Duo's POV
After not responding to my kiss this was the last thing I'd expected from Heero. He'd set me on the bed and began kissing me everywhere he could reach before returning to kissing me on the lips. I expected his kisses to be gentle and careful, but found they were quick and rough. His pace was rapidly speeding up. I tried to keep up, but I didn't know what I was doing so I just continued kissing him. He began groping me and I found he was reaching for my belt. I instantly stopped kissing back and moved my hands to stop him. With that movement I expected him to stop, but found that he instead took both my hands in one of his own and pinned them above my head. He then continued unlatching my belt with his free hand and teeth.
"Heero...stop." I said unbelieving what he was doing. He ignored me. I tried to pull my hands away, but found it was useless. I then got angry as I felt him undoing my pants. "Let go, yuy." I said pulling my hands harder from his grip, but I still couldn't break free. I thought I was gonna explode when all of a sudden I felt a slight sensation rise through my body. "Oh god..." I heard myself moan as the sensation rippled through my body again. It was then I felt Heero's grip on my hands disappear as his hands began to once again grope me. I soon found my hands lookin' for something to grab onto as the sensations came quicker. I found Heero's head and laced my hands through his thick messy locks. All my senses seemed to be waning. I couldn't remember why I'd been fighting back until I heard Heero speak.
"Hn. I knew you'd begin to enjoy it. There you got some of what you wanted, right?" He said with a light smirk that sent waves of anger through my body. Before I knew what I was doing I'd pushed heero off me and hit him hard in the face. I then put my pants back on ignoring the painful bulge that didn't want them back on. I then grabbed my shirt, threw it on quickly, and turned to glare at Heero.
"Yuy you are a bastard and the next time you try that, I'll fix you... permanently." I growled warningly before turning to the door and heading out. My tough exterior only lasted to the next block then I began involuntarily shaking. I didn't cry though. I was mad at myself. Heero had done that against my will and I had enjoyed it! He was worse than Zechs... No... Not worse than Zechs... Never...
"I told him no." I said to myself as I wondered my way home. I wasn't exactly sure where I was and began to feel like shit as it started to become dark.
" Goddamnit! What the hell! Does the world have a vendetta against me or something!" I yelled as I walked through a park that I'd never been in before. I was freezing my ass off and had no clue where the hell I was. I was about to try a different route when I noticed some men chasing a girl. I watched closely soon realizing they were carrying some kind of weapons... guns.
One of the men caught the girl and smacked her hard across the face. He then threw her to the ground and began yelling at her while the other two men watched. I instantly ran at him and hit him hard in the face. " Run, girl!" I yelled hitting him again this time sending him onto the pavement. She scurried to her feet looking at me.
"What the Hell do yas think you're doin, kid!" One of the men yelled as he swung at me. I ducked and swung back. As I sent him flyin' back I answered.
"I'm kickin your sorry ass." I said with a smirk and a glare. "Obviously."
"Kid, you're dead!" the bigger one said as he got up. He took a swing at my face. I dodged by inches realizing a little too late he had a knife in his hand. I felt a sharp pain as the knife made a shallow cut in my cheek. I decided to watch the guy more carefully and not fall for that trick again. As I started at the man again I heard a small scream from the small girl behind me. One of the men was trying to catch her again. "Damn it girl! I told you to run!" I yelled turning to help her again. I then felt an arm wrap around my neck from behind. It was the man with the knife.
"You're about to pay street urchin." The man hissed in my ear. I didn't struggle. I instead focused on the girl. She seemed familiar.
"Why the hell didn't you run when I told you to! " I yelled at her as one of the other men grabbed her. The third man walked over and hit me hard in the face.
"Leave Duo alone!" I heard the girl yell.
"It's nice to see you again." The bastard said as he hit me again.
"Please leave him alone!" I heard the girl yell again. She then kicked her captor and began running toward me.
"Run!" I yelled giving her a pleading look. She hesitated and then did as she was told. One of the men ran after her as the man before me hit me again.
"If the girl gets away you'll regret it, Duo. You owe me enough as it is."
"I don't owe you shit." I glared at him wondering what he was talking about. I recieved another blow to the face for that comment. I felt my lip split and a trail of blood ooze down my bruised jaw.
