A/N: Hey guys! This chapter is one that I think a few people were waiting for… I know a few of you have read a little snippet of it and only one person replied. The top of this page says "Kenlex9- Microsoft Word (Product Activation Failed) so if there's something wrong or missing from the content or whatever then that's why. Do any of you know what that means?

AnyWhore, shout out to ALICIA. Even though she's pretty glad I'm taking her out of the story. Sigh. Whatever….I only needed her for a filler anyway….YEAH…I USED YOU….

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BABY COME BACK! YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON ME!

I think it's noticeable I'm just awkwardly filling space. Just read and/or review or whatnot.

"Logan, since you're up can you go get our plates from the kitchen? We're still hungry." Carlos asked with his eyes still trained on the laptop screen.
Get them yourself, idiot. I don't see you trying to walk around with crutches. The raven haired boy thought to himself.
"Well gee. You could have just said no." Carlos said with his lips in a pout.
"Sorry," The other boy raked a hand through his hair. "I honestly didn't know I said that out loud. I'm sorry. Also sorry for thinking it in the first place."
Carlos smiled an innocent forgiving smile. "That's okay. You feeling good, bro?"
Before Logan could answer Kendall came through the door almost hitting the crippled boy in the process. "Woah sorry Loges. Didn't know you were there. Hey you look upset, are you okay?"
"Yes I'm fine! Now everyone can quit asking me that! Now if you'd excuse me," The boy grabbed his crutches and put them under his arms. "I need to just..."
Now it was Kendall's turn to be concerned. "Do you need me to-" "No! I mean...I got it. You just do whatever you were doing." Keeping secrets and breaking my heart. It seems to be why you're good at right now.
The three band members watched as their friend left in some sort of a huff. They were all curious as to what was getting his knickers in a bunch. He seemed fine just mere minutes before hand. Kendall just assumed that maybe he was simply fed up with being temporarily disabled. Logan wasn't one to get injured. In fact it was rare unless it was Prank Day. Then there was no doubt the boy would get hurt somehow but never so bad that he fractured a bone and needed crutches. That was just on a whole other spectrum.
The leader hoped that was the only thing that was bothering him. If not then...Although he knew Logan was hiding something at the concert. In fact he's just been all sorts of shady lately. There was definitely something going on with him. He just hoped he could help his best friend with whatever it was that seemed to be bothering the smart boy. Kendall knew from past experiences that bottling things up does nothing but harm and he didn't want to see his friend emotionally hurt any more than he wanted to see him physically hurt. I am the worst leader ever. I need to figure out what's going on with Logan before someone gets hurt.
He looked back at James and Carlos who, no surprise, were still enthralled with the computer. "I'm gonna go do things that don't include me being in here."
Not even a nod was sent in his direction. Of course.
Walking out of the bedroom, Kendall tried thinking of places his best friend could be. His bedroom was out of the question. Was he even still in the apartment? Kendall took out his phone and dialed the one phone number he'd always have memorized for the rest of his life, the person on the other end responding almost immediately.
"When I leave dramatically, having you call makes it lose its affect. What do you want, Kendall?"
"Did you leave the apartment?"
A sigh of frustration could be heard on the other end. "Why?"
"Because I need to talk to you. It's important. Where are you?"
"I'm on the roof. The sun's setting and sometimes I like to watch it."
A smile spread across the boy's face. "Don't move. I'll be there in a few seconds."
With that the blonde slipped his phone back in his pocket and ran to the staircase. Just a few floors away from the roof entrance. Do I tell him about the phone call? He's not just a person...he's Logan...he's so much more than a fan or someone that works at Roque Records. What do I do?
After opening he heavy metal door, Kendall spotted Logan leaning against a vent, watching the sunset in the west. His friend had a good idea. The sight was beautiful.
"Logan."
The other boy didn't make a move when he heard his name. "Hey."
"You're on to something. This view is amazing. Mind if I sit with you and watch?"
"Nah." This signaled the blonde to make his way to his stationary friend. "What's up, Kindle?"
Kendall sat against the vent as well. "What's been going in with you lately, bud? You've been like...outta wack. Are you okay? And don't give me bull about the fracture being the reason you weren't okay at the concert either. I sincerely want to know what's going on. Please?"
The other boy still didn't move. What was going on in his mind? Were there issues going on in Minnesota he wasn't letting on about? Was it school? Lord knows that's what keeps Logan going. "It's nothing, Kendall."
"Don't fucking give me that 'nothing' crap. It's something. Stop lying." Kendall was sitting up stick straight.
Wrong. Thing. To say. "Lying? Lying?! You're accusing me of LYING? Did you even plan on telling me about your little meeting tomorrow? Or did you just plan on lying to me? Funny. You don't seem so high and mighty now do you?"
Green eyes were wide and staring at brown ones. "What? How? I don't..."
"It doesn't matter what or how. What matters is that my best friend was going to keep something so immensely important from me. You're hanging out with Alex tomorrow. That's so crazy amazing."
"I'm so confused at this point." Kendall turned so his whole body was facing Logan. "Are you mad at me or are you excited for me?"
