Just a small one for you now folks, was gonna make it longer, but it didnt feel right, i needed to stop it where i stopped it...
disclaimer : nothing belonged to me... although it would be nice if either Aaron or Jay did :D, but itv deserves all the credit!
They sat in silence for a few moments, composing their individual thoughts, before Aaron looked up and saw tears falling from the corner of Jackson's eyes. He leaned forward and softly wiped them away with his finger.
"Hey…" He said softly
Jackson sobbed quietly, "I hate this…. I hate not being able to comfort you…."
Aaron stood up, and took a deep breath to help stop his voice from breaking, "I'm fine, it's just a few bad dreams, what you need to worry about is getting better… I don't want you wasting your energy worrying about me…."
Jackson closed his eyes, and the silence returned…
"Jay…"
"….you know, I think I finally understand why you…you… tried to…..kill yourself that day…"
"Jackson….. no, we're not talking about this….." Aaron said, with shock etched all over his face.
Jackson continued, as if he hadn't even heard Aaron, "…you know, its like…..its the only option…"
"JACKSON…. Stop…."
Jackson opened his eyes, finally registering Aaron's protests, and looked up at Aaron whose eyes were glistening.
"Jay…." Aaron whispered, "…..you got hit by a train, and you're alive…..i'm not gonna like you talk like this mate, I can't hear it….."
"Aaaron…" Jackson pleaded quietly,
Aaron shook his head, "every day after the crash, I sat outside this room with Paddy and your mam, hoping you would pull through this, I can't handle you finally coming back to us…..just…..just…" Aaron sturuggled
"I'm sorry….." Jackson said sincerely,
Aaron looked up and saw the pain in his partners eyes,
"Its okay….just promise me… no more…..I'm gonna get us through this…." Aaron stated, placing his hand inside Jackson's hand and placing his other hand over the top.
Shock appeared instantaneously across Jackson's face, it didn't go un-noticed to Aaron.
"Jay….. what is it mate?"
"I….I….I can feel you…" Jackson half smiled, half sobbed.
A/N - PLEASSEEE REVIEW!
because its a small one I will try and get another up today for you folks...
