Not only were we leaving everything behind. i was living a life i did not know. All that passed through my mind were the events that took place in the asylum and that hotel. now im traveling all the way across the country to an ugly house in the middle of north Carolina. Apparently we inherited it and we weren't the only ones. We have family there. well... Kendall does. His mom is still in a depressing state from losing Katy but for some reason they inherited this house around the time of katys death. Leaving wasn't what terrified me. being in the house was. in one of the rooms their entire family tree dating up to Mama Knight. They had seven new spots freshly painted on the wall. i could see Katy`s name sketched out on one of them. Who knows how long they've had this house and these distant relatives. I noticed something odd. Kendall's great grandfather billy and his great grandmother Angelina, their parents... were brother and sister. but they were not brother and sister. billy and Angelina were cousins. Before Knight their name was Mott. Dandy Mott's sister had Angelina and he had billy and billy and Angelina had Mama Knight. Or Mama Mott.
They did not own the house no they lived in Florida and i read about him before i knew that he had shot and killed a whole band of carny folk but whichever ones were left manage to kill him but not before he planted a seed and brought forth billy. i googled their family tree. i did not have enough money to create an account on ancestry dot com nor did i have any of kendalls information so i just went to Wikipedia. id never mention any of this to Kendall because hed probably feel self conscious about it. i really like him but i like James too. Dandy motts sister lived in this house along with her father and mother. Angelina and Bradford were an odd couple. i heard that Angelina once chopped off his foot for raping one of their daughters. No wonder kendall was so crazy... but wait that was all in my head wasnt it?
No i knew something was going on. it wasnt a coma. it was an epiphany. one that i was still going through. someone was torturing me. either i was trapped somewhere and someone was torturing me to the point to where my mind created an alternate universe in which to live or this is all an act and im being studied like a guinni pig. i would have to play it cool tho.
"you shouldnt be in here... kendall knows you know his secret an hes going to be mad." A little girls voice had come from behind me. when i turned around there was no one there.
"pay her no mind im glad you know." Kendall stepped up behind me. He wrapped his arms around me. "im sorry i didnt tell you sooner... but then again what would have been the use youd have chosen james either way."
"so what does this mean for you? Your great great grandfather was a killer who slept with his cousin."
"carlos thats merely one man in my family tree and correction his son slept with his sisters daughter."
"confusing as hell."
"i know imagine my pain."
And I did. I felt pity. I felt sad.
"kendall? its getting late... we should go to bed. I whispered staring at the image of dandy mott on the wall.
Maybe i was just seeing the future or my mind was trying to tell me something i already knew. i let kendall love me that night and love me he did.
KENDALS POV
He let me love him that night. I did love him. with all of my heart and im so ashamed of what i did but that night is one ill never forget. i looked at the boys like my brothers man. and Carlos was the sweetest out of them all. he was so kind and always getting himself hurt and i wanted to be there everytime to take the pain away. that night i did exactly that. My baby brother would bend over backwards for me. i didnt have him do all that but he was very athletic.
I took him up to my room and i unbuttoned his shirt and ripped it from his body. he looked terrified. i enjoyed that. his eyes widened and his face grew pale. i dont really know what he was scared of but it wasnt me. that worried me. i loved him, id never hurt him. My lips like to play. they go where they want to go. they open and close on what ever they want. Carlos liked that. He liked that i was a little rough but he clung to all of my simple kindnesses. Eventually i felt him drift. i think he was thinking about james. he wouldnt open his eyes.
CARLOS POV
Kendall got mad at me... i dont know why but he started acting strange and eventually he just stopped. "i cant do this" He said and i didnt know how to feel. did he not like me... i wanted to be mean and ask him if i was related to him if it would get him off but i didnt have a chance. he left the room and i just sat there scared as hell. what if he was mad at himself for thinking something that bothered him. so i got up and followwed him downstairs. he was in the kitchen sipping wine and staring out the window. i walked up behind him and slipped my hand underneath his t shirt. i rubbed his chest and nibbled on his neck.
"you are allowed to think and feel whatever you want" i whispered. "ill do whatever you want."
"i want a brother carlos."
"ill be your brother."
"but i want a lover too..."
"i can be both." Carlos whispered.
KENDALLS POV
Id have been in awe. id have tackled him to the ground and loved on him but i saw something. something that scared me. out side was a woman. she was just standing there in the yard i was petrified. When carlos didnt hear a response he retreated back to my room. it took me a minute to realize that he felt embarrassed for saying something like that but i had to assure him it was okay. he wanted to understand my affliction. he wanted to be enjoyed. i still enjoy everything about him.
CARLOS POV
He scares the shit out of me but i still love him.
When he came back upstairs he was covered in blood. i didn't know whos blood it was but i had a theory. James stayed downstairs.
"what happened are you okay?"
"im better than okay Carlos... im in love."
He lunged at me and i tackled him to the ground. i was so confused but i had determined that he was spychodic. i hit him upside the head with a blunt object and ran downstairs. just like i had thought. James laid on the floor surrounded by his own blood. Kendall had smashed a chair into his chest... it had gone all the way though. the blood thinners that james was on had made it to where the blood went everywhere and fast. not only that but as i was leaving the house i saw Mama Knight hanging by her neck in the living room. she had fassened an noose from rain coats. Katys rain coats. i drove away and while i was driving away i hit logan with my car killing him on impact. when police went back to investigate they said they had found-
KENDALLS POV
They found lucy dismembered in the yard near a cellar. inside that cellar was jos body and a camera... on that camera was a clip of Camille blowing her own head off. it was a massacre and despite what people believe... it was not me.
