Mad

Hope you're enjoying my story! I hope you'll also be awesome and let me know what you think so far? What have you enjoyed? What do you hope for? Xx Lemon alert in this chapter - I know you've been waiting and patiently at that. (Please let me know what you think?)


He holds my hand the entire way. He steals kisses at traffic lights. I feel like a princess riding off into the sunset with the prince who was forced to love the witch. Who lost to the inner demons, but won the battle.

"Okay. We're almost there. But I need you to put this on," he says handing me an eye mask.

I raise an eyebrow, but do as I'm told. Maybe this is a bondage fantasy he wants to try. I'm in! Tie me up!

"Okay we're here," he says a short while later.

I hear his door open and shut again leaving with nothing more than a brief length of silence. It's broken quickly with the door beside me opening. He helps me out never breaking the contact. I bite my lip nervous. But I feel it released by his finger.

"Keep biting your lip like that and I won't be able to help myself from trying it too," he says into my ear.

I gasp lightly, earning the reward of a sexy chuckle. God he's dreamy. Is this happening, or is it another dream?

He leads me a few steps and helps me to sit on the floor. The surface isn't dirt or grass. It's a blanket. He moves to sit behind me, his legs either side of my waist. My back is against his hard chest. Music lightly begins to play somewhere to my left. It's slow, romantic. There is a soft wind, but it's calm.

"Now, Alice never shuts up about your abilities, especially when it comes to making baked goods. Turns out while studying medicine I took some cooking classes with my brother. Mother forced us in case we ever met a beautiful woman that we couldn't win over with our charm," he explains.

"Or your assholeness?" I add

He responds with a playful swat on my arm. I laugh leaning my head back into his shoulder.

"What I was going to say was, I figured we had dinner with a view. It was just too busy for my liking. I wanted you all to myself! So I decided to bring you to my favourite place. A place I've never brought another woman to. Not even my mother," he says.

With that he removes my blindfold. I try to force my eyes to adjust quicker. When they do I become motionless in shock. It's incredible.

We overlook the entire city. The lights and stars glimmer just for us. It's breathtaking. We sit on a picnic blanket with an assortment of dessert beside us. How on earth did he manage this? Music plays from a small music doc and there's a bottle of wine waiting to be poured.

"I thought we could combine my three favourite things. Dessert, this view and you," he says simply.

I turn my waist slightly so I can't reach his mouth over my shoulder. I kiss him softly. He smiles against my lips. I pull away and try my best to hold the tears at bay. I will not cry.

"This is incredible. This is amazing. Thank you for showing me this," I say.

He simply nods caressing my cheek.

"Now what will it be? Cheesecake or muddy boys?" He asks me.

"What is a muddy boy?" I ask

"A Cullen secret that we're forced to take to the grave with us," he says.

Before I can press further he holds a square-like chocolate to my mouth. It's bite sized. I wrap my lips around his fingers sucking it into my mouth. I ensure to suck his fingers a little. I never said I would behave myself! His eyes darken. I bite down on the small creation and instantly feel a chocolate explosion. It's delicious!

"Woah. It's amazing Edward," I say.

He moves so we're facing one another. As he moves I reach for a chocolate strawberry he had placed out for us. I hold it to his lips and laugh as he eats it in the same fashion I just displayed.

"I thought we weren't thinking about my dick?" I ask.

"I couldn't help myself," he shrugs smiling down at me.

This moment is perfect. There's no flaw. We laugh together, sing the words to 80s hits all while the night sky watches. We sip wine, and affectionately feed one another delicious treats. I wonder how on earth I've never had a muddy boy! I will torture Alice for this recipe.

"How did you do this?" I ask

"I had some help. My brother owed me a favour so I had him come set this all up. He knew about this spot. We hiked once and came across it but eventually found an off road," he says, "he wants me to be happy. He's pushed me to be honest with you for years. I wish I'd listened to him."

"You did. It was just later than he probably anticipated," I say taking his hand.

"Imagine if I did. I could have married you that day. I could have watched you walk down the aisle and when I pulled back your veil I wouldn't have had to try hold back the vomit," he says in his own thoughts.

I remain silent allowing him to process whatever he had going on internally. Then I lean forward slightly planting a kiss on his soft lips.

