Chapter 8: What should I do?
Few hours later the 4 girls said their goodbyes to Seth, Ryan and Taylor. On their way to the campus Marissa/Alexis and Summer walked together a few meters behind Alex and Jodie.
"So, Sum. what's up? You're so quiet."
"Ah nothing u know Seth is gone and next time I see him is Chrismukkah. "says Summer hoped that's enough for Marissa/Alexis.
"Um sure Sum." says Marissa/Alexis disbelieve, "So anyway where did you go w Jodie?"
"Oh, she showed me a little café." says Summer. The quick answer showed Marissa/Alexis that Summer was hiding something and she know Summer to well. She will get her answer, she knows how to push it.
"So anything specific happened?" she ask and as she see Summer strange reaction she added "cheating on boyfriend?"
"No" says Summer, really too quickly. Now Marissa/Alexis know something happened.
"Oh my g-d, what happened?"
"Nothing I regret, even if I know I should." says Summer quietly and walked to a bench and sir down so Marissa/Alexis did. Alex recognize that the other girls are no longer walking behind them she turned around and ask, "Hey, girls are you coming?".
"Give us a few minutes, please?" says Marissa/Alexis. Alex recognize that something is wrong w Summer and turn to Jodie "Hey what do you think is wrong w Summer?" she ask.
"How should I know this." Jodie tries to sound as normal as she could, especially when she know what's going on w Summer. But for Alex it was too normal, "Jo what happened between you to?"
#Back to Marissa and Summer#
"Sum, talk to me…" Marissa/Alexis pleaded and was cut off from Summer.
"We almost kissed and I wanted to kiss her, still will. Oh I can't believe I would cheat on Cohen, but when I look at her there are butterflies in my stomach. I can't believe I have such a feeling for a girl or even not for Seth and never had. Coop what's wrong w me?" Summer says, just forgot that she called her Coop she started to cry.
"Sschh Sum. Nothing is wrong w you and btw do you talk about Jodie?" ask Marissa/Alexis and played dumb.
"'Course I talk about her. Coop when did you recognize that u fall in love w Alex and when u like her more than a friend should?" ask Summer, neither of them realize that Summer should not call her Coop.
"When I first laid my eyes on her." says Marissa/Alexis smiling.
"Than I'm sure it was love at first site for both of you, hu?" ask Summer smiling, that her best friend is happy.
"Yeah, anyway back to your problem. What do you wanna do now? I mean we live a together for a year or more." says Marissa/Alexis, worried about Summer.
"I don't know. I mean I love Cohen, but the feelings I have for Jodie is something that I never felt before. AND I like the feeling, it almost make me complete. But I'm afraid that she could only use me. I don't know her that well, to tell what she wants."
"Oh Sum come here." says Marissa/Alexis open her arms for Summer and hugged her tighly to comfort her,*Oh Sum, I had the same feeling for Alex in the beginning*"You have one year to get her know better or more" Marissa/Alexis added.
"But I can't cheat on Cohen, I don't wanna hurt him."
"I know Sum, so that means stay away from Jodie. I know it's not easy, I mean look at her, she's hot." Marissa/Alexis says a little smiling to make clear to Summer, that she should do something.
"Thanks, that really helps." says Summer sarcastic.
"Sorry, or you could… you know… bre…" Summer cut her off
"I know, but I don't know if I can do this. Now I know how scared you were when you started dating Alex."
"hmm…But don't make the same mistakes I did, I almost lost the love of my life. And I was single, that's different."
"So Alex is the one, hu?" asks Summer smiling.
"Yeah, I can't believe I fall head over heels for a girl. I mean when we're young we always dreamed of Prince Charming. But I have something better, my Princess Charming." says Marissa/Alexis smiles widely at the though of a life together w Alex.
"Yeah. Anyway I need a plan. How I figure out what I want?" ask Summer helpless.
"I don't know if you would like this and I think it's not fair to both of them…" says Marissa/Alexis after a little while of silence, but was cut off from Summer.
"Where's the point in you speech?" Summer ask
"MY Point is that you could wait 'til I'm finish before you interrupted me. I'm here to help you. So anyway my real point is that you could try it w Jodie; secretly I mean. So you can figure out what the right thing is for you. But maybe I repeat myself it's not fair to both of them."
"That means I would cheat on Cohen."
"Yeah, I already said it would not fair. But you don't wanna break up w him and u don't know what to do about your feelings for Jodie. So I mean when you don't have a better idea, then I think it could work."
"No I don't have a better idea. But do you think I should tell Jodie? Not that she finds out later and hate me." ask Summer, afraid that Jodie could hate her.
"Probably a good idea. Ok Sum sleep about it and we talk tomorrow about it again. But for now I need my bed, my legs are killing me."
"Not my fault. I told you take the crutches with you, but who didn't hear!?" says Summer and stands up.
"Ok, Ok, it's my fault. Now please help my up." Marissa/Alexis says as she realize that she can't stand up alone or walk.
