Everything has changed
Chapter Nine
A: N Disclaimer: I do not own rookie blue. I only own the story I am writing.
Andy and Sam sat down in the cafe, opposite each other like normal, trying to decide what to eat.
They finally decided on what to order, and waited for their meals to come.
'Luke said I should forgive him for what happened with Jo, because he forgave me for what nearly happened with us', Andy randomly said. Sam looked at her in shock. He shook his head.
What did you say back? He asked her. 'Basically that that night was the worse night of my career and I stopped anything that could of happened between us before it did', Andy replied back. Sam nodded in understanding.
'And then he said basically that the person I killed that day was a paedophile', she said shrugging her shoulders.
Sam just sat there listening to what she was saying. This is what he wanted. He wanted her to talk to him. Being patient with her worked. He sighed to himself for that thought.
'It had made me think a lot, what he said, how he was acting', Andy continued.
Once again, Sam just nodded his head.
'I mean, I know what he had done, I know he's sorry for it and he regrets it', she continued speaking.' And I know that he is sorry for it, but that doesn't mean that I should forgive him right away', she said.
Should I even compare the situations Sam? She asked Sam.
'I know we had done nothing that night', but we almost did Sam', Andy said to him.
Sam put the sandwich he was eating down on his plate and got his coffee and started taking a zip from it.
'Andy', Sam said. 'Do not do this to you', he continued. 'Way, whatever happened between us that night, it stopped, we controlled ourselves that night', he said to her.
"well you controlled yourself anyway', he thought to himself.
Andy nodded in understanding, knowing what he was trying to get at.
'It was what it was', she said quietly.
Sam looked at her, really looked at her. He didn't even realise that when he said those words to her, it would really affect her this way.
When Sam had said those words to her that day, he wasn't thinking. Those words had just came out. Straight away, he wanted to take those words away, erase those words. But he couldn't he had said them and there was no way of taking those words back. And that thought made him feel terrible, guilty even.
Andy was trying to read his mind. Trying to think of what he was thinking to himself. But she couldn't do it. Not this time anyway.
'I'm not going back there Sam', I am not going to go back to him', Andy said as quickly as she could. Sam just stared at her. He had no idea what to say to that. He didn't expect her to go back to him, but hearing those words out of her mouth, he did not expect.
'I'm not going back there Sam', I am not going to go back to him', Andy said as quickly as she could. Sam just stared at her. He had no idea what to say to that. He didn't expect her to go back to him, but hearing those words out of her mouth, he did not expect. So he just nodded his head hoping she would understand that he accepted what she had said to him just then. She smiled to him. That smile she just gave him was the smile he needed from her.
That smile meant that she was going to be okay. She was going to get through this. And that smile is all he needed to see.
A: N 2 and that is chapter nine. Sorry it took this long; I was trying to think of a way to write it so it made sense. Hopefully it does make sense.