The other boy held a sad look in his eyes and his voice turned quiet but still had a sweet smile. "I'm excited for you. One on one with Alexander William Gaskarth? You've wanted something like this for the longest time. Why wouldn't I be excited?"
The leader picked up on the negativity that was meant to be hidden. "But why are you still sad? Logan, please. Don't hide things like this from me. It scares me. I promise," Kendall raised his hand with his pinky pointing out. "I won't hide these things from you if you just tell me what's making you so upset."
Logan looked at the pinky, debating on whether or not he tell his best friend about his feelings. What would Kendall do if he knew my feelings for him? He's so close to his idol...his dream...why ruin that for him. But I can't lie to him...craaaaaap. What do I do?
"Logan? Buddy I promise. You know that you can at least trust me when I make promises." Kendall was so sure the problem was the lack of trust the brunette had in the blonde. I didn't mean to break his faith in me. I really screwed up, didn't I?
A second pinky locked over Kendall's. "Deal. Just...if you don't like what I have to say...just don't get mad."
This concerned Kendall. What is so big that-
Logan went for it. He just went in for the kill. He lunged. His lips met Kendall's in the most innocent and fearful way. His friendship was on the line. He could have just ruined everything-his friendship and maybe even the band. Crap. What am I doing? Logan pulled back, eyes shut tight. Hoping nothing would happen if his view of the world was blocked by the black of his eyelids. I can't see him; he can't see me, right?
Silence for ten seconds...thirty seconds...a minute..."Oh. My. Well...that was unexpected. So you're gay. Huh. Or you only go halfsies... Which..."
Logan was still hesitant but one of his eyes opened. "Gay. Completely. Not attracted to girls at all."
"Huh." More deafening silence.
"Is that it? No yelling? No getting mad for trying to get in the middle of you and Alex?"
Kendall raised an eyebrow. "Are you trying to get in the middle of my dream with Alex?"
The boy merely shook his head once.
"Then why would I be mad? Do you purposefully have feelings for me?"
Again just a simple shake of the head.
Two hands met Logan's cheeks oh so gently. "Logan...I would be the biggest prick if I got mad at you for how you feel when I'm here trying to win over my idol. I don't...my feelings for you...Alex. My heart is with Alex now that I'm so close to him. The dick thing to say is 'I'm sorry' but I have no clue what else to say."
Logan closed both eyes again but this time to stop the tears from his inevitable heartbreak. Of course. Who am I to go after Kendall when he can have someone so much greater...better...
"You're my best friend. In the entire world. And nothing could EVER change that. You have a spot in my heart. Right there. It's a pretty important area. I promise you that." Kendall held Logan's hand over his chest.
The two just stared at each other. The sun had completely set and the stars were out and twinkling. The air cool and crisp. There were sounds of traffic coming from the edge of the roof but no one was paying attention. Logan was trying to keep his heart from tearing all the way and Kendall wanted to be there for him. He honestly didn't know what else to do. This had never happened to him before. All Logan knew was that being so close to Kendall like this, so intimately was killing him. He had to get away but there was no way Kendall would let him get too far. He'd want to constantly make sure Logan was feeling okay. Kendall would have to be told to back off.
Logan stood up and Kendall followed. "I'm going to go...somewhere."
"Where? Do you want me to come?" Kendall took out his phone. "I can just shoot James and Carlos a quick text-"
"No!" Well there goes trying to be tactful and not hurt his best friend. "I'm trying to get away from you for a little bit. Being this close to you...when you touch me it hurts. My heart hurts. I'm just going to go stay with Camille for a little bit."
The blonde looked pitiful. His best friend was trying to get away from him? He hadn't meant to hurt him like he did. In fact it wasn't his fault at all. Logan was the one with the feelings. Logan was the one that decided to voice how he felt. This was all Logan's fault! How dare he get mad when Kendall Had done nothing wrong. "Great way to be a douchebag. I didn't ask you to have feelings for me. I didn't ask you to kiss me. That was all you. If you want to run and hide and lick your wounds than fine. Have fun with Camille. I need to go get some rest. I have to meet Alex in the morning."
Logan watched as his best friend walked to the big metal door and left the roof. That's when he felt it hit him hard. Real, legitimate, excruciating heartache. This is why I kept it all to myself. Everything was okay before I told Kendall. Everything didn't hurt before I even had an inch of feelings for him. Maybe Kendall is right. This is my fault. Maybe it is good that I'm staying with Camille for a while...I should probably call her first.
The distressed boy shot his friend a text only having to wait a few short seconds for a positive reply. Thank goodness he had a girlfriend he could talk to.
"So what's going on, Loges? Why do you look so gloomy?" Camille set down a bowl of rocky road ice cream in front of Logan while holding on to her own. The two were sitting in her living room on the couch. Logan had come over right after he sent her the text asking if she was up for a round of talking. Of course she said yes.
"Um...I talked to Kendall today..." Logan took a scoop of ice cream.
Camille raised an eyebrow, humored. "Don't you talk to him every day?"
"Sassy, Camille. Very sassy. And yes I do talk to him every day...well did...now I guess." This made Logan drop his expression and Camille noticed.
