Chapter 9: Fearless

It was amazing how Natsuki's body reacted; her arousal evident, trapped between their bodies.

Their kisses eventually stopped so that they could breathe.

"Ara…" Shizuru panted. "That kiss made me rather breathless…" She chuckled. "Natsuki is indeed a good kisser, it is a rather large shame that we haven't done it before. My legs would have probably given out and I would have fallen over, but I'm glad Natsuki enjoyed our kiss as much as I did." Shizuru winked, her eyes darting down to Natsuki's lap before meeting Natsuki's emerald green eyes again.

Natsuki face took an immediate blush, a rather dark shade of red on her cheeks. Her eyes went wide and tried to quickly pull away out of embarrassment. However, Shizuru saw it coming and latched onto her love to keep her in place so she couldn't escape.

"Damnit Shizuru! Would you let go of me?!"

"Natsuki thinks I'm such a good kisser that I should be called god? Is she so proud of her member? I really want to see it! Will Natsuki show me please?" Shizuru begged, her hand venturing between Natsuki's legs. Said woman exploded and she squeezed her thighs.

"Don't do that Shizuru! Stop it or you'll make me go crazy!"

"Very well, I will stop…for now..."

"Don't you dare lie to me or I will punish you." Natsuki warned, a smirk pulling at her lips.

"Natsuki thinks that is bad? I would love for that to happen; be severe and rough and punish me, I deserve it."

"That doesn't even surprise me, but since when are you such a big pervert? You were so shy when you kissed me and now you're so open about sex and it's confusing. Sometimes when we watch a movie where there are scenes that…well…urm…you know...the ones between a man and a woman you always used to look away."

"Natsuki just didn't know that every time I looked at her she made me really horny."

"What?! Me? Huh?" Natsuki exclaimed. "I see…Actually I don't…Maybe we should have some distance. It's not you, it's me! I-I'm sorry."

"No Natsuki! Don't run away from me again!" Shizuru once again pulled Natsuki back using her own body as leverage. "I am perfectly happy with how your body reacts to me. Natsuki must believe me; my body reacts to you in similar ways even if you can't see it. I'm also excited to kiss you, to touch you and more. I always dream about being closer to you that way and when I took off my shirt, I was terrified; afraid you wouldn't like my body and I'm still afraid that you won't."

"Really? How is that even possible? You're so beautiful, stunning, sexy and just…wow" Natsuki said and Shizuru blushed, then smiled because she thinks the same thing about Natsuki.

"Yes, it is possible because I'm reacting to you, I'm attracted to you…and I could show you…" Shizuru took hold of Natsuki's hand and she placed it under her blouse. Natsuki blushed furiously, but she could feel the heat emanating from Shizuru's body and her rapid heartbeat.

"Holy shit…I never even thought that you would fall for me that way…"

"I could say the same to Natsuki. I should have let her touch my panties so she could see how wet I am because I am really wet."

"W-Wet?! You? B-Because of me…?!"

"Of course because of you Natsuki. My body is reacting to you; I love you, so it's normal, it's just like when you have an erection; it only means that we are attracted to each other." Shizuru explained, but then paused. "So you are comfortable with your body, but it is not the same with me?" She asked.

"Yeah I'm fine with myself, but it took me a long time just to be comfortable with myself and I'm gonna need some time to get comfortable with someone else, you, seeing or touching me but with time I'll be more open with you. I'm sorry to make you wait, again." Shizuru's crimson eyes trailed down to Natsuki's lap where she had hidden her crotch with her hands.

Shizuru carefully and slowly began to move Natsuki's hand while gently rubbing the bulge in Natsuki's pants. Natsuki's head fell back and she moaned, seemingly not wanting Shizuru to stop, so she contoured but added firmer movements and tucked her own hand between her own legs. It didn't take much more touching before they both came together, leaving them a panting mess.

"I don't need to touch it directly or to see it Natsuki, you can feel the pleasure without feeling any shame because you are normal and you have your own needs like I do. I do not care about how long I have to wait because I will wait however long you need me to. Providing that you don't run away and we spend time together like this everything will be fine. What we did just now didn't seem to bother you or me seeing your…proud member." Shizuru panted, breathless.

"Shizuru!" Natsuki gasped, still panting after her lover touched her. She had never imagined that this day would happen and her heart was beating rapidly and just now when her gorgeous girlfriend came with her…it was just incredible…and now her pants are totally soaked. She should be ashamed, but that wasn't the case, even if there were clothes, she still felt closer to her first and only love.

"Natsuki does not like the name proud member? Would she prefer little one or little Natsuki?" Shizuru asked, seemingly innocent but the smirk on her face was anything but innocent.

"No! I would prefer it if you don't name my member thank you very much."

"Very well, I will do as Natsuki wishes, but will she please stay the night? I wish to sleep and wake up to see your beautiful eyes." Shizuru said, her mouth quickly devouring Natsuki's in a more passionate kiss than before. Their kiss escalated quicker than their previous one, their needs being evident, but they agreed to wait before becoming more intimate since they still felt nervous, but they both still got lost in each other.

The next morning.

Shizuru was the first to open her eyes and she turned on her side, smiling as she admired a sleeping Natsuki. That had been the first time they had fallen asleep with each other together because Natsuki usually slept in her own room since she had tried to stay away from Shizuru to prevent her finding out. Careful not to disturb her best friend during her sleep the red eyed beauty settled close to her lover, relishing in Natsuki's warmth and smell as she watched the beautiful woman sleeping peacefully. She wanted to kiss her again and again, and she smiled, she could do it now. They shared the same feelings after all, they do love each other, but does that mean they are together? She wasn't the kind to kiss someone for fun and Natsuki was the same. Of course, she will eventually ask if they are girlfriends, but for now they are simply together and that's all that matters.

