Tsunade and Shizune FOREVER!

Chapter: 9 The Finale: For better or for worse

Disclaimer: I don't own these Naruto characters and since this is a fan fiction site..
You should have already figured that one out,if not..I am very sorry..you aren't a very bright individual.Naruto is created by Masashi Kishimoto.

Warning: I added my damn poem again as part of a memory if you try to claim it..please die a painful death! . It contains mushy love and people with raging hormones.Sadly,nobody gets a piece of ass.. tear

Author's Note: I've done all 9 chapters in less than a month's time and that's a big accomplishment.o.o I decided to allow Shizune to do some narration once again to show how she must feel.This is the conclusion..enjoy

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Our relationship at times seemed to be alright and other times seemed difficult being with Tsunade.Most of my nights were spent making love to her..I didn't mind it since I love her with all my heart.I often wish that she would make love to me sometimes...

As I gaze over toward her personal training field I notice that she seems very happy training the two rivaling girls...

"Baka..that isn't how it's done.." Sakura said greatly embarrassed with Ino.
"TSUNADE-SENSEI IS THE BOSS NOT YOU,FREAK!" Ino yelled in anger toward the other and both began to fight.Tsunade could only sigh since both girls in ways reminded her of herself when she was younger.

It's good to see my Tsunade-Sama in good spirits with those of our home land and doing her absolute best in strengthening and protecting the village hidden in the leaves.At times I often wonder if our relationship is even all that strong anymore..I did hurt her awhile back by drinking and messing around with Anko-Chan.I notice that she rarely touches me but is in love with how I touch her.I want the Tsunade that showed me her love and I know that person is still inside..I just have to bring her out..some how.

I know just how Important it is for her to be the Godaime..I also know how important it is for the village to have The Anbu,Jounin,Chuunin and Genin they do a lot to keep this village safe..I myself..am a Jounin..that does..paperwork..but maybe if I ask to lead a mission and be successful and continue doing so..she will at the very least..be proud of me..I wish that I could be everything that my uncle was to her..

Shizune began remembering the words that her lover once had said:

"For the longest time..I went from place to place..people to people..I just didn't realize that all the help I really needed was your's."

"It doesn't matter what anyone thinks of us..as long as we do our job,Shizune..that is all that matters and the rest isn't really anyone's business."

She remembered her poem also..

"My fears often get to me,I am quite sure its the way things should be,What is pain without suffering? An abandoned mind waiting to be controlled and made to fear,I am wishing to be complete,But nothing seems to make me whole again,I am alone dancing in the darkness,I cry but you never seem to hear me,Are you really serious?,I am all broken up and delirious,I need your words to comfort me,I don't know how I should be,I looked into your eyes,It seems you that can't see through,And I wonder why? I will remain forever true,What can I do?,I am lost without you,Do you still need me?,You're emotions are very hard to see,I fear that I have lost yet again,I never seem to win,Do you still love me?,Life without you is something I never wish to see."


"Even though I have great strength..I feel more secure just being in your arms..Shizune-Kun.."

"I know that those arms are willing to bare any burden that involves either or both of us.."
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Shizune liften her head and went back to filing papers again while doing so she began to think,
"I know she loves me..she just has to! If not she would have let me go.." "SHIZUNE!" Tsunade had yelled and nearly scared the girl to death but finally she replied,"YES,TSUNADE-SAMA! I'M COMING!" she ran as fast as she could and was out of breath upon reaching her office.
As she looked over to her love she had noticed her reading over her request to lead a mission and became nervous.Tsunade leaned back and spoke more in a firm manner than a loving manner..(Shizune missed the loving side) ,"I am not going to allow you to go anywhere outside of the village unless I am severely short on Jounin." Something inside of Shizune just gushed out and slammed her hands on the Hokage's desk and hovered over her.Tsunade just stared at her while Shizune was saying exactly what she thought,"I'M USELESS HERE,TSUNADE-SAMA YOU NEVER SHOW THAT YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE AND YOU HAVE MADE IT ROUGH ON ME EVER SINCE I MESSED UP..I have suffered enough emotionally! Throw my ass out on the battlefield..at least there it isn't a crime to love my Hokage and my village!" Then the office door had shut and Tsunade just sat there uncertain as to why Shizune was that upset.

