Rin sighed as both she and Donghae watched cartoon reruns on the tv. The SuJu member didn't have schedules today and had decided to spend the day with his daughter. Of course, he wasn't the only one who didn't have work. The others were also off, leaving the house noisy with various members yelling.
"We need more shows," Donghae yawned as he placed his head on Rin's lap.
"Yea, if someone would hurry with the skip beat updates Wookie and I would have more drama to watch." She smirked flicking the older man's nose. Donghae made a sour face before glancing up towards the entryway.
"Mother daughter time?" Hyukjae asked as he walked forward to take a seat.
"We're bored and in need of chocolate, besides, Q's ignoring me for some reason." Rin said as Donghae shifted to Hyukjae's lap.
"Hmm, I saw Q in Wookie and Yesunggie's room a few minutes ago." Hyukjae said as he ran his fingers through Donghae's hair.
"EunHae is so real," Rin smirked as yet another member of the group waltzed in.
"Rin can I borrow you for a few hours." Leeteuk asked shooting the girl a puppy dog look.
"Why?" Rin questioned sitting up and giving the older man her full attention.
"I need to do some spying and you are going to play the loveable niece that is hanging with her uncle." He explained smiling brightly at the small group.
"Okay, I'm game. But you buy lunch I doubt Wookie oppa will make us any." Rin stated before heading to her room to get dressed.
RIN'S POV
My room was at the end of the hall, so I passed by everyone's rooms. Upon entering my own room I noticed Sungmin on my bed thumbing through my cd case.
"Can I help you?" I asked walking to my closet to find an outfit.
"Can I borrow some cd's?" Sungmin asked holding up one of my newer cd's. I nodded hoping he would leave now that he had what he wanted. I heard the spring's on my mattress let up signaling the weight leaving it.
"To tell you the truth, I actually need to talk with you." He said leaning on the wall next to me.
"Then hurry and talk, Teukie wants to go out today." I respond taking a pair of blue jeans and a black shirt from the hangers. Sungmin took a deep breath before placing a hand on my shoulder.
"I don't trust Kyuhyun with you." He admitted as our eyes met. So he was upset because of Q?
"Why, because he was there for me when you weren't." I asked watching him for any signs of distress.
"No, in fact I'm glad he was there, he's your brother he acted like your brother since you came here, but don't you think it strange that he suddenly decides to like you more than a sister?" Sungmin asked, his hold on my shoulder getting harder as his eye's turned darker. True, when I looked into Kyuhyun's eyes there was mixed feelings, like a cloud of mist…
"Rin, please, just tell me if he hurts you, trust me like you did before that picture like when you first came to South Korea, please Rinny….Sarang." Sungmin whispered taking me in a hug and crushing me against his body.
"Saranghae oppa, if I'm hurt I'll tell you, but right now I really have to help Teukie umma before he blows a casket." I smile gently kissing his cheek. "Besides, Q is in hot water right now as it is, I haven't had a single date or spent time with the jerk since he asked me out. Now I know Idols are not allowed to date, but we live in the same damn house how hard is it to have a small candle light dinner with burnt food. I'm sure you guys would give us privacy. Well, mostly everyone Super Junior is made up of nosey men." I laugh before shoving him form my room. After dressing and running past several angry members after knocking them down, I arrived next to Leeteuk.
"Here, you'll need this," Leeteuk smiled handing me a small camera.
"Why?" I ask eyeing the man beside me.
"Well, Heechul, Kangin, Kibum, and I think this camera will help. All the best reporters use one." Leeteuk said once the doors dinged for us to get off.
"What are we doing today anyway Teukie umma," I ask curious of the real reason he called me out.
"We are going to spy on Kyuhyun and the other members." He smiled before I paused and returned towards the elevator. Last time I had spied on the members, I was lectured and had to face EunHae's view point on the birds and the bee's.
"Oh come on Rinny, what's the worst that could happen?" the leader asked me with a smile. I could see the members doing something that would make me blush or cause E.L.F.s to murder for. We managed to hide away outside the new dorms for what seemed like hours before Kyuhyun and the rest of KRY appeared. My body tensed as I noticed Ryeowook's normal happy appearance seem dull. Yesung was searching the area and both Leeteuk and I lowered ourselves so we wouldn't get noticed.
"I can't do this guys, I know this is wrong and I just can't continue." Kyuhyun said as he followed behind them.
"Kyuhyun, do you love her like a sister or do you love her?" Yesung asked turning to the makanae with fierce eyes.
"That's the problem, Wookies plan is failing, I'm starting to actually fall for her." Kyuhyun stated causing both Yesung and Ryeowook to eye him.
"Really," Ryeowook asked turning fully to the makanae. Kyuhyun nodded. I gasped turning to Leeteuk with wide eyes.
"What is going on?" I asked earning a push from the leader to look at the three schemers. Ryeowook was now leaning against the side of the building thinking as Yesung tried to calm a now panicking Kyuhyun.
"So will you fight for her?" Ryeowook asked finally breaking from his thoughts. Both members looked at him in confusion.
"What?" they asked.
"Fight Sungmin for her, he's jealous of you and mad right now because he knows you're playing her heart. But you just said you really like her, even taking time apart from her to think over your feelings. So if the occasion arose, would you fight for her heart?" the shorter man repeated.
