A/N: Hello! My fellow reviewers from all over the globe! I have returned to give you and myself and update! YAY!
Like really sorry i havn't updated in a while, and i know i said ages ago that i wouldn't dissapear, but my reason was very good, but its like too complicated to explain, but it wasn't an emotional problem or anything about me lol...just something that i can't be arsed saying.
Anyway, please please, PLEASE dont go! T-T I know you've probably think i have died, but i'm alive! So i'd be very appreciative if you reviewed:)
Okay, this is chapter 9 of SATY! And i hope you enjoy reading this, btw they are all still the same age, and in the same grade as the last chapter they are 14 almost 15 and um..the grade..argh i cannot remember! 8th? Yeah lets go with that
Americans! If i have that wrong...tell me coz i have totally forgotten american school stuff...hehe Tori...I think i lost it...again T-T...NOOOOOOOO!
Anyway this chapter is dedicated to my cool friend Zhen! Its a long overdue dedication, hehe xP, its her Dedi coz she's cool, my friend and coz...she made me star in her Xmas fic!
Me: Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn thats a long AN
Zhen: Tell me about it!
May: Lets make it longer! Yay!
Drew: Freaks...
Us: WHAT!?!?
Drew: Nothing! Argh!
Me: Okayyy, anyway chapter 9 here! Please R&R!
Tap. Tap. Tap.
He tapped his pencil on his desk mindlessly as his unfriendly green eyes stuck to him like glue. Staring at his love-struck face and goofy smile, it made him sick to his stomach, watching him being so in-love and dating the girl he wants more than anything. He really felt the urge to go over there and kick the shit out of him, he really did, but Drew had a brain, and violence doesn't solve anything...although it would make him feel a little better.
He knows he really should be focusing on his school work and not fantasising beating the crap out of someone, but no matter how hard he tried, his blazing jade eyes never left the white haired teen and nor did they want to.
His ears drowned out the sound of his Math teachers voice, not really taking in what she was talking about. All of his concentration was on him, Brendan Birch.
The stupid boy wasn't too far away, not paying attention either, he was mindlessly doodling something on his books, something that made him smile anyway. Drew could tell he was drawing May's name everywhere with love hearts and kiss's, as his peach coloured face was now slightly pink, his ruby red eyes were soft and warm, his completely stupid smile. All of that made Drew sick, and that was just Brendan's lovey-dovey dreamy face.
What made matters worse was that he had to watch him kiss her and cuddle her every single day. The way he just waltzes up to her and wraps his disgusting arm around her waist, the way he calls her pet names like "baby" and "sweetie", The way he holds her in his arms and how he's so possessive of her, the way that, that asshole is dating his best friend, and there is nothing he can do about it.
Now if it were any other boy, Drew would be pushing him off from her and having a nice quiet chat in a dark alley. He's always looked out for her and protected her, and especially when it came to guys. He didn't like the fact that there were all of these boys out there, wanting her for all the wrong reasons, wanting to hurt and use her as their personnel pleasure toy. It was just so damn difficult that May was so naive and couldn't see all of the badness in the world, and it didn't help that she was a really attractive girl.
But Brendan seems to think that now he's her boyfriend, its his job, and his job only to protect and look after May. Drew almost laughed at the stupid boy, just what made him have the right to think that? He has known May all his life and loves her dearly, he'd go out of his way just to see her smile and to make her happy, always has and always will. Nobody can stop him, not even a stupid boyfriend, he'd always be there for her no matter what.
He sighed in frustration as he forced his eyes on his textbook, trying to solve algebra problems he began writing down all sorts of numbers and letters, trying to get his mind off all of the complications.
"Oh my gosh! Ewww! Do you know what we'll be doing in bio next week!?" Dawn shrieked in disgust, her eyes bulging out, and her face going rather pale.
"Hmm, I take it it's something...disturbing?" Misty asked knowing all too well it was.
"Yes! Very disturbing! Its absolutely sickening!"
Drew sat slumped in his seat, totally uninterested in whatever Dawn was saying, or anybody for that matter, his eyes yet again, were fixed on the crimsoned eyed boy hugging a brunette girl not too far in the distance. Break had not long started and he was already wanting it to finish so he could escape the torture. Any minute now they'd walk up to them rest of them and Brendan would start kissing her and being all lovey-dovey and whatever.
It was like Brendan knew it pissed him off, and he deliberately did it. Drew cursed under his breath, he was beginning to hate him more by the second, not that he was too fond of him in the first place, he always knew he had a crush on May, so he didn't want to get too close. They were barley even friends...yet he felt so betrayed and cheated, and he didn't understand why.
"Hey, you alright?" a voice broke into his foundation of thoughts. Drew turned to face the source of the voice, Ash. He took a seat next to the green haired teen, his soft sympathetic eyes staring into his cold, harsh jade ones.
"No, not really."
"So... I take it your not holding out so good huh?" Ash asked considerately.
"Whatever made you think that Ash?" Drew replied coldly, dripping with sarcasm, it came out a bit more harsher than intended.
