Loren woke up, and suddenly everything seemed brighter, she knew today was going to be unforgettable.

Loren, Mel, and Nora slept in a cabin the night before, Richard surprised Loren with an outdoors wedding. No other way would Loren imagine her wedding, except at night with all the stars being the only source of light.

Everyone woke up earlier, they decided to get ready first, then they'd focus on Loren, though they didn't even understand why Loren wasn't in a magazine, even if she wore a simple strapless white dress, she would look beautiful.

Loren put on her dress, everything seemed like a dream, was she really wearing a white dress, and going to an event where the only person people came for was her and Richard. Loren had been to many weddings before, but did she plan this would happen so soon.

She grabbed her purse trying to find her phone, her phone had been making noises non-stop, notifications, probably she thought. Though in the purse was the letter Loren was suppose to read until after the wedding, fell and she didn't even realize it.

Mel came in with neon accessories, Loren worried were those for her or Mel.

"Mel you do realize this is not a rave," Loren said smirking.

"I know, but you know, after the ceremony, we are heading straight to the reception, normal Mel can only last an hour after that, crazy and ready to party Mel is all out!" Mel said as if she were preaching.

"Mel, just please try not to get into the woods, we wouldn't want any wild animals out there trying to eat you, and then since you are so bright, they find you easily," Loren said.

"No, shut up Loren, how is it even on your wedding day when every other soon to be bride in the world would be freaking out?" Mel asked.

"I don't know just something about today, it makes me feel like everything is going to be okay for once."

"Well Lo, you know you better get up from the chair already, you look amazing, but you know soon that annoying, when the bride is enetering song is about to go on you know, when I get married I don't care I will have some sorta creepy scary movie song on so that way all my guest get scared and are forced to give me good presents."

Loren couldn't help, but laugh, knowing Mel, she knew, that would happen.

Loren got up, but before she could walk 3 steps she slipped and fell on the ground.

"OMG Lo, are you okay?" Mel asked.

"Yeah just go tell Richard, it may take a while for me to get out there considering I would like the pain to go away first," Mel did as Loren said to and left.

Loren stood up slowly, hoping she wouldn't fall again, and tried to find what she slipped on, and there was an envolope, "To Miss Loren Loch."

Loren was curious when was this brought into the room, but than she half smiled and opened it, thinking maybe it was a little good luck before the wedding from richard.

" Dear Loren,

I know I am probably the last person you want to hear from, on your wedding day. I just want you to know, that I am happy for you, right now as you are reading this I am sure you are filled with pure happiness, you and Richard are finally husband and wife. Though I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I didn't tell you everything off my chest, why I chose not to tell you this before the wedding because I didn't want to ruin the day, so might as well say it after.

Loren I once dared to compare our love to a star when in reality, it is more powerful than any god out there. I curse myself for comparing it to a star, because a star eventually dies out, and this love we have is forever, and I know even in the afterlife, even if we can't sense emotion, something will always have us connected. Yes, I won't ever forgive myself for letting someone like you who only comes in a lifetime get away, and I know Richard is a very lucky man and he better make you happy.

Do I seek forgiveness, maybe, I don't know all I hope is that resentment you have towards me eventually fades, even if it takes 20 years, I will wait for it to be gone. Yes, today is the day you are officially Mrs. Loren Loch, but to me you will always be Mrs. Loren Tate, that cute fan girl I met, who eventually changed my life. So many people tell girls they changed theie life, but never have words to explain how, but I do, you allowed me to view the world as an opportunity, when I first met you I was an okay nice rock star, but the more you became more involved in my life the more I knew, I was lucky, lucky for my life, but lucky the most to have encounter a girl like you.

Many guys wish for that one girl, and I was lucky enough to have experienced it myself, sadly not enough time, but I know I can die one day and say I know the love Romeo and Juliet had, a love worth to die for. Did I ever imagine it would be me on that alter, of course, I would be lying if I said no, because it was the only thing I though of for 6 years. Yes, I was a foolish guy, but at least I know I tried my best, and I just couldn't compete, you are happy and I see it in your deep brown eyes of yours.

I wish one day we would meet, but soon enough it became six years, though the only thing going through my mind those 6 years was a verse of a song, I wrote to you and was so afraid to share it, but how I wished I did before, so better late then never: Looking back the nights were long, I should've know I was wrong, in the dark I lost my way, until you'll came I hope you stay. Though I know, the outcome is different, and Loren no matter how many times I meet a new girl, none will ever compare to you. I feel comfortable enough to compare out love to my mom's and dad's because a love like that, can never be shown not even in a fairytale. Loren I wish you happiness in your new life, and just remember, that those stars up in the sky mean nothing, compared to this love I have for you.

Love,

Eddie"

Tears streamed down Loren's face, so many words of true passion expressed in a single paper. A love like Romeo and Juliet was correct, but she just didn't know what to do, she was marrying Richard in a few minutes, what was going to happen she thought.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door, Loren went to open it and by surprise it was Richard. Loren wiped the tears off her face, "You do realize it is bad luck to see the me in my dress before the ceremony," Said Loren.

All Richard could do was stare, he couldn't believe what he was about to say, but he knew it was right.

"Loren, it is not bad luck if we aren't getting married, Max told me about the letter, and in fact showed it to me himself, that letter shows more emotion than I would ever be able to provide for you, Loren don't make the mistake twice you need to go, you can't let this love escape again."

Loren couldn't believe what Richard has said, but she couldn't argue, she had to go, she had to go now, and just like the speed of light Loren ran out the door.

TO BE CONTINUED…