"Oh, but you do. And more than you're worth I might add. Yur nothin but a little bitch." The man said with a sneer as he hit me again.
"Don't call me any of your mom's pet names, ya bastard" I shot back with a smirk. The smirk quickly disappeared as my words earned me a quick gut punch. I keeled over slightly and felt like I was gonna throw up.
"You're the only bastard here, Duo. I knew my father. That's more than I can say for you." he said coldly. I felt myself go slightly paler at this comment. That was true, but how could he know?
"What the hell! What do ya think you know about me?" I asked pissed off wanting to know.
"Everything." He responded pulling me toward him by the braid.
Heero's POV
As Duo ran out of the front door I moved toward the phone and called Quatre. I don't know why. I just felt I should tell him what had happened before he heard it from Duo. I wouldn't tell him too much. Just enough so that Duo wouldn't have much to say that Quatre wouldn't already know.
Ring Ring Rin-
"Winner speaking." Came Quatre's voice.
"Hn. It's me." I answered.
"Oh Heero!" Quatre said surprised. "What's happening?"
"Quatre I think I messed up." I said before I realized what I was doing. This wasn't what I'd planned on saying.
"Messed up?" He asked with genuine concern.
"I made a move on Duo." I said my voice monotone as always.
"Oh..." Quatre said. "What did you do?"
"Nothing you haven't done." I said. I knew this would keep him from asking too many questions about what I did.
"That doesn't narrow it too much..." I heard another voice say in the background.
"I don't know what you're implying..." He said with a slightly embarrassed squeek to his tone and a quick cough as he shushed the person in the background. "How did he react?" He asked me with another short cough.
"He ran off."
"What! When! " Quatre asked loudly.
"About five minu-"
" He could get in trouble! Go find him now!" Quatre said in a concerned demanding voice. "If you fail to find him, you'll have to deal with both me and Elizabeth!" He said threatiningly. 'Not much of a threat.' I thought to myself.
"Hn." I muttered in response.
"Heero! Duo has a health issue! Go find him!" Quatre yelled. "I know with you he'll at least be safe... er...Just go find him!"
"Hn. Fine" I said hanging up without any further comments. Although his threats didn't hold much danger I decided I should at least talk to Duo. I grabbed a jacket and headed out the door hoping finding the baka wouldn't be too hard.
I had barely walked three blocks when a firey red headed girl ran head long into me. She then grabbed onto me and hid behind me. I normally would've asked her what she was doing, but barely two seconds later she was followed by a tall bald man in a black jacket with a gun. He spotted the girl and held the gun up, aiming at me.
"Give me the girl or I'll shoot you." He said moving close enough for me to be able to reach out and grab him and I did. I kicked the gun out of his hand and grabbed him by the neck. I then hit him in the throat and threw him to the ground.
"Try to touch me or the girl again and I'll kill you." I said picking up the gun, pocketing and turning back to the girl. He made a motion to move so I stomped down hard on his head into the pavement. He ceased moving. I then checked his pulse and was half pleased, halfdispleased to find he was just knocked out and not dead.
"You're free to go now." I said as I turned away from the girl and began to walk away. I was irritated to find that instead of running away she ran up and grabbed my arm trying to pull me in a different direction.
"You need to come with me!""She pleaded.
"You'll be fine." I answered.
"I know, but ya need to come so you can help my friend! He's in trouble! Please!" She pleaded.
"You have a friend who's also in trouble?" I asked wondering if I should help or look for Duo.
"Yes! Duo saved me, but he's still back there! Please help him!" She pleaded again With that said I turned and looked at her.
"Duo?" I asked.
"Yeah! He's my friend and he's in trouble! Please help him!" She continued to plead, still tugging on my arm. I froze a moment. I then nodded and she began to run in the direction she had come from.
"C'mon! Hurry or Duo'll die!"
Duo's POV
"Everything? You don't know jack shit about me! Let the fuck go of me you prick or else I swear to God I'll kick yur ass!" I yelled spitting in his face. He let go of my braid and recoiled, wiping the spit out of his face. I expected to get hit again, but was surprised when he just sneered at me.
