I gotta say, I think the beginning of this chapter sucks ass, but from the beginning of the letter(you'll understand once you get to that part) till the end, I loved the way I wrote :D


Miley's POV

We finally arrived at the oh so familiar mansion that held so many memories, good and bad. My Mom, dad and I hopped out of the limo that Nick had arranged to pick up at the airport. We grabbed the little luggage that we had brought with us and hauled them through the huge doors of the house. The house was still extremely spacious but still had a welcoming feel to it. Once we were finally settled, I realized that we were missing some of the main things to make a good party: supplies. I slap my hand against my forehead for forgetting something pretty important; I sigh as I walk over to my parents who sat at the kitchen table engrossed in a conversation. I silently take a seat next to my mother, "mom, dad?" I said, they stop talking as they look at me,

"Yeah darling?" my mom asked,

"We need to go to the store…we have no party supplies" I respond to them, they nod their heads in realization,

"Yeah we do, lets go" We grab our stuff including some money, and headed out to the limo that was to stay there till we didn't need him anymore. We sat in the back of the limousine after telling him our destination. Soon we arrived at the store that had anything you could possibly want, okay maybe not, but a girl can dream can't she? We all got out of the vehicle door that was pleasantly opened by the driver. We walked inside the place and once we were far enough inside, I stopped and turned toward my parents.

"So guys, how about we split up?" I suggested, "That way, we'll get done faster,"

"Yea, good idea, so Billy you get the food, and Miley and I will get the food and gifts and whatnot, okay?" My mom questioned, we nod our heads in agreement then we went out separate ways. First my mom and I got a ton of balloons with many different phrases varying from, 'Happy Birthday!' to 'You're finally 3!' After we go and get a huge banner with the words 'Happy 3rd Birthday Kayla!' written on it, how ironic, they just so happened to have one with her name and age, lucky us! No sarcasm intended. On our way to buy Kayla the gifts we had not already gotten, I decided to strike up an important conversation with my mother. "Hey mom?" I said, as I look through some cute clothes that I think will fit my daughter, she looks away from the toys that she was glancing though and looks at me.

"Yah, honey?" she replies, I take a steady breath, kinda nervous.

"You know how I gave birth to a baby girl a few years ago?" she nods her head, "Well, I've realized that, that baby girl is Kayla," I said, finally coming out with it. It seemed like I've said it so many times before, it's kind of irritating having to say it over and over, but I know I'm just gonna have to deal with it. Her eyes widen in shock I notice as fake but mainly cause I already knew.

"What?" she yells, I sigh though,

"Mom, don't pretend, I already knew you knew,"

"How-" Before she could finish the sentence, I interrupt her,

"Demi told me" I inform her, she looks at me with guilt written all over her face,

"Look Miles-" I stop her by placing my hand on her shoulder,

"It's okay mom, I had a talk with Demi and I told her that I wouldn't get mad at you and dad" I explain to her, her face noticeably relaxes, and she smiles at me,

"Good, so how did you feel when you found out Miles?" She asked me like a caring mother would, I sigh,

"I don't know" I start, "It was hard to believe, I didn't really wanna believe it. I mean like, after moving and it being several years, how did I end up being the nanny of my own child?" I wondered out loud, my mom nodded her head,

"I know, when your father and I found out, we were extremely shocked, but happy at them same time cause it meant that we were finally going to be able to get to know our grandchild" she told me, happily. "But you gotta take this as a good thing Mile, maybe it's just Gods way of telling you that you're meant to be apart of their lives," She wisely explained to me. I smiled,

"Maybe, but anyways at Kayla birthday party, I am going to tell her I'm her mom cause I really don't want to waste anymore time"

"Really?" she exclaims as I grin at her,

"Yep" she pulls me into a big hug,

"Aww, that's wonderful Miles"

"I know, but enough of this chit chat, we got some more shopping to do!" She tells me okay and we spend the next few hours buying stuff and spending a bunch of cash for Kayla and her B-Day party. When we finally arrived back at the house, we had a list of things that we had bought, almost an overwhelming amount. We sat everything down on the ground as we fell onto to the comfy surface of the couch; exhausted. My dad was the first one to say something,

"Well darlings it's 11 in the mornin' how about we get to workin' on settin' up the party?" He suggests,

"Surreee" I stretched out the work, "But first, Imma go call Demi" I said as I ran up the stairs in a hurry but not before grabbing my blackberry, I really did not really feeling like doing anything, I'm such a poor sport, oh well. I walked into the first room that appeared at the top of the stairs, I remembered it to be Nick's room. I closed the door behind myself so that I wouldn't be bothered, I took a look around his room, just admiring it. It hadn't changed very much. I was just about to take a seat on the bed but before I could, I spot something sitting on the bed, I slowly and cautiously pick it up. I make it out to be a letter, and I know I shouldn't have but I opened it and what was written inside in perfect cursive broke my heart.

