything I am, everything I need was given to me at birth. I was raised as an aristocrat. My desires and wishes were granted. Never have I once felt incomplete. The best of the best was given to me. It seemed as if it was an easy way of living. However,

I was not the smartest child my parents had wished. I did not possess the expressive personality my father hoped for. I was, indeed, filled with eccentricity. Even so, my parents love me. They raised me in happiness. It was the perfect life. It was as if the world was a stage filled with the laughter, smiles, and happiness from our "so-called-audience". Those masks and those mended smiles was indeed the death of me. The play ended sooner than expected. Their true nature was abruptly revealed. Before I knew it, I was forced out of the family. My place, my rank, and my pride were stripped away. I was merely a speck of dust.

The moment his ruby eyes met mine, I knew that he was my ray of hope that shimmered within this clouded black. However, I never wanted to yearn for it; I knew that the beginning of possession would be my end. I promised myself to never reach for it. I needed to keep my sanity, but greediness took over me. I lost to my desire...

Every moment I spent with the red haired boy, the lust became harder to suppress. Nevertheless, I was happy, extremely happy. His hand, his smile, his warmth were all directed toward me. It was as if my time froze. The clock that rest alongside me paused. The happy hour lasted for as long as I could remember... The ticking began.

"Be happy," he said with a smile.

Soon enough his smile faded from his face. His warmth was no longer with me. His soul had gone to the above. My tears never trickled; instead, a laughter broke out and my sanity was no longer with me. I began learning the magic of killing, magic that went against humanity. Each time I learned something wicked, the smile would stretch wider and wider. Soon enough, I had created a portal that opened the path for me to travel through parallel worlds. The moment I landed in the other world, I had crossed the line...

Her hands upon his face, her tears shed for him, her heart next to his. Envy took hold of me. The girl who possessed the same face as me shook my anger. She was received everything that I had not. A grin stained me. I placed my hand on his neck, to my surprise, there was a pulse. I laughed in agony. With the evilness that I learned, I used a spell upon the ruby haired male. Once he wakes up, he will be mine. A sudden drop of tear befell me. That day was the first time I cried since I have lost him...

The sins I have committed were too immense for me to look back. I released my hair from the two pigtails they used to be. I grabbed a pair of scissors and sliced them until it reached shoulder length. The happiness I had experience were all thrown away with the hair that was trimmed. The elegant Void Princess, Aisha was gone. I am now an unknown girl with the name of Alexia. I will not regret my decisions, I must not...


I apologize greatly for my hiatus. I won't promise that I will update anytime soon. I might consider discontinuing this story, if anyone would like to take over it, feel free to PM me.