A/N: Hey guys here's chapter nine! hope you like it. I changed the way I wrote it because I was told this would be easier to understand. I'm going back and changing all the other chapters like this. Enjoy!
Chapter Nine
Rae stared at Keller in shock. "Twins?!" she yelled.
"Yes, twins. It's too early to tell whether they're boys or girls or one of each." Keller said.
Rae couldn't believe it, twins? This was more than she could handle. "Thank you for telling me." she said stiffly to Keller. "Now if you don't mind I'm going to go be alone for awhile."
"Of course." Keller said, "I'm here of you need someone to talk to."
"Thanks Jen." Rae said with a bit more warmth in her voice.
Rae turned and walked out of the room. On the outside she looked very calm, but on the inside she was freaking out. She was going to have twins. Oh boy. She leaned against a wall. Twins. This was not what she expected. She needed to talk to someone, but she didn't know who. She wanted so badly to tell John, but she was scared, what would he think of her?
"Twins." she whispered. She looked both ways down the hallway, it was empty. She slid down the wall to the floor. She pulled her knees close to her chest and buried her face into them. She stayed like that until she heard a voice call her name,
"Rae?" She looked up to see John staring at her. "Hey, what's up?" he asked her. "Keller called me on my radio and said that she couldn't contact you and that I would be the best person to find you. What's going on?"
Rae wiped the tears from her face, "Nothing, everything's fine." she said.
"Everything's fine? Don't give me that bull Rae. I may not have spoken to you in a long time but I've still known you your whole life, don't tell me nothing's wrong." John said, kneeling down next to her.
Rae stared at him for awhile the fell into him and started crying.
John didn't know what to do, here was Rae, who he was still only on speaking terms with, crying into his chest. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer. "What's wrong?" he whispered into her hair.
"Oh John, I've missed you." she sobbed into his shirt.
What?! She missed him?! "I've missed you too Rae." he said.
"I have so much to tell you." she said, pulling herself away she so she could look at him.
"Okay, do you want to go to your quarters?" he asked her, unsure of what to do. It had been a long time since she told him anything.
"Sure." John helped her to her feet then began walking towards her room. When they got there, they sat on her bed and John waited for her to say something.
"John," Rae began, then stopped, then started again. "I don't know if you've ever met Alex Sanders?"
"No, name doesn't ring a bell."
"Well he worked for the SGC, he was the leader of SG-6. I met him when I was assigned to go with his team on a mission. We got along really well and I ended up marrying him." She paused to take a breath.
John looked at her in shock, she was MARRIED?! Wait, then why wasn't she wearing a wedding ring...
"He was killed in action on his last mission." Rae continued, "Both he and I were going to leave the SGC so we could have kids. He only had one more mission and-" Rae broke down and started crying again.
John didn't know what to do, he was still in shock that she had been married. That she had loved someone enough to be willing to spend the rest of her life with him. He reached over and pulled Rae into his arms. "Hey, I understand what it's like to loose a loved one."
"Thanks, but that's not all of it." Rae said, pulling away so she could look at him.
"What is it?" "John, I'm going to have his kids."
"What?" Now he was even more shocked.
"John, I'm pregnant, with twins."
"What?" John asked again in now utter shock. "You're pregnant?!"
"Yes." Rae said quietly.
John stood up. "I can't believe this!" he shouted, pacing around the room. "You know, I had the same problem with Teyla? She decided it would be okay to go on missions even though she was pregnant!"
"I was going to stop going on missions at the end of the week."
"Well don't bother," John said in a deadly quiet voice. "you are no longer going on any missions."
"Okay." Rae said, looking down at her folded hands.
John stared at her for a while, mentally kicking himself. Rae trusted him enough, after all he'd done to her, to tell him this and what does he do? He yells at her. John groaned then sat down next to her.
"Hey Rae? I'm sorry, I overreacted, forgive me?"
Rae looked up, smiling. "Of course."
John breathed a sigh of relief. "And Rae?"
"Yes John?"
"Can you forgive me for hurting you in high school?"
Rae's smile became even bigger. "Oh John, I forgave you for that a long time ago."
They both smiled at each other and Rae said, "Oh come here ya big lug."
John laughed then put his arms around her again, a huge smile on his face.
A/N: Awwww now their friends again :) Now Rae will have the hard decision of choosing between John or Lorne...or will she? And she still has to tell Lorne she is going to have kids...