"Same ol' Duo, huh?" He said vindictivly. I didn't know what to say so I decided to just glare at him and wait for more detail.
"I can see you haven't lost your pride or your guts so why have you been in hiding so long?" Looking me over he frowned which pissed me off. "There's something not right about you..." He said carefully still watching me.
"Yeah." I agreed with a smile. "How can one person possibly look this hot, right? I'm a just a sinner leading lost lambs like you into the Hell which is me." I said sarcastically giving a slight wink. Once again the response I recieved wasn't the one I expected. He grabbed my braid and pulled me toward him once again. This time he planted a kiss on my lips. I would've fought back, but the action felt too familiar to fight. His tongue passed into my mouth and he began to play with my tongue. I knew he was messing with me, but I played back and found I was reluctant to let it go when he slowed to pull it out.
"We already settled that once before, remember? You're the sacrificial lamb, not the other way around." He said with a small smirk giving me a familiar wink as he pulled away. "Anyway C'mon." The guy said signaling me to follow him.
I was about to ask him how I could with his thug holding a knife to my neck when I realized his grip on my neck was gone and it had been replaced by a small discomfort on my wrist. What! When had that happened!
"You bastard!" I yelled as I indignantly struggled with the cuffs.
"What? You didn't honestly think that kiss was for old times sake, did you?" He said with a taunting smile as we turned down a dark alley.
"I don't know what old times yur talk'n about..." I muttered turning away. I didn't like the familiar way he spoke to me. It felt right, but it unhinged me at the same time. In fact I think that's exactly what unhinged me. It felt too familiar!
"Come now Duo, don't be like that." He said walking back toward me and lifting my chin.
"What do you want from me ya bastard?" I hissed trying to make him back off.
"Say my name and quit with the insults Duo. I know you far too well for them to have any real effect." He said with a soft smile. His smile made me want to say his name, but I didn't know it. I watched him as he ran his hand through his short blonde hair waiting for a response. I kept trying to recall him, but I just got frustrated and angry.
"No! Fuck off ya bastard!" I yelled pulling my face out of his grip. I then turned to run, but got smacked to the ground by the the man behind us. The man then pointed his gun at me as the blonde walked towards me again.
"Back down, Iba. Duo'll behave." The blonde said lifting me back to my feet. "Right Duo?" I looked away once again not wanting to make eye contact.
"You're the one who screwed me over... There is no reason for you to be so rude to me." The blonde said as he tried to get me to look at him. "This isn't my fault so don't act like it is. You know perfectly well why I have to have you handcuffed... "
"No! I fuck'n don't know why! I don't even know you! Let me go and leave me the hell alone!" I practically shrieked in his face.
"What the hell are you talkin' about Duo?" The blonde asked raising his voice slightly. "You've known me for years. We've known eachother... We're friends, blood brothers, fellow outcast, we're everything. You've told me everything about you and I to you! I don't know what game you're playing at, but lay off. We don't have time for this."
"I'm not play'n any games. I don't remember you, I don't know your name, I don't know any of the shit you've been sayin nor do I understand it so leave me alone already. When I helped that girl I didn't plan on getting a life I don't remember being beaten into me, so back the fuck off!" I growled backing myself against a wall. I felt like crying or beating the shit out of something, but I didn't feel like letting a stranger who actually knows me when I don't know him watch me breakdown...GRRR! Whatever! I just didn't feel like having the jackass comfort me becauase I knew he would, but I didn't know why...
"You really don't recognize me?" The blonde said looking slightly horror stricken.
"No... I don't. I'm suffering from amnesia. I can't remember anything from before up to six months ago." I said quietly as I felt myself slowly calming down. After a brief second the blonde seemed to regather his composure and spoke carefully.
"Since you don't remember me. My names Solo. You were-
"Wait! You're Solo!" I asked surprised.
"Yes." He said carefully. "Do you remember me now?" He asked almost hopefully.
"No, but the Nuns used to tell me I use to talk all about you!" I said trying to recall every conversation about Solo I'd ever had with any of the nuns.