#Mean time Alex and Jodie#
"Jo what happened between you to?"
"Summer and I almost kissed."
"What? You know…" begins Alex but Jodie cut her off
"I know she have a boyfriend. But I loose all my control when she's near me. g-d what happened to me? I never felt that before" says Jodie and added a little smiling, "sry Al."
"Sure thing, I know what you mean." says Alex and drift away in her toughs of Marissa.
"Ok, ok. Focus my problem…Summer Roberts. I'm so confused, when we're at the café she was holding my hand and only let go when we're sitting. Then back in our dormitory she pressed her whole body against my back, I think she knows that she has an affect on me. Then she put her hands on my waist and almost kissed my neck, after I felt her breath on my neck I turned to face her. Then it happens we leaned closer and we're inches away from each other and then you and Ma…Alexis ruined the moment. Damn I so wanna kiss her and more." Jodie explained her problem and the farther so goes so wider opened Alex her eyes in surprise.
"Woah, I'm speechless… Jodie Rodriguez you're already whipped and you're not dating her." says Alex and added with a smirk, "and sorry that Jane and I interrupted your little moment."
"How much I hate it when you're right! Urggghhhh, Anyway I'm tired I go to bed." says Jodie and turned to her room.
"Ok, good night and sweet dreams" says Alex smiling.
"You're not helping. Night" with that Jodie was in her room and Alex was waiting for Marissa/Alexis to tell her what Jodie said and ask her what Summer maybe said.
After a few minutes the door of the dormitory opened and Summer came in with Marissa/Alexis in her arms.
"Lex, come we're almost there." says Summer out of breath.
"Hey, what happened?" ask Alex worried and run to Marissa/Alexis and Summer for help.
"My legs are killing me, it was to much." says Marissa/Alexis, her voice full of pain.
"Come I'll take you to your room." says Alex and toke Marissa/Alexis in her arms.
"Jeez, thanks. I don't think I could hold her longer." says Summer exhausted
"Hey I'm bit fat. Right, hun?" says Marissa/Alexis and waited patiently for Alex to answer.
"Sure, baby." says Alex smiling.
"Hey" pouted Marissa/Alexis.
"Oh I was just kidding, you're perfect baby. I love you." says Alex her voice full of honestly.
"I love you too, honey." says Marissa/Alexis smiling.
"Ok, enough of this you two lovebirds. I'm going to bed, good night." says Summer.
"Yeah, good night and think about what I said." says Marissa/Alexis
"Good Night." says Alex and soon after Summer was in her room she added, "So baby let's get u to bed."
After Alex laid Marissa/Alexis down on her bed she asks,"What were 2 talking about?"
"Did Jodie tell u what happened?"
"Yeah, you mean the almost kiss?"
"hmm. In think Summer is gonna fall for Jodie, but she is afraid of hurting Seth."
"Interesting, anyway don't avoid my question."
"I'm not avoiding the question. I was just explaining my idea. Anyway don't be mad at me about my idea, ok?" ask Marissa/Alexis and Alex studied her face unsure of what would be the idea.
"Ok, I...promise." answered Alex
"Ok. Maybe she can figure out what her feelings are towards Jodie, when she would date her. She will talk about it with Jodie and before you say anything I know it's not fair to Jodie or Seth. But that's was the only thing tat came to my mind and Summer had nothing better in her mind." explained Marissa/Alexis.
"So that means she should use her to figure out if she's gay?" ask Alex.
Alex could not believe what she heard when Marissa/Alexis says yes, deep inside it hurt like hell *What if she does the same thing with me?* she asks herself. Marissa/Alexis saw in Alex eyes hurt and regretted what she just said.
"Honey, don't think this. I didn't use you and you know that. I Love you, hun always have and always will." she says and pulls Alex as close as possible.
"I know, I was just afraid." says Alex and kisses Marissa/Alexis.
After a while they pull apart and Alex says, "I Love you too, baby."
"Back to our topic, do u think Jodie would say yes?"
"I think yeah, she's whipped and she knows it." says Alex laughing.
"You're unbelievable." says Marissa/Alexis laughing too.
"Hmm, I know." says Alex arrogant.
"Alex?"
"Yeah"
"Can you stay here tonight *maybe forever*?" Marissa/Alexis smiles sweetly as she asks Alex and looked like a puppy dog. She knows Alex can't resist her face puppy dog face and smiled even wider when she hears Alex answer.
"Sure, baby. You know I can't say no to you. I'll be right back." says Alex and left w a kiss.
Few minutes later Alex came back to Marissa/Alexis room and smiled when she see that Marissa/Alexis cuddled w her bear. Alex scooted next to Marissa/Alexis and immediately Marissa/Alexis put her arms around Alex and pull her closer.
"Good Night."
"Night Baby." Before they fall asleep they kissed. Both of them smiled, because they know that's the best night since a long time.
So here is the next chap, sry for the wait hope u like it.
For any mistakes I'm sorry -.-
