A/N: okay this is the boys bonding paragraph, hopefully it will explain you what jasper feels for Bella, and also you get to meet a new character and a badass side of isabell. YAY
Disclaimer: I do not own anything twilight.
Previously,
We tackled them and spread humour through them while tickling them, we heard two more clicks and saw two more flashes. We looked up and saw a very happy and amused Carlisle and peter. I saw Bella stick her tongue at them and another click followed by a flash went off. Esme took a picture from next to Isabell when she poked her tongue at Carlisle.
"Mom that's not fair, that's cheating" she whined and then huffed while pouting like a child with her arms crossed, which of course was followed by a click and a flash. I was laughing at the look she had on her face and she looked at me with raised eyebrows.
"So yeh think that's funny major Whitlock?" she said in her southern drawl that sounded like mine.
"Well darlin' I find it amusin' you so adorable" I smiled and she jumped on me spreading humour through me again, I was too busy laughing when she kissed me that it shocked the hell out of me. Before I could react I saw a flash and her devious smug smile and run off giggling. Oh it's on now.
Jasper POV
After last night when the pack went home, Emmett and Rosalie decided that the boys have a bonding day together while the girls went shopping. So now I'm stuck with Emmett, Edward, peter and Carlisle asking me 21 million questions about how I feel for Isabell. But so many questions of my own are running through my mind like Do I love Isabell? Does she love me? Would she even want to be with me? So many unanswered questions; it was starting to annoy me.
"Dude calm down, I don't want to feel all lovey dovey and annoyed at the same time." Emmett knocked me out of my train of thought.
"You don't have to hear his thoughts" Edward and peter said in unison.
"You know it's bad enough that Edwards in my head peter, at least izzy has some decency to keep out of my head." I snapped at them.
"You love her don't you son?" I sighed and faced my father figure and nodded.
"I love her very much so; I feel all new emotions of my own and not just everyone else's. I felt fear and jealousy, worry, love. I get tingles when she touches me and me just for once I'm happy. She see's the real me and I will do anything to make her happy." I sighed while peter laughed; I raised an eyebrow wondering if he has lost his mind? And why the friggen hell is this funny?
"No jasper, I haven't lost my mind. But you on the other hand?" me what the hell does he mean me? I looked at him confused and he sighed. "Jasper look at you, your in love. But not just any kind of love, madly irrevocably in love (if that's the saying, I get the words mixed up). Jasper you're driving me nuts, do I love Isabell? Does she love me? Would she even want to be with me? Look at yourself your BLINDED! She loves you man and I should know, I can hear everything she is thinking, feeling and see her past if she remembers. She loves you, she even said it to you man. Jesus Christ jasper, you're the god of war and your shielding away your feelings to something I KNOW won't happen. Stop thinking that she won't want you when she does; I have never seen her and you so happy in years. She is happy that she's got her big brother back, she's happy that she has a mother and father figure she has always wanted, but mostly she is happy that she has found love her true love." I was stunned, she really does love me? Is peter right though? I can't feel Bella's emotions as much now only when she puts her shield down and that was last night. I felt pure joy off her that's it though.
What did you feel beyond that jasper, under the joy?
Grief, sadness, happiness… love? She loves me.
Yes jasper she love you, you idiot.
"Good god man, you know having conversations with yourself is a sign of insanity." Peter's annoying laugh echoed off the trees, I playfully growled at him and tackled him. Emmett seeing that we where wrestling and of course Emmett being Emmett he had to join in the fun. I could hear Edward and Carlisle laughing as I faintly heard and saw a click and a flash from a small camera in Carlisle's hands.
After a few more minuets Edward joined in as Carlisle took more photos and laughing, I didn't even realise his phone rung until I heard a gasp and felt his shock. I stopped wrestling along with my brothers; I tuned into the conversation and found a very worried Esme.
"Carlisle, there's someone coming for isabell. Who ever it is isn't happy, Alice saw a male with blood red eyes, then she saw isabell standing in a clearing screaming at something then everything went black Carlisle. She can't see isabell; her future disappeared." I tensed and I saw that peter did too. I felt two hands around my waist to hold me on my spot, I didn't realise I was growling.
"Esme dear, calm down where on our way; is isabell okay?" the panic in his voice was evident, all I heard was silence on the other end of the phone.
"She's gone Carlisle, as soon as she saw the vision along with Alice she tore out of the house. We can't find her; Alice can't see her she keeps changing her mind." Carlisle told her we will be there soon. NO!!!!! I started to thrash against Emmett, trying to get out of his grip. I need to find isabell, why is Emmett so calm about this. His sister is in danger and he is so calm about it.