Dear Destiny,

I know that I am never going to send this letter, matter of fact it will never leave my room, but I feel the need to write this just to release all my feelings without having anyone read it but myself. So today is June 19, 2006, the day after you left our daughter and me, yeah Destiny our, not just mine, but after today I think I would much rather have her be my daughter. I can't handle her growing up knowing that her mother left her, I just can't. Your letter Destiny broke my heart into little fragile pieces that will forever remain broken until you put them back together, but judging from the letter resting beside me, I have little faith in that happening. Your letter clearly stated that you couldn't handle raising a child at the age of 16, well newsflash Destiny, what about me? I may be older and no longer in school but I'm still too young to be raising a child, especially on my own! As I write this letter I wonder 'What did I do to deserve so my pain, so much hurt?' That question will forever be lingering in my mind till the day that I die. I thought you loved me Destiny, I really did. I knew that having a child at such a young age would put a strain on our relationship, but you leaving was never something that I thought would ever happen. Not even an option in my book; that's how much trust and faith I had in you, and you broke that trust, but it make me realize that I need to appreciate the things in life, and not take them for granted. I am actually nearly in tears as I write this, it just hurts so much. And so I end this letter with love, it may be a sad day for me but I will forever love you Destiny Hope Cyrus and no matter how many future girlfriends I have or how much heartbreak you or others cause, you will eternally remain in my heart.

Love Always,
Nick Jonas

When I finish the letter I am on already on the floor in hysterics, I never knew he felt that way, and I knew I shouldn't have read it but it was so tempting and now I'm regretting ever reading it. That letter hurt me so much and made me realize that leaving was the stupidest decision I had ever made. Quite a while passes by until I am finally able to calm my breathing and my sobbing. I slowly push myself up from the hard floor as I wipe my salty tears off of my face. I lay down on the warm surface of Nick's bed as I close my red eyes and suddenly slumber takes over my body.


I wake up about 2 hours later feeling horrible, then I remember the letter and all of a sudden I'm feeling even worse but I push the thought of the letter away as I remember why I came up here in the first place; to call Demi, which at the moment is something I really need to do. I sit up and I rest my back against the headboard as I grab my blackberry and began dialing the number I knew so well. It didn't take her long to answer, it seemed as though she was expecting the phone call

"Hello?" Was the first thing my best friend yells into the phone and considering how I feel at the moment, her loud tone was not making me feel any better.

"Uh Demz, could you please lower your tone a bit?" I ask while holding my aching head, I lay down on the bed in hopes of getting rid of my headache.

"Miles? Sorry for yelling, it's just that I'm really annoyed at the moment" she told me as I became curious as to what was the cause of the problem,

"Why is that Demetria?" I say her full name to annoy her more, she groans then starts yelling at something or someone for that matter in the background, but I couldn't quite make out the words; I was just glad she was yelling away from the phone and not in my ear.

"Cause I'm stuck watching this child of yours for Nick and Joe...they went to the store" she replies angrily and I roll my eyes at how pissed she sounds.

"Aww, she can't be that bad," I laugh as she starts breathing heavily,

"Oh, but she is, she doesn't listen to a word I say"she groans,"One minute the evil child want to eat, then the next...she's crying like a little baby cause she want her daddy, and now shes running around acting like a crazy person, hence the reason for why I was yelling," She finishes while heaving.

"Demi," I laugh, "Get a hold of yourself, you sound possessed...and I bet you look like you are to,"

"Well" she starts, "It's nice to know you care about my well being" my best friend replies in mock hurt, and I could just picture her wiping her fake tears; I giggle at her silliness.

"You make her sound like some kind of monster who wants to eat you"

"But she is some kind of monster that wants to eat me!" She insisted and I roll my eyes, Oh how I love her.

"I feel for you Demi, I really do"

"Do you Miley? Do you really?" she quotes her favorite TV show 'Sonny With A Chance' (They aren't famous, so someone else plays Sonny, not Demi) I laugh at her antics, completely forgetting how I was feeling earlier.

