*waves while hiding behind a large rock and waving a white flag* okay, so i am sorry. i know this chapter is long awaited by many, and honestly put... i was lazy. i have a really hard time writing this story for some reason, and so i find it hard to write anything at all for it. fortunately for you, i was feeling the sasunaru feels and decided to put out a chapter. i cant say when the next one will be, but please appreciate this very small chapter, as i did my best. Please comment/respond to what you think! Believe it or not it does motivate me when i see people still care :D ill be answering reviews in the next chapter. Love you guys.

Also, i do not own Naruto or its characters, only is the plot mine :D

I was not ready for the morning. My dreams had been plagued with thoughts of that bastard, and no matter what I did my body was never satisfied. I had only gotten a few hours of sleep, and none of them particularly fulfilling my need for sleep. Unfortunately it was now morning, I still had a raging boner and a huge libido and I still had to go to work in a mere hour and a half. I groaned, rolling over to shut off my blaring alarm. Why had I ever agreed to work at his company? It seemed like such a good idea at the time. I was now greatly regretting the repercussions of taking the job.

I swung out of bed and headed for the shower. Hopefully a very icy shower would curb my sex crazed appetite.

Fortunately, my little friend died down as I went about my morning business, and I was actually satisfied with my coffee, having finally bought new grounds. But no matter what I did I could not keep my mind from what happened yesterday on the elevator.

My heart pounded even thinking about it, and my stomach curled into uncomfortable knots. How could I have reacted that way? I didn't want him to kiss me, hell no. never ever in a million years would I ever want that sort of confrontation with him. Although no matter how I protested a little voice in the back of my head screamed that it's exactly what I wanted. It was exactly what I had been waiting for yesterday morning when I saw him.

Him and his ridiculous little smirk, outrageous hair, cool eyes, calm composed demeanor oozing with power and confidence. Just the thought of him had me drooling damn it. How do I even end up in these sort of situations? God knows I'm not trying to have hot sexually frustrating make out sessions with another man in an elevator. That was never my intention. But it happened anyway.

It seems all the things that I never want and never dream of happening to me, always seem to happen. It's ridiculous really if you think about it. I sighed and chomped down on a piece of toast. Just absurd.

I did a once over in the mirror before grabbing my jacket and heading out the door. If I waited any longer to make my decent to hell I would be late. Maybe if I was late he would fire me and I could put this whole experience behind me. But a little voice in my head told me that that wasn't what I really wanted. It seemed I didn't even know what I wanted these days.

Well I do know I'm not gay. My cheeks heated up at this thought as I thought of my reaction to Sasuke any time we've been in contact. So maybe I was having a sexual identity crisis. Most people go through this right? I was just dealing with other things in my teens so I never really got to experience this.

Other things indeed. I grimaced and mentally smacked myself for even thinking about my childhood. I know that it upsets me, but my mind seems to think on its own. I so did not want to go into work an emotional and mental mess, so I attempted to shove the thoughts away and think of something else.

I pulled into the office parking lot and chose a spot far off from the entrance, hoping the walk in the cooler October air might help some. Just one day at a time Naruto, I told myself. Things always get worse before they get better. I should know this better than anyone.

Walking into the office building, it was almost as chilly as the air outside. I didn't bother to put on my jacket though because I knew I would be warm from working in just a few minutes. I stopped and looked at my situation in front of the elevators. Three of the five were being used, and there was one elevator with a small group of people… one of those people being Sasuke, and another elevator with just a patiently waiting Sakura.

Why, why me. I can either go with my ex fuck buddy or I can go with the current man trying to put his hands down my pants. I sighed, mostly because I didn't even want the confrontation I went to stand by Sakura, stepping into the elevator when it dinged and opened for us to get on.

We were surprisingly the only two on the elevator. I got to experience an awkward silence for a few floors before Sakura spoke "look Naruto, I'm sorry." I felt my eyes widen out of their own accord and I looked at her in surprise.

"You were having a bad night, and I really should have stopped you after the fifth shot. So can we just put this behind us? I… I miss you." She said in a rush. I was speechless, it was not at all like Sakura to apologize, ever… for anything. I will admit that I had been missing getting to have sex with her whenever I wanted, and sometimes her nagging voice wasn't so bad.

But I didn't even have time to say anything before her body was pressed against mine and she was kissing me. Oh. Oh. Yes, I was definitely straight. I viciously ignored the voice in my head saying how wrong this was and wrapped my arms around her, pulling her in tighter. I stood up straighter so I was taller than her and deepened this kiss. Her fingers tangled into my hair as my hands began to make small circles into her ass. She began to moan, but as the elevator opened up for our floor she reluctantly pulled away, and wiped her mouth.

"Come over tonight." She said with a wink and stepped out of the elevator. I smiled and nodded, but felt my smile die when I felt a pair of all too familiar eyes on me. I turned slowly to face the man, in the opposite elevator staring at me through narrowed eyes as the rest of the people filed out. Fuck. Remembering my "punishment" for even saying things he didn't like I cringed. God I was so fucked.