"Emmett your sister is in danger, didn't you hear what Esme said her future DISSAPERED" his grip loosed as his shock ceased and his panic and pain kicked in.
"Jasper I know okay, I know. I'm trying not to think about loosing my only little sister, we need to go jasper" I nodded and all five of us ran towards home.
Bella POV
Alice, Rosalie, Esme, charlotte and I were arriving home from shopping, oh how I hate shopping, When Alice and I had a vision. I could see everything that was going to happen and what I saw I didn't like. Who is coming for me?
Vision
There was a tall lanky guy with black hair but not as tall as jasper running into a clearing screaming my name, he looked angry, his blood red eyes glistening with sadness and vengeance.
"Isabell. She's dead because of you, because OF YOU" he yelled the last part at me.
Who did I kill? I have never seen this vampire before, I couldn't read his mind all I could hear was vengeance, she killed her, must kill her.
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU" I yelled at him, he didn't answer just attacked me.
Vision end.
I heard a gasp from beside me and was pulled out of my vision. I know where that clearing is, its just north of here. I saw Alice's normally happy face turn into shock and worry. I can't let my family get hurt, without thinking I ran off covering my scent as I went. I could hear Alice screaming my name for me to come back but I just ignored her.
Before I knew it I was in the clearing waiting, I heard footsteps approaching from the direction of where the strange vampire that wants to kill me in my vision. When he ran out of the forest I got a better look at him, he looks familiar but who is he. He was skinny and lanky but got some muscle features, his black hair was smooth at the front with blonde in the fringe and spiky at the back. The shotgun effect? How odd. His clothes where tattered and I could see something glistening around his neck, a chain but I couldn't see the pendant. His blood red eyes where glistening with sadness and vengeance just like my vision. He was a newborn, crap!
"Isabell. She's dead because of you, because OF YOU" he yelled the last part at me. Who the fuck is he on about?
"WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?" I yelled back at him, he didn't answer just attacked me like I foresaw.
Before he could get a hold of me, I ripped both his arms off and held him to the ground. He didn't scream or fight he just looked at me with pleading gold eyes, what they where just red?
"Who are you? Why did you attack me for something I don't know what the hell you're on about? You better give me a strait answer because right now I'm grieving for my lost friend and I will tear your other limbs off." He kicked me hard in the chest and I went flying across the field. I heard my family scream BELLA I have no idea why they call me by nicknames but hey, I threw my shield out so they couldn't get on the field. This is my fight.
I got up and saw that the boys arms where attached to him again and his eyes where red, I felt the tingle I get when I absorb a power. Hmm he must have a power. I charged at him whenI saw the pendent that was attached to the chain around his neck, Angel wings, angel wings, ANGEL. I stopped and ended up tripping and went flying over him into a tree; great I can't get rid of this clumsiness. The next thing I knew he was pinning me against the tree ready to rip my head off. I lowered my shield and saw jasper and Emmett throw him off me only to rip his arms and legs off, I looked at the necklace I ripped off him when the boys grabbed him. Wait these aren't angels hers had emeralds, not Safire's. My head shot up when I heard his small laugh, he had a smile on his face as jasper went to rip his head off.
"Soon my angel, I'll be with you" as soon as those words reached my ears realisation kicked in, the hair, the voice, the features, the gunpowder and musk scent. Only one name came up; Daniel.
"NO!!!" I screamed and all heads turned my way. I ran up to jasper and grabbed him by the neck, the only people I would put before my mate and my brother, was angel and the person who was angel's mate. Did I just call jasper my mate? I didn't realise I was almost crushing jasper's neck until I heard a strangled cry from him; I immediately dropped him and went to Danny.
"Why didn't you tell me, WHY? You could have been killed, by the god of war of all people. I thought Maria would have told you how dangerous he was and I am disappointed at you; you tried to kill yourself after angel told you not to." I broke down and started sobbing, I killed angel and I almost let her mate get killed; I really am a monster.
"No hush don't cry little bell, it was my fault. I was asking for death; I just miss my angel. Please don't cry, please; angels promised me too look after you. You know if she was here and I made you cry she would have my head on a stick" he chuckled while he cradled me in his arms.
"Daniel; get your hands off her." peter and charlotte hissed at him in unison, I felt him tense underneath me. I hissed at them and then everyone gasped gasped.
"Izzy your eyes are red again." charlotte said worriedly.
"That's my power, how could you forget that charlotte and little bell has it to now. So I suggest from now on try not to piss her off or she will gain her newborn year back" they hissed and growled at him as he laughed.