"Would she even accept my love after knowing this began as a trick?" Kyuhyun asked sadly.
"If she's normal like we pretend she is then no, but this is Rin." Yesung smiled knowing his little sister would most likely poison his dinner if she ever caught him calling her un normal.
"How long is this going to last," he moaned. I growled before standing and walking away leaving a very confused Leeteuk behind me. My mind was filled with thoughts rolling around like a fast car in the fast lane. I grabbed my hair pleading for the images to slow down so I could grasp something anything to calm myself.
"Well, well if it isn't Lee Rin." Seeyun smiled as I glared up at her. for once I was not in the mood to handle her remarks.
"Please go away," I begged trying to keep the anxiety from getting to me. I could already feel the tunnel vision getting to my eyes. Great a panic attack was fixing to hit me.
"So where is your precious Super Junior family?" she continued getting into my face and smiling. I held my ground knowing my eyes where dilated from the oncoming attack.
"Their busy, you know being idols and all." I reply casually even though they were only busy playing with my love life for entertainment. Suddenly I felt my arms get pinned to my sides. I glanced up to notice Seeyun's friends at my sides.
"Well, your last stint made the members a bit upset with us, this time we'll make sure you can't tell them who hurt you." The leader smirked. This bitch is going to die. I felt myself snap as I tore my arms from their holds and launched myself at the girl. I heard her scream as I began beating her, yelling for her to keep screaming. I was yelling at her to beg for help and watch as no one would come and how everyone would just walk by and not care. I felt myself smile as her eyes widened in fear. I spotted the knife they had used on me earlier and grabbed it. Just as I placed it to her throat my own eyes widened. What was I doing, I became just like them. A bully, the thing I hated. I quickly stood up only to bow like the members had taught me and begged forgiveness. I glanced up only to notice their fear before they ran from me. I stood up and eyed my own injuries. They seemed fitting now, how the scars swelled up and red.
"Rin?" Kyuhyun asked as he appeared infront of me. I blinked a few times before the scene I had witnessed with Leeteuk rushed to my mind.
"Go to hell," I spat before running off and leaving a confused Kyuhyun behind calling my name.
KYUHYUN'S POV
Was Rin crying? I tried to follow her but soon it became impossible. Sighing I ran back to the dorms and located all the members. It took a while for me to explain all I had seen and then Leeteuk had to explain the whole reason for the tears. Then Sungmin had to go and attempt murder against KRY and Leeteuk.
"Let's just find Rin before something bad happens." Donghae growled as he and Hyukjae dashed out the door.
"Kyuhyun," Sungmin called pulling me back by my sleeve. His usual dark eyes were like daggers as they glared into me.
"Nye," I asked.
"I want to kill you so badly, but if I have to fight you for Rin, then I will." He hissed before walking out. I shivered as I thought back to us. What was our relationship. Right now she clearly hated me, even I hated me for what I had done.
SUNGMIN'S POV
I ran through the streets of Seoul screaming Rin's name as I searched for her. My heart beat faster as I tried her phone again. Was she ignoring everybody? Thanks to Ryeowook and the others I wouldn't doubt it and then her losing it must have frightened her as well.
"Rin, Sarang, where are you!" I called pausing in my dash to catch my breath.
"Go away," a small voice snapped from beside me. I smiled in spite of myself and turn to face the girl of my thoughts.
"Rin," I whisper placing her in a hug. I felt her tense, a reaction I hadn't felt or seen since she first came to us. I only held her tighter as we hid in a small alley inbetween an icecream shop and a hairdresser.
"Look at me Rin, why are you running?" I asked pulling her away some so I could see her face. Her cheeks were tear stained and her eyes were rimmed red.
"Baby, I can't help you if I don't know what's wrong." I say in hopes of calming her nerves. " I promised I would protect you, but I need to know what I'm protecting you from." I continue as I felt her body shake from more tears.
"Myself Minnie, protect me from myself." She whispered causing me to blink in surprise.
"What?" I question.
"I feel like I can't control anything anymore, I'm always angry and sad. I feel lost all the time. I'm always being teased and even the Oppa's tease me. Hell Kyuhyun's been playing with my emotions this whole time. Even you tried to warn me. Everything is so confusing I just wanna lie down and cry until I die of exhaustion or drown from my tears." Rin cried as I held her. "Minnie, I attacked those girls." She whispered.
"You apologized," I reply stroking her back.
"Still, I became the person I hate most. A bully just like them." She confided. I sighed pushing back a stray hair from her eyes.
"Rin, Saranghae, never forget that. Sometimes we do things that are horrible and we try to apologize for them, but people will sometimes want to ignore it. You live with Idols, and that automatically puts you in the spotlight and we try to keep you from that, but we can't always be there. People may call you weak, but to us you are so strong. True what the oppa's did was wrong and even when I found out I tried to warn you, but the fact that that was all I did was wrong. I'm sorry." I bowed knowing she was getting tense with insecurity again.
"Please Sungmin, don't bow." Rin whispered as I looked up at her. Eventually we left for the icecream shop and purchased two small icecream cones and decided to walk around abit and ease our heads. I had let the others know I had found the elusive girl and we both knew a lecture was coming.