She paced for hours thinking to herself..
"After everything had happened..maybe I did push her away a bit..I was trying to put all my frustrations into the work needed in rebuilding what was lost and contributing to what will and should be.. in our village's future..I think the title of Hokage is tough enough but if you have another person... it makes it more difficult..no wonder why the previous Hokages had so much shit going on in their personal lives."

At some point Tsunade just decided it was best to go look for her

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Shizune was found staring at the Heroes Monument and Tsunade remained hidden just to watch her and listen to her just to see if she was alright.

"I know that you are dead my uncle..you've done so much for Konoha..I became a Jounin just like you and I even took care of the woman that you left behind.." Shizune said as she laughed a little and wiped away a tear and then continued,"Many years after your passing..I found myself..in love with her..I think I kind of messed that up by allowing myself to drink a long with a friend."

Shizune fell to her knees in silence and Tsunade was about to approach her until she continued,"I didn't mean to hurt her..forgive me..I know you've blessed me so much with your spirit..I want to thank you..I am sorry that I had never had the chance the chance to be a brave Shinobi like you..You at least died with honor..I will one day die with nothing."

She wiped away a tear and Tsunade walked up beside her and placed her hand upon her shoulder and spoke up,"Dan was a great man and a hero.." Shizune was startled by Tsunade sneaking up on her but felt some comfort in her words and she continued,"Shortly after he had passed away..I wanted to run..run as far away from Konoha as I could to escape my pain..I was a Shinobi which held no honor." Tsunade was cut off by Shizune,"No,Tsunade-Sama..you are a woman of entirely too much honor!" She was surprised with her words and continued listening,"You did the best you could..and became discouraged after the loss of your loved ones..in time you over came that and your fears and are now the most powerful in all of Konoha."

Tsunade blushed a little and turned her head and mentioned,"I remember on my way out of Konoha..a little girl that wanted desperately to become a medical ninja so she could try to save people from dying..despite my short sessions that I gave..she learned quick and while I wasted away for a few days in my own despair and I allowed her to receive training from other specialists in the areas we visited.Even though she had a bad sensei she turned out to be a good girl,I must say.." Shizune blushed and then turned around and hugged her and said,"I always thought you were the best even though your judgement wasn't always the best." While she sweat dropped and still tried to remain sweet and loving.

Tsunade laughed a little and looked down at her and then finally got down on her knee before her and stroking her face gently,"You are one who helped me survive for years..If I lose you..I have nothing to push me forward..it's why the mission idea..scared me..I love you with all my heart..Shizune-Kun." Her words made Shizune feel as though she was in a trance as her eyes of coal met with the Hokage's eyes of brown.Tsunade then smiled and rubbed Shizune's nose and then added on," Oh,even though I can be a cold hearted bitch at times..don't forget that..ever.." Shizune blinked with much confusion while Tsunade began pulling her close and then finally she asked,"Don't forget that you are a cold hearted bitch or did you mean..?" Tsunade rubbed her head and then said,"..Baka.. just shut up and kiss me..you know you love me!" The two kissed and strangely Tsunade picked her up and carried her in her arms and Shizune becomes embarrassed but wrapped her arms around her neck lovingly as they walked back towards the Hokage Palace.People of the village looked at them strangely as they passed by.Tsunade smiled and nodded as they passed by."What in the hell are they looking at it!? If Genma doesn't stop with his grinning.. I am going use my own version of A Thousand Years of Death with my foot..grrr.."

