Chloe's Pov- I couldn't believe this was happening right now. The only person that i thought cared about me for year's turned out to be just like everyone else. A back stabbing bitch. I was in so much rage i slammed the door of my truck Ember hopped in and I immediately peeled out onto the highway.

"Jesus Christ Chloe slow down your going to get us fucking killed!" Ember yelled in panic.

I slowed down a bit but my anger was still rising. I felt like i was going to blow any minute.

"Chloe I understand this is hard on you i'm so sorry but it isn't your fault."

I hit my limit and blew. "Of course it fucking isn't! I should have left this hell hole when i had the damn chance. It seems like fate, or destiny or what ever keeps bending me over and fucking me in the ass! None of this would be happening if dad never left!"

She held my arm. "Chloe you can't blame William for this it wasn't his fault it was a freak accident."

"Well my life has been fucked since he died! My childhood best friend left and never contacted me again, My mom married a prick, Rachel disappears and now i learned she was spreading her damn legs for Frank! Everyone uses and abandons me and i'm fucking sick of it!"

"What about me!? I came back for you, Iv'e been on your side since day one, i just gave up four grand for you!"

I shook my head. "Oh please Ember i'm nothing but a fuck buddy to you!

Ember looked like she was about to cry. "Chloe that isn't true! I L.

"Don't you dare fucking say it! The last person who said it abandoned and cheated on me! I'm done i can't fucking can't take it anymore! No one want's me and no one ever will!"

"But I do Chloe! Your so important to me i can't live without you!"

I snarled. "Important huh!? Even more important than your crazy dead slut!?

SMACK

I had to slam on the breaks because i was slapped so hard and as soon as the truck stopped Ember bolted out and ran down the side of the road. I rubbed the cheek that was hit and sighed. "I need some time alone and booze, off to the junkyard."

I turned off onto a different road and while i was driving i started feeling really guilty about what i said to Ember. I probably lost the only true person to give a damn about me.


When i made it to the junkyard i went into the little shack/hideout and sat down drinking a bottle of whiskey and smoking a blunt. "Fucking shit...why did i say that to her? God damn it i keep fucking everything up!"

I covered my face with my hands and silently wept. I can't live like this anymore i'm always getting hurt or hurting other people what kind of life is that? My grief slowly turned into rage as i screamed and marched out of the shack grabbing a baseball bat and smashing anything and everything i could find. "Rachel I trusted you! I loved you! And now you costed me someone who actually cared for me. The only reason i want to find you now is to tell you how much of a fucking whore you are!" I bashed one more computer monitor and fell on my knees in exhaustion panting. "Ember..i'm sorry...please..please don't leave me..i don't want to be alone anymore.."

"Then you better stand up and say it to my face."

I looked over to see Ember standing there sweating panting and crying at the same time. She must have jogged all the way here. I stood up and walked over to her and she met me half way and hugged each other. "I'm so fucking sorry Ember i never meant any of it..i don't deserve you.."

She kissed my neck and held me tighter. "I know you didn't mean what you said. But Chloe you are so wrong. You do deserve me, I don't want anyone else but you. I know you find it hard to trust those words with how many times your heart has been broken but i'll do what ever it takes and as long as it take's to get you to believe me."

How? How does someone as fucked up like me end up being with someone like Ember? " I...I do Hot Stuff i do believe you and i'm hella sorry you don't deserve any of my bullshit."

She chuckled. "Remember that night when i told you my sob story? You dealt and helped with my bullshit it's only fair i do the same."

I smiled and pulled away from the hug. "How about i make everything up to you by taking you out we can continue our little detective business tomorrow."

She held my hand. "You sure?"

I nodded. "Yeah it can wait one more day..I gotta pamper my girl every once in a while."

She kissed me and replied. "I like being pampered."

"Then pampered you shall be!"

We both laughed and i asked. "So...we're good?"

Her response was kissing me roughly shoving her tongue in my mouth and i returned it. "Guess that's a hella yes."


I was driving us back into town holding Ember's hand. I still felt shitty for how i blew up on her earlier so i decided to take her out tonight. "So where are we going?"

"Patients my sexy girlfriend, you shall be amazed by what you see when we get there."

She chuckled. " You know Chloe that's the first time you acknowledged me as your was girlfriend out loud." She teased.

"Damn she's right." "Well i'll announce it over the radio if you want me to."

She smiled. "No that's quite alright the rarer you say it the more special it is when you do."

"Then i'll say it again next month."

She punched my arm playfully causing us to laugh and we finally made it to our destination. "You brought us to a bar?"

I nodded. "Yup they have good food awesome drinks and you can do Karaoke."

She smiled back. "That does sound like fun but we're not old enough to drink yet."

We got out of my shit mobile and walked inside. "Please Hot Stuff look at who your talking to have more faith in little old me."

We linked our inked arms together and looked for a table. "That corner booth looks inviting."

I nodded. "Good enough for me." We sat down and a few moments later one of the bartenders came over and gave us menu's. "Drink's ladies?"