"I'm just the lamb that finally made the lion surrender," I say.

"That's so metaphorical," he laughs taking my lips to his once again.

This time the kiss turns into something more. It's passionate, it's urgent and fuck it's hot. He pushes me back slowly until I'm lying back on the picnic blanket. He's on top of me in an instant. His tongue searches my mouth, twirling and exploring constantly clashing with my tongue. I'm instantly proud I wore the sexy underwear. Wait could I have sex on top of this mountain? Yep!

His hunger grows. This boy was starving and I was ready to satisfy. I wrap my arms around his neck, running my hands through his hair. I display my need in every way I possibly can. I don't want him to hold back, but he breaks away. For I moment I think he'll do the thing where he leaves after a passionate kiss. He doesn't. He pulls my dress up slightly and pulls my legs around his waist. He just needed better access. He returns for more, continuing the kiss.

"I have dreamt about this for so long," he says against my lips.

"Just make sure you get the name right," I tease.

He chuckles beginning to kiss down my chin, and then my neck. I moan making sure he knows I appreciate it.

"Bella right?" He asks jokingly.

"Yeah Edmund," I reply.

Suddenly we're a laughing heap. When we stop he hovers above me staring into my eyes, right through to my soul.

"Your name is the name that will remain on my lips forever, Isabella Marie Swan," he says.

Without a second to reply, he crashes his lips back to mine. I moan into the kiss arching into his body. He grabs my hips pushing me back down into position. He's controlling when it comes to sex. I like that. I have a challenge. I can't wait to use those handcuffs Alice got me at that sex expo she went to last month.

I grind my core into his prominent erection getting the reward of a deep groan. He stops the kiss and his hands are roaming my body like a wild animal. He spreads my legs wider, making the skirt of my dress move up my body around my waist. I begin work on his buttons. I need him naked. Now!

"Fuck you're beautiful," he says.

Normal Bella would blush. Not this Bella. I'm focused. I'm confident.

I get to the last button and run my hands over his chest and incredible six pack. My hands begin to memorise every crevice. I try to memorise the feel of his stomach as it rises and falls. As I explore he tries to pull down my dress so he can see more of what he was flashed this morning. I give in and assist. I sit up and unzip the dress. He grins like a child meeting Santa. It's so hot.

"That's what I wanted," he says.

"I figured," I mutter kissing down his neck while I have the chance to sit up, closer to his body.

It doesn't last long. I'm back in my original position lying on my back while he hovers over me. He pulls his shirt off and flings it aside. Then it's my turn to lose a layer. I look forward to him finding that there isn't many.

He peels the complicated straps and is quickly rewarded with my bare chest. He groans to himself and is instantly on the playground. His mouth wraps itself around one breast while paying attention to the other with his soft but urgent hand. I moan and arch into him. He switches to my other breast sucking harder. He nibbles softly. I can feel the heat and wetness in my underwear, and I need his attention to divert south. Now!

"Edward," I utter helplessly.

He leans up to look in my eyes.

"Yes?" He asks smiling.

"Think you could pay a trip south?" I ask trying to push his hands towards where I need them most.

"I have wanted to play with your sexy boobs all day. What you did this morning has had me hard all day. I should punish you! Your lucky I'm forgiving. I've had three cold showers," he says.

I smile at him smug. His hands move on his own accord finding the treasure. My underwear begins to slip down my legs. As soon as they're off I spread my legs for him. Thank you for forcing me into those laser hair removal appointments Rosalie!

He doesn't move for a second. He takes me in. I should feel embarrassed, but I feel beautiful. To him I know I'm special. I can tell by the look on his face. He doesn't know what to do first. He snaps out of it and begins kissing up my thigh. He nips, he licks and occasionally sucks. He's driving me crazy!

"Edward!" I say impatient.

He chuckles and gives me what I want wrapping his hot mouth around my mound. I moan possibly the loudest I ever have. I feel release instantly. He holds me down as I buck against him. He sucks me in. He can feel how long I've waited. I close my eyes in pure ecstasy. Then I go to a whole new level feeling two fingers enter my core. Oh dear lord, save me now!

"Fuck!" I squeal.

