I was reading psychicshipping's comment and remembered I had this! I wrote this a long time ago, so long that I forgot it existed, and as I was going through random files, I found it again and thought, wow, I should upload this! So this is from Namine's point of view that covers feelings all across the games.
As she mended Sora's memory, link by link, fixing the broken chain, she could feel herself—or rather, the false memories of her—fade away from Sora's heart. Once the memories of Kairi resurfaced, all of the other ones would follow suit…and she would disappear completely. A single tear fell down her cheek.
Huh. What do you know? A Nobody can cry. How odd.
She had to fight to hold back more tears. She shouldn't feel sad. Aside from the fact that she lacked a heart…she had messed with Sora's memories, changed his heart, and now she was changing it back. She had done too much wrong to dare to hope, to wish. There was never anything more between them, and never could be. Sora belonged to Kairi.
And I am Kairi, she told herself. It was stupid for her to feel this way. She was never supposed to exist; it was merely an accident, a one in a million chance—another thing to add to the list of strange things that always seemed to surround anything involving Sora. She was a Nobody, half of a person; once she went back to being Kairi, she would be with Sora anyway.
But in reality, we are stupid, selfish creatures on one level or another, even Nobodies. Especially Nobodies that feel when they shouldn't. She suddenly didn't want to share with Kairi. Nothing—not her self, and certainly not Sora. Even though she had no self to share…or did she? Maybe, if after everything, the Organization would succeed, and she could be her own person…?
No. Don't wish; don't start. Wishing only…
She slammed her sketchpad against her head. Roxas, Axel, Xion. Sora, Riku, Kairi. Naminé. Alone. That was her place. Oh well. Get over yourself, you're a Nobody with no heart who shouldn't be feeling anyway. Focus on fixing Sora's memory; if she worked quickly enough, then maybe, just maybe, she'd be able to save Roxas and Xion, and let them have the chance she never had.
Eventually, the feelings faded away, and Naminé had accepted her fate. Going back to Kairi meant going back to where she belonged; it meant becoming whole. She was a part of Kairi, and Kairi was a part of her. One in the same. She wasn't her own person herself, but half of another. And she could deal with that.
There was only one small regret she had: that she would be leaving behind Hotaru…
Hotaru had changed some of that; Hotaru had made her feel like...like she had a heart. Like for the first time, she belonged.
But even that had all been based on a lie. Hotaru had opened up about everything, about Sailor Saturn, about her friends, their enemies, the heartless...
Namine's knowledge of the heartless was limited, but she did know about them. But she couldn't bring herself to say anything to Hotaru. She couldn't stand to admit what she was-A Nobody. A shadow. A remnant that never should have been. Instead, she clung to Hotaru's friendship, clung to that thing that made her feel like more. Almost...almost.
I used a bit of a song from the wicked sountrack called "I'm not that girl," I used the lines "Don't wish; don't start. Wishing only wounds the heart..." I incidentally made an amv starring Namine with that song, here: watch?v=eEo5TIpro74
I have a right to shamelessly promote my videos in my own fanfic :P