"Silence, Danny is angel's mate. No harm will become of him, he is one of my best friends and I took him away from that monster. She wanted him for war and I ended up scarred to save his life, do you understand?" I almost growled at them, they nodded. I stood up with Daniel and faced him.
"What happened to her Daniel? I need to know" his smile faded and his eyes glistened with tears that will never fall.
Daniels POV (for the story just for now)
"little bell I don't want to hurt you more" she was sitting in front of me looking pained, I cant tell her she will get herself killed.
"Please Daniel, I need to know; please" I groaned, she had to beg.
"Alright but please don't go after Maria." She nodded so I continued.
"I was hunting about a mile away from angel, I asked if she wanted to come but she said she went while I was out. I was on my way home when I crossed another vampire's scent that I didn't realise; musk and pepper. It was weird It was leading towards the cabin. I have never come across a scent like that so I started to panic; I was only half a mile from home when I smelt the most terrifying scent ever, Tobacco and leather; Maria's scent. I started running faster and faster till I saw them, there where twenty newborns surrounding our home. My vision went red and I walked up to them drooling venom, I saw Maria holding angel by the neck. She was laughing at me, I went to attack but angel said no.
"Ah well hello Daniel, I came to visit angel her and was very surprised to smell you all over the place." She smiled at me then growled.
"What do you want with us" I spat at her and she laughed.
"I don't want you or your mate, but isabell. Now because your wife here wont co-operate she will be killed, you will be forced to watch." I growled when 4 newborns held me down while Maria tore her apart slowly.
"Don't kill yourself Danny, run to isabell look after her promise me" she yelled at me, I sobbed out an 'I promise' and an 'I love you'. Maria was laughing now and saying how pathetic we were. Before I knew it angel was ripped apart faster and thrown into the fire, after it was put out I grabbed her necklace and wedding ring and ran strait here. I can never forget Maria's last words before I lost all my restraint to breakdown.
Everyone gasped and bell just sat there with a blank look. "What did she say" she whispered even low enough for a vampire to strain to here.
"Tell isabell that she's next"
Bella POV
I swear that I will kill Maria if it's the last thing I will ever do, not just for killing angel but for taking jasper's humanity away and making him suffer. I growled and stood up, I didn't know what else to do; I can't just go after her, they won't allow me to. Not like they will be able to stop me but I can't leave my family and I know if I went they would follow me, I can't risk them like that.
"Belly-bean are you alright?" my brother snapped me out of my thoughts; I smiled at him and nodded.
Shut up peter if you say a word I will kill you.
Isabell you know she will kill you right?
Over my pile of ashes, just don't say anything okay.
He sighed and looked at me. Izzy I'm worried about you, you have no emotion and in all that's running through your thoughts is revenge and pain.
Shut up okay. I'm perfectly fine so shut up! I growled at him and he stepped back.
I ran off towards the waterfall while telling peter to keep everyone away from me until I'm ready. I just sat there staring at the stars until I heard faint footsteps coming from the south. I tensed and got ready in an attacking stance.
"Izzy are you really okay?" I sighed and relaxed when I saw jasper come out of the tree line.
"No I'm not okay jasper, I'm far from okay. I find out that my friend got killed because of me, my best friend tried to get himself killed because of that. But most of all I'm ashamed that I hurt you jasper, I love you so much and I hurt you." I started sobbing while jasper pulled me into his arms.
Jasper POV
She said she loves me, she really loves me. I pulled her into my arms when she started crying, I didn't want her to be hurt, none of this is her fault.
"Shh darlin' I'm not hurt. It's alright you were protecting your friend I understand, shhh I love you to." I sat up pulling her into my lap and rocking her backwards and forwards, oh god I love this woman she's everything to me. I couldn't help but feel the electric currents flowing through me every time I ran my fingers through her hair. She was my soul mate and I will wait till the end of days for her if I have to.
"Jasper, I'll wait for you to. I love you jasper and I want you to be my mate." I stopped moving and looked at her smiling face.
"I love you isabell, I will gladly be your mate" I kissed the top of her head and smiled. "Lets go home darlin' time to face the family" she groaned and I laughed, I picked up her small frame and carried her all the way back to the house to see a very happy family and a very protective Emmett and peter. Oh shit.
A/N: so here you go guys, sorry for taking so long to update but I'm trying to make banners for 'Australia' and 'My Big Brother'. So that's why I haven't updated in ages for this story and Australia. I have a banner up for this story but it's horrible. So if you want to help go a head and make one :) also I will send you a little sneak peak for the next chapter when I start writing it.
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