The two sat in silence together, blocking out the sounds from the world, watching May and Brendan in the distance. They were holding hands and Brendan giving her a kiss on the cheek.
Ash sighed and scratched his head in confusion, this was harder than he thought. He wanted to see Drew back to his old self, he hated seeing his friends miserable and out of character. They two had only been dating for a week, but for Drew, it seemed like a year, a year of hell.
"You know...it wont last forever," Ash suddenly said. Drew looked up to him, bewildered, not understanding what he meant.
"What? Your saying they'll break up soon?"
Ash nodded lightly. "Yeah, pretty much."
"And, why do you think so?"
"Because Drew, May doesn't like Brendan that way, can't you see it? Every time he hugs her she barley manages to force a smile, and to pretend she likes him. She doesn't I know for a fact she doesn't," Ash replied wisely.
Drew scoffed, since when did Ash know about romance and junk?
"Okay, so how do you really know that, obviously you couldn't figure out that by yourself Ash, your too dense...not that I believe it anyway," he snickered flicking his chartreuse bangs.
Ash swetdropped and let out an exasperated sigh.
"You just couldn't let me have this one could ya?"
"Nope," Drew replied mocking him. Ash sighed again and regained his composure.
"Well, truth be told, Misty mentioned it to me. She said that May doesn't have those feelings for Brendan, she only sees him as a friend, nothing more, nothing less."
Drew looked up to the ebony haired boy, a sceptical look on his handsome face.
"Well what Misty's says is wrong. Look Ash I've known May my whole life, and she's not the type of girl to just date people she doesn't like, your just saying it to make me feel better, when actually it makes me feel worse. Coz it just shows how much she likes him and not me, I know where I stand, and that's just a best friend, she doesn't see me like I see her. And even if what you said were true why the fuck would May date Brendan if she didn't like him?" Drew snapped, his glare now rested upon Ash.
"Well...Um...I dunno, that's just what Misty said and-"
"Well she does like him, if she didn't why else would she make-out with him? Look do me a favour and stop trying to help, coz you just make matters worse Ash, you've never experienced it so you wouldn't know how much it hurts, and tell Misty to shut her trap too, she's even worse, nobody can help me...what matters is he is her boyfriend...and I'm not, I'm just the best friend...nothin more...nothin less."
Ash, felt hurt, all of those nasty things yelled at him, but he was right, how could he help if he didn't understand the situation? if he didn't feel the pain? And he was probably correct about Misty just saying that...why would May agree to go steady with him if there were no attractions?
"Sorry man, I'll just leave ya alone for a while," Ash whispered sadly. He got up from his seat and walked back to the others. Feeling useless that he can't help Drew.
Drew felt his sole bleed, he argued with himself he was too young to be feeling heartbroken, dammit he was 14! But it doesn't matter what age you are, you can still experience it if you truly love someone.
What he thought, he thought he thought was right. And seeing May with another guy, ached terribly, and it especially sucked coz he was gonna tell her his feelings for her, but he just jumped in there before him.
His tired eyes still maintained their glare at the white haired boy, his arm was around her waist, and he wanted it off. They started to walk towards the group now, Brendan beaming, as he usually does, and May just having a small smile on her beautiful face. She looked over at Drew, and their eyes locked. They both falsely smiled at each other, covering up the fact they were so down.
But what was really sad was that they were both so drowned in their own misery and sorrow, that they were blind to see those smiles were phoney.
A/N: Finisheddd:)
Daaaaaaaaaaaamn that chapter...really is sad huh? Lmao
anyway i know it really must be quite crap and like "WTF!?" since i havn't updated in ages, bear with me here.
Now please don't think like, "omg heartbroken? But its so stupid their 14!" It dosn't matter what age you are, you can feel it anytime, infact, I read in a magazine that when your in your teens, thats when your more likely tp experience it.
and please dont say i'm bashing Brendan, coz i'm not, i was explaning Drew's feelings towards him, without a POV.
and it might confuse you, but basically May accepted Brendans invite to be his girlfriend, since she THINKS Drew likes "another" girl, and felt rejection, and she feels bad for him coz he feels that every time he asks her out!
And Drew is pissed coz he thinks May likes Brendan and thats why she accepted to go out with him! and he thinks there is no chance for him now T-T
ohh the drama, but next chapter will be more happy, a year has passed, they will be 15, some 16. Yeah i know i have been just going up one year, but please bare with me here.
And about the pleasure toy thing, just don't make comments on that either, damn their 14, it happens!
NO FLAMES…I'm a sensitive girl and I've just came back….don't kill me! T-T
Anyway...
Me: Phew! That is long -.-
Zhen: Yep! LONGNESS!
May: O.O So much depression in that chapter!
Zhen: I know! T-T
Me: Tell me about it. So please make me happy and click the nice button down there that says Go! Even if you don't usually review, I'm asking nicely...please?
May: Yeah...please? BRING HAPPINESS BACK!!