Anko came walking by in a very cheery mood and then she noticed the two together.
She smiled happily seeing that things with Shizune must have gotten better since they last saw each other and then she greeted them."Tsunade-Sama,Shizune Chan,it's nice to see you both!" She noticed that Shizune was starting to blush and a grin took over Anko's face and she whispered in her ear,"I see things are going well..you might want to buy some clothes with a bit more sex appeal.. I would love to see you in it myself..but you have someone else to entertain." Tsunade overheard just a little of what she had said to her lover and then spoke up and said,"Is there something that you wanted to discuss,Anko?" as she eyed the other woman in question."Oh..no..I just had to say something to Shizune..that's all!" Anko said as she continued eating her dango and walking away acting as though she had said nothing.Tsunade filled with jealousy as she continued staring making sure the other woman was out of sight. Shizune began to pull out of her arms and dropped to the ground.
She kissed her cheek and said,"Tsunade-Sama..I need to buy a few things..I shall return shortly." Tsunade rolled her eyes as she crossed her arms and replied,"Will you stop calling me that!? If you are involved with someone you don't have to address them that way!" Shizune stood confused and asked,"You are Tsunade-Sama..what else should I call you..?" She sighed and then said,"You of all people shouldn't be so formal with me.." Shizune just nodded and then said,"I will return after I finish making a few purchases..I will see you back at work, Tsunade-Sa-- I mean..Darling?" With embarrassment she ran off to go shopping.Tsunade just smiled and headed back to work. After shopping Shizune went straight to her room to put things away." Anko was right though..I was in need of new clothes! I bought some that I knew would feel comfortable and some that might make Tsunade-Sama..a bit uncomfortable..heh..heh..plus,a few other things for when we feel like doing something new..since it's about time for us to be done working..I might just be bold and wear something new after I take a shower."

Tsunade was sitting at her desk finished with her paperwork and bored.
She leaned back and thought about how her day went and began day dreaming a bit.
Then she yawned and decided that she was finished for the day and headed into her room to take a nap.On the way to her room she could hear moving around in Shizune's room."I guess she did come back..I might as well check and see what she is doing."

When she walked in Shizune looked very different and completely different than her usual self (she was viewing from behind).Her hair looked very shiny and different than usual and dressed differently as well..she noticed she was wearing a short top and her chest seemed more noticable than usual (probably the bra she had on) and noticed she was wearing a thong as she pulled her tight pants on and buttoned them .Tsunade was speechless she didn't know what to say and she even forgot why she even came in all she could focus on was her Shizune and how different she looked and how good she smelled.Finally after ten minutes or so she turned around and noticed Tsunade looking straight at her she jumped a bit after the surprise but noticed that she wasn't even saying a word,"You startled me..I bought a few things today! I am not used to dressing differently..maybe we all need a change at times."
Tsunade was finding herself about ready to drool but shook her head real quick to snap out of it and finally spoke up,"What inspired this..sudden change?" Shizune hugged her and replied,"Do you not like it?" Tsunade wrapped her arms around her and replied,"I think you look beautiful..is it a special occasion?" Shizune laughed and kissed her,"Does it have to be?" Tsunade found herself unable to stop kissing upon her neck and shoulders she grinned as she spoke,"No,but even if it was..I wouldn't let you go." Shizune smiled and laughed,"I guess I am no longer the dominant one." She continued kissing upon her and then responded,"You will always be my Shizune-Kun.."

Fin

Yes,the story has ended and I am sure many are thinking,
"Razer-Kun,you really suck at ending a story!"
I wasn't exactly sure on how to continue any further
and I found that the last piece written
sounded like the way an ending should.

Since the title is: Tsunade and Shizune FOREVER!
I thought adding an intimate moment and the words "Always"
Into it to remind you of the title that has "Forever" in it.
Though relationships have both good and bad times.
It takes two strong and willing people to work through it.

Some relationships merely end when cheating does happen.
I don't think I could handle dealing with something like that.
Some people will give second chances whether the person deserves it or not.

As I gathered through the Naruto series,
The Sandaime,Tsunade's sensei.
He seemed merciful and give second chances.
Also,I saw him willing to help some people that most would doubt.
I figured that might be an admirable trait of a Hokage.

Tsunade is much older than Shizune and I figured to give her
a more of a mature look on the situation,despite her temper.
She could see that Shizune was hurt,she also felt hurt.
I'm sure also,the fact being Hokage requires her to become a dedicated person.
I figured that would also be something to add into the relationship.

Instead of completely taking out all of her upsets on her lover.
Take it into making things better in their village.

I will continue writing other fan fiction pieces.

Who knows,I may even return to write another TsunadeXShizune
but in a different fashion than like this and remove them
from the Naruverse into a different something different.