"Nuns?" He asked confused. "I know you don't mean the Maxwell Church so-
"Yeah. Apparently I'd been stay'n in a church a little way away from here for a couple of months before I lost my memory." I said looking Solo over. "You're not what I expected." I said slightly frowning. Solo frowned too and then smiled a little.
"Sorry... I guess I changed quite a bit compared to you. You look as good as ever." I felt a slight blush cross my face making him smile a little. I found I liked his smile and blushed a little more.
"I didn't mean you looked bad." I said before being cut off.
"Do you know how it happened? The loss of your memory I mean..." He asked.
"Well..." I hesitated. "I'd been missing for three days and on the third evening I'd been found down an alleyway unconcious and covered in half washed away blood. The doctors said whoever attacked me must've purposely dealt me repeated blows to the head." I said feeling lost at the those thoughts. "I don't even know if I had my virginity taken away, if I was fucked for the millionth time, or if I just had the shit beat outta me. I was bruised and swelling everywhere not to mention it had rained two of the nights I'd been thought to have been in the alleyway so the doctors couldn't really tell much of what had happened. "
"You mean they think you were raped?" Solo asked shaking slightly. He looked pissed.
"Yeah." I said shrugging my shoulders acting as if it were no big deal. "Oh well. I guess I'll find out the truth if I ever get my memory back." I said staring at Solo. He didn't say anything so I decided it was time I asked questions.
"Did you know me well?"
"Yeah."
"Were we friends?"
"Yes. The best..."
"Did I do drugs?"
"No... Not a once."
"Was I slut?" Solo looked away from me.
"No."
"A fag?"
" Why would you ask that?... hm... No. You were not a fag... you-
"A murderer?"
Solo slowly lifted his head and looked me in the eyes.
"Don't degrade yourself this way Duo." Solo said staring into my eyes.
I felt my heart skip a beat and panicked. "Was I or not! Did I ever fuck'n kill someone!" I felt as if I knew I'd have to force it from him to get a straight answer.
"You were Shinigami." Solo responded quietly. "You struck only those who deserved death. You are-
"A murderer." I responded quietly.
I could feel everything insided me go cold. I had brought death and trouble to so many in people in my past. I knew it. Solo's words had just confirmed what I knew to be true. I had never felt quite right being around happy people. I always felt like I was bringing them down no matter how I acted.
"I'm messed up. Even Heero told me I brought him pain. I blamed him when it was my fault. I pushed him too hard and then got angry with him for my mistake." I muttered.
"Quit it Duo." Solo said quietly moving closer to me. I could feel myself tearing up.
"No! Back the fuck away! I'm messed up ok!" I yelled trying to kick him away.
"Shut the fuck up!" Solo yelled slapping me in the face, sending me to the ground.
I was about to say something when all of a sudden I heard a loud thump behind me. Solo was looking behind me in surprise. I turned in time to see Ibi on the ground and Heero moving toward Solo. Heero took one glance in my direction and instantly jumped on Solo and hit him hard in the face. He then reared his fist back and began hitting him again and again. I instantly began screaming.
"Quit it Heero! Quit it! You'll kill him!"
Fck this and F#ck that! Wow! I dropped the F-bomb a lot! I got in an angry mood when writing this due to schoolwork overload... Damn eduacational system! Self is stupid So leave us be!... Yuppers! . More writing soon to come! Sorry if this chap was any sort of let down for those of you who were expecting more to happen, but seeing as this is my first fic... I'm goin' all the way with it! Booyah!
Five minutes later:
Well folks... What'chya think? Should I continue or leave my story to rot?
I know!
What? Voice in my head...
Have the characters do a chameo!
ummmm... I-
Duo: Hey guys!
Heero follows behind glaring and staring daggers into the back of Duo's head.
Heero: Omae o korosu...
Duo: Aww come on Hee-chan... play nice! He's just mad 'cuz I made him come.
Heero: Hn.
EmoCloud: Don't worry Heero will play with you in the next skit... BWAHAHAHA! ...O sorry Cough cough ...must be catchin' a cold
Duo: Yay! Hee-chan's gonna play with me! You should have that cold looked at...
(more maniacal laughter)
Heero's eye twitches slightly
Heero: Kuso.
Stay tuned for more exciting plot twist! BWAHAHA!
