Chapter 9 of "Messing with a Miko"
"Respect"
He would have stopped her out of respect...
Funny, it wasn't something she was used to, and the feeling of his strong arms grasping her wrists firmly, made her realize that.
She was better than the life she had had before. She was better than Inuyasha; she was better than all of those people back home that only care about the new hot stars or who has the best boyfriend. She was better than all that.
She was in love with a man who is known for some of the most brutal killings ever in existence, widely known as a cold, heartless killer, and he had stopped her. He, Sesshomaru someone who just mere months ago was trying to kill her and wanted to torment her and his brother to no end had stopped her. This was what she'd been waiting for her whole life. He couldn't watch her kill someone who he hated just as much as her if not more.
It wasn't because he couldn't have a despicable rampaging woman in his castle that'd followed in his footsteps and couldn't keep control; it was because he respected her. He really cared. He knew that the effects of killing someone and enjoying their sick cruel torture would be something that would burn for the rest of her life.
Kagome fell to her knees not caring that she had landed into a pool of the entrails and blood of her souls previous carrier.
A look of horror came upon her face as she crumpled to her knees; it felt as if she had gone lower than the low.
For demons, it would seem, they were pretty much left alone about a killing, and they really didn't care but her, no. Kagome still had compassion and she still had feelings. Even if it hadn't felt like that before even predating her demonic transformation, she used to keep these feelings of intense hatred and venomous anger and spit fire words all bottled up inside. She never knew how bad it really was, she had been a walking time bomb and Kikyo had just been used as a tool to take out feelings of intense rage and malice.
Kagome looked down, the smells of blood and death suddenly overwhelming her. She saw her body covered in the product of all her rage, holding up her hands she saw the blood encasing them.
There it was, blood and remnants of the dead bitches skin enclosing her whole body, and it finally hit her. She had killed she was impure. She was like those fucked up sickos they always talk about on TV or even the demons she used to help kill everyday.
She was impure, she had killed she didn't deserve to live on this earth anymore.
Materializing the sword in her hand before Sesshomaru could stop her she'd driven the large blood stained object into her chest hitting her heart.
Kagome was killed instantly, her whole aura radiating a huge flash of black energy that surged foreword and threw Sesshomaru backwards into a nearby tree.
Sesshomaru tried to move pushing against the strong power that burned it was so filled with sadness and hatred. Still, he perused on, forcing his way farther into the blackish sea of magic the farther he went the more painful and compressed everything became.
As he neared her blood covered corpse he held onto the hilt of tensaiga and withdrew it. His eyes turning red from the mad rush of pain and power that was emanating off of her. Bringing it back he swung tensaiga down into her instantly reanimating her battered corpse, yet again being thrown backwards high into the air from the defenses of her screaming power.
As he landed Sesshomaru noticed that Kagome was not sitting up, or even blinking for that matter. Approaching her slowly Sesshomaru saw that she really wasn't blinking just staring off into the darkened sky. It was as if she was so miserable and ashamed of herself it had sent her into a shock.
Inuyasha appeared from behind a tree silently walking foreword with a look of fear and sadness in his eyes.
Kagome looked like she was dead or atleast had been, and her blood lose was so great his grief overtook him.
He couldn't even stand anymore his knees giving out landing down on them; he saw her shirt stained red with a large gaping hole in it. Her pants soaked with freshly splattered blood. Her aura completely black, a complete loss of hope and life in her dulled grayed eyes.
Where had she gone?
What had clicked in her that would make her kill anyone, changing from her already fractured form of ideal normalcy.
Sesshomaru could feel his brother, but he didn't care.
He just wanted to ensure that Kagome was okay.
He sat down on the ground dying his beautiful white robes with his woman's dark red blood.
Leaning foreword he brought her head to his lap, propping her up against him.
Running a hand softly through her suddenly dull ebony hair moving his mouth towards her ear he whispered, "I love you Kagome, I love you so much," with obvious pain in his eyes.
"Please hang in there I know you can. Where is that woman that I secretly admired so, whom had saved this feudal earth from apocalypses and been able to bear this life amongst your other." kissing the top of her head he said with feeling,
"kagome, my love please come back."
Suddenly he felt a weak shaking hand intertwine with his large one. Looking up with a half smile kagome whispered, "Sesshomaru, I love you too."
And that's all she wrote!
Omg I started crying when I was writing this!
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