Baby Doll gone wrong.

Chapter 9: I cant stay away

Time started to ever so slowly pass by. Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned onto months. I knew that I was close to slipping off the edge. I have the worse withdraw symptoms. I'm constantly having to shake my leg, or hand. I had almost seizure like episodes, and sadly I wasn't the worse of the bunch. Some of these people had some messed up drug addictions.

This guy, tom, was addicted to pain killers. Clarissa was addicted to Meth, and the list keeps on coming. I felt like a goodie to shoes next to some of these people. They went years on years doing drugs, and here I was with not even a years experience. "Bella, would you like to share?" The counselor asked.

"Share what?" I asked since I was totally zoned out.

"An experience, what else." Said the smart mouth girl in the group. I think her name was Sahara. I gave her a death glare

"Then no I'm good." I didn't like to share my problems with the 'class'. I never did when I was asked.

"How are we to help you, if you don't speak up?" The counselor asked. I felt a laugh ripple though me. Does she also think I need help. When will people see that I'm fine the way I am. Drugs and all.

"Easy, I don't need help. I want to be let out." I felt like I was a prisoner in here, and I know I already paid my crime.

"I'm sorry, but we can't do that." she said with a fake smile. I wanted to so badly rip it off her face, but I had to remind myself not to.

"Thought as much. When I get out, and I ever see you on the street, run." I said back and started to look at the floor. I knew later on Edward wouldn't be so happy at how I decided to not participate, and with what I did say.

Edward was almost always with me, and I felt bad about that everyday. I was allowed on contact with Melissa and Claire. I felt like a prisoner, trapped in my own personal hell. Out of no where I got a letter, and I saw it was from none other then Melissa. I went into the bathroom to read it.

Hey Bella,

We miss you so much. Nothing is really the same without you here. We have come up with a plan. Are you ready for it? We are going to bust you out. Isn't that that most exciting news you have heard lately. After we bust you out, we are so going to party! Ask him to go get you some chips, what ever you can get that's down the hall or something. I'll be out side in the lobby at exactly 4:41. We will get you out from there. Worse comes to worse, we get caught and I do community serves or something.

Love you and miss you bunches!!

Melissa

I jumped up and down and couldn't wait. I was so sick of this stupid place, and this stupid non drug community. I knew that once I did this there would be no return. That once I busted this place, that I would officially be on the run. I just hoped to get by Edward without any complications. I tried not to think about the pain I would be bringing him. He wanted me to get better, but I don't want to get better. I want to enjoy the life I made for myself.

I took a deep breath and stuck the letter in my bra. I looked at myself in the mirror and tired to think of anything other then what I was going to be doing later on. I didn't him to be able to see the difference in me. I went back out to my room and laid down on the bed. I looked over at the clock it was almost 4 now. I sighed and waited for the time to pass by. I wondered if I could do it. Edward would be so disappointed, but I needed the freedom. Was it right to make myself miserable for him?

As the time slowly went by I was closely watching the clock. Edward came in around 4:20. I had to plan the right time to ask him to leave and get me something, so for the last 10 minuets I was thinking of something to say. He watched me with suspicion in my eyes, and I had a feeling like he was trying to read me. I'm so happy that he can't read my mind, or I would be so screwed.

"So I heard about what you said to the group counselor."

"And?" I said trying to not show my feelings.

"That was a bit rude." Like that was any of his business.

"Really I was going for overly rude. I'll have to try harder."

"Bella." He frowned at me, but I didn't say anything else. We sat in a comfortable silence.

It was 4:38, and I decided to ask him the favor that I wanted a Pepsi. The machine is in the totally different side of the building. He nodded and started to leave. Since there were cameras and all that, he had to move at the normal human speed. I was so happy about that, because it gave me enough time to try and escape. He left, and about a min after he left I quickly ran down the stairs and into the lobby where I saw Melissa and Claire. Melissa gave me the hugest hug ever. "We got to run before Edward comes!" I exclaimed. They nodded and we jumped into Melissa's sweet ride. As we where driving off, I saw none other then Edward look out from the window as we drove off. I felt a pain of regret for what I did, but I needed to get out. Out side of that stupid little place I had freedom, and I don't want to leave that freedom behind.

I felt alive again, as if I existed. I forgot how much fun being out really was. "We missed you so much!" Melissa said with a smile. "I don't ever want to let you leave again."

"I wouldn't mind that. I missed you all so much, but first do any of you have a cigarette?" I said flashing a smile.

"Yep Yep." Melissa said while pointing to the ash tray. There was not only a pack of cigarettes, but there was a joint already rolled.

"Got that just for tonight, Chronic." Claire said with a smile. I felt like jumping up and down in my seat, and I think I might have.

"Have I ever told you that I love you guys?" They nodded, "Well, ill say it again, I love you guys!!"

Ok so yea, she excaped. So if u havn't noticed Melissa is the Jacob. As in the person who put Bella back 2gether after Edward left.

Anyway, I hope u all like it.

Ashley