"Way to quote a TV show" I grinned, She giggles,

"I know, but you know, some people say I look just like Sonny Munroe" she gloated, I decided to get payback

"Really, I don't see it" This time I quoted a show that I like 'Suite Life of Zack and Cody'

"What? You don't?" she whined but then stopped, "You're just jealous, but any who, do you really feel for me?" she playfully questioned me.

"Yea Demi, I do, but make sure Kayla doesn't get hurt" I warn her as she sighs,

"Don't worry Mile, she is in safe hands,"she assured me, I smile, "But hold on a sec" I could tell she sat the phone down cause I heard distant running, to hard to be Kayla's so I figured Demi was running to get a hold of Kayla. A moment later she picked the phone back up, "Miley?" an out of breath Demi asked,

"Yeah?"

"I swear, Kayla has so much energy" She complained, I giggled,

"Like I said, I feel for you, but I've realized that I've completely lost the whole meaning of this" I paused to find the right word, "...interesting conversation"

"Which was?" She impatiently asked,

"I forgot" and just as she was about to reply, I yelled

"Kidding!" I laughed as she laughed too, but fakely.

"Haha hehe, yea so funny" she said with no emotion in her voice, almost sounding like Stella from 'JONAS', "But seriously though, why did you call to begin with?"

"Okay fine, I called cause I wanted to know if you had already sent out the invitations for the party, and when your flight was going to be taking off" she paused for a second to remember,

"duh I sent out the invitations, I had nothing better to do. And my flight will be leaving soon actually; at 3:30" After she said soon, I looked over at the clock that read: 2:00. "Don't look at the clock missy, talk to me!" How did she-

"Cause I have super powers" I stare at the phone weirdly, creeped out by my friend.

"Demi, how the heck did you do that?" I asked suprised,

"Miley" she started slowly, "We're best friends, I know you better then you know yourself" I squint my eyes,

"Okay..."

"Stop being weirded out, you know you love it!" she told me completely sure of herself, I had to laugh at that, "But anyway, I can not wait to see you!" She squeals excitedly and I suddenly became very smiley.

"Oh my gosh, I can't wait either! We haven't hung out properly in a while, I miss having girl time" I pouted even though it was not visible to Demi.

"I know but we'll most definitely get a chance to when I get there"

"Oh we will and I'll make sure of that. Aye Demi what's Kayla doing?" I asked her, all of a sudden curious.

"She's sleeping.." She lowly relied, trying not to sound to happy.

"And you're not complaining?" I questioned knowing damn well she wasn't.

"Oh hell no, I'm so glad she's asleep. I'm exhausted especially since we've been talking for a long time, emphasis on the long"

"I know right, but Joe and Nick are coming back soon right?" I asked, she didn't say anything back so I waited a second to say something again, "Demi.."

"Oh sorry, but they actually just got back and it's 2:45, I gotta leave soon" she replied in an apologetic tone, I smiled at how sorry she was over nothing,

"Not a problem Demi, it's better, the faster you get here, the sooner we get to see each other" I pointed out the positive of the situation.

"Yea, never thought of it that way....well see you soon sista!" She exclaimed as she ended the phone call, I couldn't help but laugh, was she that eager to see me? Sometimes I wonder about that girl. I closed my phone and set it on the table beside the bed. I sat upright on the bed as I got off. I decided to take a shower since I had been wearing the same clothes all day, plus I slept in them. I walked out of the room as I made my way down the hall and down the stairs. As I reached the bottom of the staircase I became astonished at how much my parents had got done in such a short time. I head towards my dad who was setting up Kayla's birthday banner that was going to be hung across the living room.

"Hey daddy" I said out of nowhere which caught my dad off guard as he nearly falls off the ladder he was currently standing on, "Woah! Dad be careful, sorry for scaring ya," I apologize when he steps off the ladder after he had finally hung the banner.

"It's okay darlin', what do you think?" He gestures towards the banner, I turn my attention towards the banner as I tell him what my opinion is,

"Its looks nice" I gave a simple yet honest answer, he nods his head in agreement,

"It does doesn't it"

"Yep is certainly does" I reply not really caring anymore, and my dad could sense it cause he laughed and told me I was free to leave, then I remember why I came down here in the first place. I walked over to my bag that had my clothes in them and I grabbed a pair of denim shorts and a pink tank top to match. I made my way up the stairs back into Nicks room and into the bathroom and proceeded to take my shower.


Sooo, what'd you think? Did you like it? Hate it? I'm curious here people! The whole letter thing was totally random, just something I thought of when I was typing this; and sorry for taking so long to update and the lack of Niley, the next one should have some though :)

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~Jasmine~