chapter 9(i think)

rpov

Before the fire ball could hit me i blocked it with my shield, and watched it dissapear after that i looked at christian like the dumbass he was being i mean come on what the hell did i do?

"wwhat the hell was that for you ass?" i yelled, while adrian came over to me checking me over. to make sure i wasn't hurt then looked at christian and growled, ready to attack him.

"Adrian it's fine he's just angry how would you feel if someone raped your mother?" i said, he looked at me like he was ready to kill me

"exactly" i said and he sighed and just went back to hugging me and glaring at christian...

" sorry rose but if you're done there i want to here what happened to our mother" he said, i looked at him and nodded to mom she sighed..

"ok it started like this...

im sure you guys don't know this but me and viktor dashkov, used to be best friends but we did and whenever me and your father got in agruements he was there to comfort me and tell me it was going to be ok i didn't know viktor was in love with me, i mean i knew he loved me but in love that was just crazy right? but it wasn't i figured that out the hard way..."

`real flashback`

i was walking home to viktors because once again me and lucas had got into another agruement and i just needed my bestfriend once i got to his house i opended, the door he gave me a key just in case i ever needed him and he wasn't here at the moment i called ahead though so i don't see why he didn't answer the door once i got in there i saw why...
there were candles lit on the dining room table with food and drinks next to it, i was shocked why didn't he tell me he had a date? when i saw him and at the end of the table just smiling at me i had to ask..

"vik why didn't you tell me you had a date?" i asked him he looked at me suprised and laughed he fucking laughed (where christian and rose get there attitude from)

"silly moira you are my date i've had feelings for since forever but you never noticed you just ignored me, well not tonight i won't be ignored!"
he yelled the last part, i was so scared i started to run for the door but before i could he grabbed me around the waist and dragged me kicking and screaming, to his room and closed and locked the door... those next few hours were the worst of my life... i passed out i couldn't take the pain... but when i woke up he was still sleep i got up and ran out of there and i mean ran! i was so afraid and hurt that i didn't care that i was naked ...
once i got to luca's house i ran in and upstairs to his bedroom when i got there he looked shocked to see me there naked but it quickly wore off and was replaced with anger.. i quickly told him he wanted to kill viktor but i stopped him,about 2weeks later i found i was pregnant with a baby girl but i couldn't keep her she deserved more than me and her father would try to take her, but even if i was giving her up i wanted her to remember me somehow i wrote a song and had luc record me singing it, so she would always here my voice, when it was time to give her up i cryed and gave the doctor the baby and the bag with the cd in it i was so depressed but it felt like the right thing to do, at the moment...

`flashback end`

everyone was so quiet inb guess i have to be the one to break the ice or silence...

"if you don't mind could you sing the song?" i asked she looked at me nodded...

where i stood ( iif anyone has ever heard then you know its about adoption)

I don't know what I've done Or if I like what I've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head LIttle voices whispering That I should go and this should end Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you ain't leaving without a fight And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you All I know is that I should And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you All I know is that I should 'Cos she will love you more than I could She who dares to stand where I stood Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

wow my mom is amazing, i now jnew what i had to do, find my sister no matter what...

sooooo how'd you like it? huh huh lol r.r+)