Camille set her ice cream down. Kendall and Logan stopped talking? "Logan what's wrong? Why aren't you talking to Kendall?"
The boy said nothing. He just played with the little bit of ice cream he had left in his bowl. "Do you have anymore? Also a bigger spoon?"
Nodding, Camille got up and went to the freezer. "What happened? Why do I have a bad feeling about this?"
Logan said nothing. He just kept looking at his ice cream. Maybe he wasn't as up to talking about it as he thought.
Camille sat back down with the carton of ice-cream and a bigger spoon. Logan reached for them but his friend denied him. "No. You have to actually tell me what's going on. My ice cream isn't just some cheap whore."
"Fine." Logan rolled his eyes. "Just gimmie."
Camille begrudgingly handed the two items over. It didn't take Logan long to rip into the ice cream.
"So you know how I bought concert tickets for Kendall's birthday as an early present?"
"Yes. And you got hurt? Hey did Kendall carry you to the car like a gentleman?" The girl waggled her eyebrows.
"I'm not a girl, Camille. I don't need Kendall to carry me."
"Whatever you say? Guy or girl, being carried by your crush because you got injured is sweet. But carry on." Camille tried to get some ice cream from the carton but Logan tapped her hand.
"No. You can get your own."
"But this is mine! I'm sharing with you."
"I don't care. Do you want me to continue?"
"Geez act like Carlos why don't you." Sometimes it took a while to get Logan to talk about his feelings. He was a bottler.
"Anyway while we were at the concert, Kendall had at some point met the band and bonded and whatnot. I got a little jealous..." Logan took a scoop of ice cream and ate it.
"Okay. I'm with you so far." Camille copied her friend.
"Well...Kendall and the lead singer have been talking and bonding..." The genius stopped talking and eating. He just looked down.
Camille sat right next to Logan and smoothed her hand over his shoulder. "Just because they're talking doesn't mean anything. He could still feel for you what you feel for him."
"No. His heart belongs to Alex now."
"Logan you don't know that. He might think-"
He looked up at his friend with tears in his eyes. "His heart belongs to Alex. He told me."
This really caught Camille's attention. "He told you? What? When? When did he tell you?"
Logan just merely shrugged. "After I kissed him."
"YOU KISSED KENDALL?!" Camille had jumped out of her seat and stood up, pointing at the other person in the room.
"Shh! Camille, do you want all of Palm Woods to know how my heart broke?" Logan took a giant scoop of ice cream and stuck it in his mouth. 'Maybe brain freeze will numb my heart.'
The actress got in front of Logan and pulled the spoon out of his mouth. "Oh stop. You know brain freeze won't help. But you can stay here as long as you need. I can only guess how hard it would be to go back to the apartment right now. You're welcome here."
The two hugged. It was something that Logan needed and Camille knew it. She had a knack for knowing when someone needed some love.
Kendall opened up the door to 2J in an angry fashion before slamming it with everything in him. Hung pictures and posters fell off the walls from the force. Following the noise, everyone in the apartment swarmed to the main living area. Carlos and James were sitting atop the balcony. Mama Knight and Katie came from the hallway. They all watched as Kendall seethed and pulled at the beanie atop his head.
"Hunny?" Mama K slowly walked forward and held a hand out to comfort her son. "What's wrong? Why are you upset?"
The boy could only shake his head. Yes, he was mad but he wasn't about to tell on someone else's business. And this was BIG business. He just continued to pull on his beanie and began to count backwards from ten. The others realized his actions so they let him cool off. No one liked messing with an angry Kendall.
After counting from ten, he took a deep breath. "I just...I got in a little argument with someone. It's fine. I'm okay. I'm collected. I'm just going to go to my room and take things easy."
"Sweetie that didn't seem like you got into only a little argument."
"Yeah dude." Carlos picked up a fallen frame. "You knocked down this picture of me winning an eating contest from the wall."
"Did anyone else notice that you dorks are missing someone? Where's Logan? Kendall." Katie placed her hands on her hips.
"Don't worry. He's fine. He's a big boy and can take care of himself. He's probably at Camille's for the night." Kendall moved to walk past his mom.
"So what you're telling me is that one of my boys is staying the night in a girl's apartment? Unsupervised? Nuh-uh. No way. His mom did not trust me to let him go off and do who knows what with some girl. It's not that I don't like nor trust Camille but its Logan and Camille. I'm going to go over there and get him back." Mrs. Knight grabbed her sweater and slipped on her shoes.
The boys and Katie just watched he'd leave the apartment before turning to Kendall for the real answers.
"C'mon Big Bro. What's really going on?"
"Katie, go to your room. I need to talk to James and Carlos." the blonde sighed as he waited for his sister to leave.
"Fine." the young girl pointed in his direction. "But I WILL find out what's going on."
After the girl walked away, Kendall and the other two walked to couch and took a seat. They waited while the leader got his thoughts in order. They were being unusually patient but Kendall wasn't up for questioning it.
James spoke up quietly. "Kendall? What's going on buddy? Why did you-"
"Logan kissed me and I blew him off like a total dick."