He plays with my clit in his tongue continuing to fuck me with his fingers. Curling and twisting his fingers. He hits my g-spot over and over. I grip the blanket below making sounds I never knew I could.

"I'm cu…"

I'm cut off by myself. I let out a scream arching into him. He's unable to hold me down. I shake as an orgasm takes hold of me. He moves to my breasts again sucking on them, as he pumps his fingers in and out of me. I ride out the waves of pleasure. When I come down he smiles down at me. That happened. Maybe unicorns are real, because I never thought pleasure like that existed. i thought it was myth.

"I have none," he says, "I honestly didn't think we'd get this far tonight."

I can't wait. I've envisioned fucking him before, but not overlooking the whole of Seattle. Tanya could be down there somewhere. I wanted her to hear that what she took from me had finally find his home. I wanted her to hear him make a girl really scream. I wanted him to know true pleasure. The kind she couldn't give.

"Do it. I'm clean, I have birth control. I need you. I need this now. Don't make me wait any longer!" I say.

It's all he needs.

He's unzipping his pants, tugging them down. He flings them off across the grass beside us. He spreads me again. I anticipate it. As soon as I feel the tip, I feel all of him. He's a man that won't keep me waiting, unless he's in a cruel mood. Which he was in for the past 13 years. With this, he is as impatient as me.

I moan as he pulls a leg over his arm. He pulls me closer to him inching himself further inside me. He's deep. I think the stars in the sky just came a tad closer. He begins to thrust slowly allowing us both to memorise this feeling. The feeling where we gave in. We are a chorus of moans among the singing crickets and soft wind. The thrusts deepen. Then they pick up speed. He fills me completely. How could Tanya let this go? This sex god!

As the thrusts get more pleasurable I get louder. So does he. If the trees were human, they'd be crimson with blush. He grabs onto one of my bouncing breasts, squeezing. That face scrunched up with concentration and pleasure. So! Sexy!

"Fuck Bella," he says, "You are so tight. This pussy was made for me"

I love the dirty talk so much I moan as he kisses me.

He stops to change the position. He moves to lie next to me before positioning me on my side. Then he's inside me again. He intimately thrusts into me kissing my neck. I reach round and lock my fingers through his hair, with my head back moaning my heart out. He's free to explore my entire body. He can reach my breasts to suck and play. He plays with my clit taking me to new heights. He squeezes my ass as he thrusts in and out of my hot core.

No man has ever made me feel this way. I try my best to thrust my hips back into him, but he is ultimately doing all of the work. His pace quickens. I can tell he's close. I want to blow his mind. I start to squeeze around him. He groans in response, giving me what I was searching for. I try my best to continue, but feel myself inches away from coming too. I want to wait for him. I can't for much longer. He suddenly lifts my leg up, reaching it for the stars. He thrusts quickly, pounding into me. The sex was passionate, suddenly it's slightly rough. I can't hold on much longer. I'm on the edge of an incredible orgasm. He watches my breasts bounce, the sound matched with our slapping skin. He switches to look into my eyes. Green to brown.

"Bella, I'm about to come," he groans out of breath.

"Do it. I want you to finally give me what you've waited for all this time," I moan.

How did I manage that many words?

I'm already beginning my climax. I come without the ability to hold it anymore. I scream out his name into the night, pulling his hair slightly. Did you hear that Tanya? My toes curl and my eyes shut tight. It pushes him over the edge.

He comes seconds after with a loud couple of grunts. I feel him fill me with his seed. He stills, joining me in catching my breath. He remains inside of me for a little while. We both feel the loss when he pulls out. He turns me onto my back planting a deep kiss on my lips. I am his. He is mine. And no one will ever again try to marry my man ever again! I'll burst into that damn chapel and scream "I object!"

We remain silent for a short while listening to the sounds of nature mixed with our breathing.

"Bella. Thank you," he says softly against my bare skin. He's planted soft kisses across my chest, down my neck and around my face. He shows me with each sign of affection that he doesn't want this moment to end.

"Edward. I'm absolutely mad about you," I say, copying the sentence that made me decide to give that chance only hours ago.


I hope that was worth the wait. That it lived up to the expectation. I wanted it to be a long chapter! I hope you loved it as much as I loved writing it.

Please review. Let me know what you want to see next?

xx