Shizuru noticed something poking against her leg and have she licked her lips, wondering about the bump that her crimson eyes caught sight of. How could she have never noticed until last night? She was blind to have not noticed earlier, but her lover was incredibly skilled at keeping secrets. She was very secretive, difficulty with trusting people, but she has great affection and she's always ready to help someone.

All Shizuru had to do was reach out and touch it, just to see if it was actually real, not that she didn't believe Natsuki and she wanted to know why Natsuki was so afraid to show it.

She ever so gently touched it through the fabric of Natsuki's pants and she was about to pull her hand away when she felt Natsuki's penis twitch before it rising slightly. The latter only sighed in her sleep. The Kyoto-Ben beauty took a deep breath and chewed her bottom lip. Curious, she wanted to touch it again; she had never been interested in male genitals organs before, she had seen sketches in biology books and frankly she had no reaction to them, simply she thought it was ugly and had no interest in them at all. She didn't care because she never imagined she would ever see a real one, but it seemed her thoughts on them have changed because she wasn't disgusted like before.

"What am I thinking…?" Shizuru whispered to herself. No, she would not violate Natsuki's trust because of her own burning desires, but she wanted Natsuki so badly. She watched the architect, she was still asleep in her own world. However, Shizuru had waited this long already, so she should be capable of controlling herself now shouldn't she? Still, she was always imagining having sex with the bluenette, every time it was wild; being pushed and pinned against a wall or a table and deep groans and moans with heavy breathing and earth shattering orgasms.

Shizuru knew she was only adding fuel to her burning desires and she sighed heavily, trying to get rid of the dirty thoughts within her minds. Also judging from what she touched Natsuki wasn't small at all, instead she was very well endowed and hard. Shizuru was very much a lesbian, but just because Natsuki had a penis didn't mean that would change. To Shizuru Natsuki is Natsuki. She was even certain that if Natsuki were a man she would still have fallen in love with her. Did that mean she was bisexual? No, Shizuru was simply Natsexual. Yes, that is a word in Shizuru's books.

"Shizuru, stop it…Natsuki will definitely believe that you are a pervert now. Shame on you! Oh my…" The chestnut-haired beauty bit her lip while she hid a low moan. Her lover had unconsciously put her knee between her thighs and she clung to Shizuru's body. Hands slowly travelled down her legs, only to travel back up and cup Shizuru's buttocks.

Shizuru's breathing was erratic as she tried to push her desire aside, but she was a woman with needs and she needed Natsuki! How many years had she waited already? Shizuru gasped when Natsuki got harder against her lower abdomen and Shizuru knew was so wet already. What will she feel if Natsuki was inside her? Pure pleasure? Love? Would it hurt? The pastry chef with chestnut hair didn't know what came over her, perhaps her sex drive, but the next thing she knew was she started rubbing Natsuki up and down and the erection got harder and had grown dramatically in size.

"Oh Natsuki…You are so hard my love…" Shizuru moaned, her body tense. Their bodies began dangerously rubbing against each other. Even if she wanted to continue longer and go further, she simply couldn't, not this way and not while Natsuki was still snoring which was quickly killing the mood.

Shizuru's eyes narrowed and she pinched Natsuki's nose, holding it until Natsuki ran out of air and began sucking in air through her mouth instead and woke up with a start.

"W-What happened?! Is there a fire?! Where?!" The blunette asked terrified while she was wide awake and she looked around. Her friend removed herself from her arms and she got up, heading towards the bathroom.

"Ecchi. Yes Natsuki, there is a fire and to turn it off I need a cold shower because of you. You are so dominant when you sleep. I hope it is the same when we will both be awake like you had suggested before…" Shizuru said, leaving her alone on the bed to which the latter didn't understand the meaning of the words, that was until she noticed her visible erection, but instead of being shocked or embarrassed about it she smirked slyly.

"Oh Zuru, do you think you're the only one that can be a tease? Especially after what you did to me yesterday and just when I was sleeping a minute ago? You reap what you sow, darling." Natsuki said, thinking she had won, but her lover appeared a minute later with only a towel covering her.

"Natsuki, have you seen my glasses?" Shizuru asked.

The blunette almost drooled at the site and her gaze was transfixed on Shizuru's chest, and then the towel fell to the floor. A very excited Natsuki tried her best to hide her state with the bed sheets.

"No, but why do you need them when you're getting in the shower?"

"Ara, Natsuki is indeed right!"

"You're such a bad liar…" The architect with emerald eyes grumbled.

"Did you say something, my love?"

"U-Urm no! Nothing at all!" Natsuki coughed, her eyes trying to look away from Shizuru's glorious body. "C-Could you…maybe put your…towel back on…"

"Ara, I hadn't noticed it fell. Kannin na."

Natsuki rolled her eyes and tried her best to calm her body. Then, she felt a sweet kiss on her cheek.

"Don't worry, I won't push you. I'm just so happy that we love each other and that you trust me. Do you want to take a shower with me? I promise I won't watch or touch you, unless you want me to." The chestnut-haired beauty would accept a refusal, but she was surprised to hear a shy yes. Shizuru gulped…hard… and began to sing in her head that 'Natsuki trusts her', and she would not violate her trust. And then she walked straight into the bathroom door, banging her head.

"Zuru are you alright?!" Natsuki asked, worried.

Shizuru laughed nervously. "I'm fine, fine." Only she was not fine. She had lost the war against her lover.