Im sorry. I am so bad at uploading. I know where the story is going...buts its just so haaard! Ill try harder though! I swear! x
Paige
I didn't think I would dream. But…I guess life just doesn't like me. pfft.
Although it was a different dream. It was…information. There were voices. So many, many voices! They wouldn't stop! God, they wouldn't be quiet! They kept getting louder and louder, until I couldn't think myself. Images flooded into my mind, information, memories, and thoughts. I couldn't escape! I would be controlled by the whims of other people.
NO! I will not be controlled! I will not belong to anyone is any way!
Then, at last, the feelings. It was so overwhelming I thought I was going to die!
Darkness….
My eyes bolted open and I sat up with a shriek. I brought my hand to my face and covered my eyes.
My breath was coming out in short ragged gasps, and I was sweating all over.
W-what just happened? I stared wide eyed at my hand in my lap. Information. Is….what I received. The Cullen's information. I knew…everything. That's what the dream was. All of their lives. Alice, Jasper, Rosalie, Emmett, Carlisle, Esmé, Bella, Edward, Renesmé. Everything that had ever happened to them, human and vampire. Everything that they'd experience or felt, I know knew as if I'd done it myself.
Suddenly the door to the guest room burst open, with Carlisle, Edward and Jacob in the doorway, looking rather freaked.
Alice swiftly got through and looked around wildly for any signs of danger. I stared at them with a frown.
"…What are you doing…?" I asked slowly.
"We heard you scream," Alice said, flustered.
"Well it was more of a shriek…" I mumbled.
"Either way, what the hell was that all about?" Jacob demanded, scowling at the false alarm.. I smiled slyly and stood up, and bent down to get my boots off the floor.
"Oh, just a funny dream," I walked to the door, and pinched Jacobs cheek roughly, causing him to flinch. "don't worry, dreams can't hurt you, it's the nightmares that you have to worry about," I winked and pushed past them, heading downstairs. I heard Jacobs growl as I went down. Huh. I've always wanted a puppy. Maybe he can fetch the newspaper for me? that would be awesome!
As I got downstairs I came across the two boys that were with Jacob yesterday, sitting on the Sofa together, deep in conversation with Renesmé.
She looked up when I entered the room, a bright smile illuminating her pretty face.
"Good morning, Paige." She said happily, her voice ringing out across the white living room. It took me a 1/10 of a second, I was trying to be a little slow as to not scare her, for me to be in front of her and I smiled kindly at her, taking her hand in mine. My thumb grazed her wrist, just above her pulse, and my smile grew. Mmmm…
"And good morning to your, Renesmé." She giggled slightly and I let go of her hand when I could hear Jacob and the others coming down the stairs. I went and sat down in one of the white arm chairs, pulling my legs up to my chest. I wiggled my pink sock covered toes in comfort.
I finally looked at the two shape-shifters sitting on the Sofa. A young boy and…that boy.
He was talking to Renesmé, while the other was staring at me with curiosity. I raised a perfect eye brow at him, a slightly amused smile at his young inexperienced show of open curiosity.
"Ah-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to stare," He said in a rush, a little embarrassed.
"No problem," I said lightly. The boy was studying me to see how I was different in any way from the others. I sighed, and then flashed a grin in his direction, showing my fangs. His eyes widened in shock, and a little gasp escaped from his lips.
"That enough for you?" I questioned softly. He nodded thoroughly. I nodded and slouched in the seat as Carlisle came into the room, a book in his hand. It was Latin. It was about pottery. I rolled my eyes. Fun.
"Good morning Paige," he smiled at me. I nodded in acknowledgment.
What time is it? I sent the question to Carlisle. He glanced at me surprised.
Seventeen past ten. He answered. Hm. What time did I have to be at the house?
I rummaged through my pocket and pulled out the piece of printed paper that I was given yesterday.
I stared at what was written on the paper, and it also had a picture of the house on it.
My brow raised in surprise as I realised where it was. Huh. Isn't that the area that the Shape Shifters Lived? Oh well… It was less populated, peaceful even. You know, apart from the big 7ft wolves running through the undergrowth and lurking in your back garden…
I frowned slightly at the paper for a moment, and Renesmé noticed.
"What's wrong?" She asked. My gaze flickered up at her for a moment.
"Where's Jacob?" I asked.
"Here," The low voice said from behind me. I tipped my head backwards to stare up at him.
"I need a ride," I said cheerfully. He scowled at me.
"No." Came his stony reply. I pouted. What was his problem? Grumpy boots.
"Go-wan," I whined.
"Where do you need to go?" Seth asked. I stood up and stretched my arms into the air.
"I'm going to go visit a house."
"Oh, well I can take you," he said brightly.
"Really? you'd do that?" I asked, surprised slightly. He shrugged with a cheerful smile.
"No." Came a steely voice. Jacob scowled at the ground then up at Seth. "I'll do it." A sly smile formed on my lips.
"But I thought you didn't like me…?" He glared at me. But I just smirked back at him.
"I don't. But I think if anyone is going to guard you, it should be me." He said grumpily. Who woke up on the wrong side of the dog basket this morning, huh?
"Shouldn't we be the ones to look after her?" Edward spoke up from coming down the stairs. Jacob frowned.
"Do you think that we are incapable to look after such a creature at her?" Oi! I ain't no creature mister! I pouted and sat back down onto the arm chair and watched the interesting conversation take place.
"No, but we are better suited to the job." Edward carried on with a slight smile on his face.
"We are just a suited to guard her!" Jacob's voice rose a little bit. I sighed.
"Only the wolf can escort me," I said pointedly at Jacob.
"Why?" Edward asked. I held out a piece of paper at him.
"Because," I said slowly, "There is a house that I want to buy."
"So?" Seth said.
"So, the house I am interested in," Pause. "Is on the reservation." I said, as Jacob became a little pale at the prospect. Oh, teasing him was so fun.
"…why would you move to the reservation?" Seth asked.
"Why not? Its quieter there, and there are less people. I don't have to worry about making human contact, especially since the only animals I will only really be coming in contact is the wolves."
Jacob was still scowling, even more fierce than before.
"I don't like this." He growled.
"Oh pish posh, from what I've seen, it seems like you don't like anything," I responded tartly.
"What do you mean?" Carlisle asked, a little worried. I stared at him for a moment. Would they be offended if I knew everything? Would they get mad? Well, it doesn't really matter. But people have been angered by the fact that I know everything about them. it had always puzzled me. well, that wouldn't offend me if I am completely honest. I've tried to project my experiences into a victim before….it didn't end up well.
I had always just wanted to share the things I had seen with other people, but I never could.
Shame really…they always seemed to die… I thought solemnly as I stared at the vampires and shape-shifters in front of me.
"Nothing…" I murmured in response. I shook off the feeling. "Shall we head out now?" clapping my hand gleefully together at Jacob. He shrugged and stalked off outside. I smiled softly.
"I'll come back," I told Carlisle, answering his worries. Geez. So cautious. I followed Jacob out to his truck, which he had apparently decided to take today rather than running. I got in, with Jacob already at the wheel, and we started the journey to my new house.
its short. I know. Sorry. Im suffering from writers block and obsessions with other stories. :/
