I own nothing
Failure
I had to succeed.
I had to pass.
For me failure wasn't an option.
That was something that they didn't understand.
I couldn't fail.
I just couldn't.
They never understood the stakes.
They didn't understand what it was like.
What it was like to know that you had to succeed,
Because if you didn't there would be hell to pay.
They didn't get it.
They only knew what it felt like to pass every test, succeed at everything life threw at them.
They didn't know what it felt like.
The sinking feeling in your stomach.
The self-loathing that rises in the back of your mind.
The anger.
Anger at yourself.
Anger because you know you could have done better.
You know that you should have done better.
The anger….that you didn't do better.
I had to succeed.
I had to pass.
For me failure wasn't an option.
It never was.
It never will be.
A/N Ok so I am currently doing my yearly exams and the stress is kinda getting to me so in an attempt to vent this happened. Hope you like it.
CGL