"We'll both have sex on a beach...and the drink too." I couldn't help but snicker as Ember kicked me from under the table.

"I.D's?"

"Just tell Jimmy Chloe's here with a special guest." The bartender nodded and left.

Ember shook her head amused. "Of course you would order sex on a a beach, and who's Jimmy?"

I leaned back putting my arms over the top of the booth seats one arm going around Ember. "He own's the place he let's me have drink's here from time to time."

She scooted closer to me. "You sure have connection's Chloe next thing i'll find out is that you know the head of the CIA or some shit."

"Damn it you figured it out!." I pretended to talk in an earpiece. "Code red gentlemen she's onto us!"

She laughed and shoved me playfully causing me to laugh to. "You are such a freaking dork."

"And proud of it!" After that we went through the menu's i decided chicken wing's and Ember decided a pizza burger. The bartender came with our drink's and took our orders.

"Hey Ember you should go up and sing something!" I remember she told me once she sing's a part of why I brought her here.

She blushed a bit. "I don't know I never sang in front of a crowd before."

"Oh come on please? For meeeeeeeeee?"

She giggled. "You can't pull the puppy eyed look for shit but if it will make you happy i will after our meal."

"Yes! Score one for Price!"

We enjoyed our drinks and talked till our food came over.

"Mmmm fuck it's been so long since i had a pizza burger."

I smiled glad that Ember was enjoying the night. " Meh It's alright."

She narrowed her eyes and swallowed her food before speaking. "Alright!? It's a mix of my two favorite foods! Who ever invented it was a god damn genius!"

I kissed her cheek. "Calm down Hot Stuff i will no longer make fun of your otherworldly meal."

"Appreciate it."

After we were done with the food i smirked at Ember and she rolled her eye's. "Oh fine just let me use the bathroom quick then i'll sing you your damn song."

We gave each other a quick kiss and she left for the bathroom and i decided to watch this guy sing his song.

"I walk a lonely road."
"The only one that I have ever known"
"Don't know where it goes"
"But it's home to me and I walk alone"

"I walk this empty street
"On the Boulevard of broken dreams"
"Where the city sleeps"
"And I'm the only one and I walk alone"

I groaned. "Seriously? It's like i'm being mocked...although this song i can definitely relate to."

"I walk alone"
"I walk alone"
"I walk alone"
"I walk a-lone"

"My shadow's the only one that walks beside me"
"My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating"
"Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me"
'Til then I walk alone"

"But i did find someone and that someone is Ember even after all the bullshit i pulled today she forgave me so easily how in the fucking world did i do to deserve her? Well I won't complain i'll be more than happy to accept it and from now on i'll try harder to be the person she deserve's."

As the song finished i noticed Ember stepping on stage. She waved at me and i gave her a thumb's up. She plugged her phone into the speaker probably using a song on her phone.

Ember spoke into the mic. "Hello everyone this is my first time singing in a crowd so go easy on me, and i dedicate this song to a very special lady." She looked over at me as she said that last part which made me smile in return. She started her phone and a beat started and she began to sing.

"Like flowers dancing in the wind"
"Like rain moistening the earth"
"Although this world thrives on interdependence"
"Why do people hurt each other?"
"Why do we have to part?"

"Even if you're faraway"
"In the depths of this heart"
"Completely filled with that gentle smile"
"The pieces of you that I held tight"
"Are still connected in spite of pain, so"
"I believe that we'll meet again"
"I'm waiting for your love"

I could not believe what i was hearing right now. Her voice was beautiful and the song she's singing is really starting to hit me.

"I love you"
"I trust you"
"Share your loneliness with me"
"I love you"
"I trust you"
"Even in light, even in darkness"
"Because we're together we can believe in each other"
"Don't leave me"

I wiped my eye's before the damn water works started. "Ember you bitch your singing this song on purpose..is this how you truly feel about me? Damn it I...I think i...I love her."

When Ember finished her song everyone clapped and she bowed then started walking off the stage towards me. "So what did you think?" She teased.

I bit the bottom of my lip. So many emotion's were going trough me right now i didn't know what to say.

"Hey Chloe..you ok?'

I now know what i wanted. I put money on the table not bothering with the change and grabbed Ember's hand pulling her back outside to the truck.

"Chloe your worrying me what's wrong?"

I still didn't say anything i got onto the road and drove. "Chloe?"

It didn't take long to get to where i wanted. "Chloe why are we parked in front of a motel?"

I finally found the words i wanted to say. "I want you." It barely came out as a whisper.

She blinked a few time's in confusion. "You want me?"

I stepped out of the truck and she followed me and i held her hands and continued. "I...I love you Ember I hella want you so much right now." I have never been so mushy in my life even for Max or Rachel it was so fucking embarrassing.

Ember gave me a small smile. "Chloe. You have me. I love you too."

"I want to show you how much."

She gave me a soft kiss and whispered. "Show me then."

"Ember your the most important person in my life. I never want to feel alone again.


The first song was from "I walk alone" from green day. The second one is. "Trust You" from the singer Yuna ito