Sebastian awoke to a blinding white light, for a moment he thought, could this be heaven. And then he was drowned in red hair and suddenly not being able to breath .
"Get off of him Grell. He almost just died."
Every muscle in his body became rigid at that moment, Ciel where is Ciel? He looked up at Ron, his red eyes glowing with agony.
"Where is he?"
Sebastian drugs his hand up in front of his face. It was like everything took twice the effort than it usually did. Blood coated his pale hand, where he had grabbed onto Ciel's last night. A wave of nausea rolled over him; he needed his lover right now in his arms. That would be the only way he could even think.
"Tell me where Ceil is."
Ron looked like a small animal caught in a trap.
"Sebastian…."
The raven stood his height towering over the blonde.
"Where the fuck is Ciel?"
Grell placed a painted hand on Ron's shoulder, his eyes solemn.
"Ciel is in the ICU, there doing everything they can. The glass was impaled through his ribcage, it missed his heart. But that is all we know."
Sebastian pushed past both of them and clambered into the bathroom and promptly emptied his stomach . There he laid, his head pressed against the toilet seat. His eyes closed, the scratchy hospital gown sticking to his fevered skin. Was this the end for Ciel? Sebastian couldn't even image a life without Ciel, he almost couldn't remember one before Ciel . He felt hands pn his back, soothing his fevered skin. He looked up Grell was above him, a kind smile was displayed on the red head's face. He reached out and clutched onto the Dj, tears beginning to run down his cheeks.
"I can't live without him Grell. I love him."
The red head held him, his hands stroking the raven hair. He understood, in more ways than one. He knew how hard it was to live without someone you love.
Ron and Grell helped Sebastian back into bed; his back and neck were killing him. They explained that it was whiplash and told him to try and sleep. They would be down in the cafeteria getting a cup of coffee, and that they would be back shortly.
Sebastian laid there, staring at the white ceiling. He made a mental note to himself that all ceilings should be painted in interesting colors from now on. He and Ciel would…..he turned to the side, his body curled up into the fetal position. His tears soaking the pillow. Soon he cried himself to sleep.
He woke up later, Ron was sitting next to him reading a people magazine with a slight sneer on his lips.
"Ron, is Ciel."
"He's still in ICU. We haven't been told anything."
Sebastian Sighed and threw an arm over his eyes. A nurse came walking in
"Mister Michaelis you are fine to go if you wish."
Sebastian shook his head.
"I'm not leaving without Ciel Phantomhive."
The nurse sighed and Ron snickered.
"I told you that was what he was going to say."
The woman smiled at Ron.
"Look lady, he's a stubborn son of a bitch. It would be better to just let him have this room until Ciel gets out of the ICU. Because he isn't leaving."
The nurse sighed.
"Very well, but at least act like you're sick."
Sebastian smirked.
"I don't think it will take a lot of acting to accomplish that. I feel like shit."
The nurse nodded and quickly walked out of the room. That would be the time when Grell ran in.
"Ciel's out of ICU."
Sebastian was on his feet in a moment.
"Where is he, is he ok."
Grell put a hand on Sebastian's shoulder.
"He's in recovery, they had to do surgery the glass almost pierced his heart Sebastian. He would have died. Just like T said."
The raven had nearly forgotten about T's threat. He suddenly felt sick again.
"Can I see him?"
Grell nodded. The raven was out of the bed in an instant. He ran to the door, the two did follow him.
"Well what are you waiting for? Come on."
Grell laughed and Ron smirked.
"Mate you might want to put some pants on first."
Sebastian looked down; he was wearing a hospital gown. Which he knew that had no back and apparently he wasn't wearing pants either. He Grell threw him his pants. The one knee was ripped out and blood was splattered across the black jean material. He quickly yanked them on and bolted out the door. The nearly ran into his nurse,
"Where's Ciel Phantomhive?"
"Down the hall to the right."
Sebastian ran, like hell was chasing him. He arrived at the room He heard screams and curses.
"I want Sebastian, get that thing away from me you fucker. SEBASTIAN!"
He threw the door open, Ceil was lying in his bed, blood was smeared on his hands, 4 doctors were trying to hold him down to get a needle into his arm.
"Sebastian, you came."
Ciel held his bloodied hand out, Sebastian quickly took it and wrapped Ciel into his arms. The younger man calmed down considerably.
"I thought you died Sebastian."
"No Ciel I promised I would never leave you."
The doctors were watching them, some of their faces were plastered with smiles. One glared at them with such distain that it made Sebastian sick.
"Can we have a moment?"
The doctors simultaneously nodded, and shuffled out of the room. Ciel squeezed Sebastian around the waist.
"I was so scared I thought you died."
Sebastian went to touched his lover when a fit of pain ran through the jockey. He collapsed back onto the bed holding his chest.
"Ciel. Oh my god."
Blood had soaked through the hospital gown, his hand smeared red.
"Sebastian, help me."
He screamed for the doctors, they came running in and quickly stitched the wound and bandaged it again. Ciel fell asleep during the process, for that Sebastian was glad. The doctors soon left, the raven lifted the sheets and climbed into the bed next to Ciel. Wrapped his arms around his lover. He would be there to protect him. He would never let this happen as long as he lived.
