Hi! This songfic tells the story behind "Don't forget" and "Back to December." So, here ya go =D
Disclaimer: I do not own BTR or the song.
Oh, oh...
So much for my happy ending...
Oh, oh...
So much for my happy ending'...
Oh, oh, oh...
Logan Mitchell and Kendall Knight had been dating for months now.
In secret. They both knew they'd eventually have to come out.
Both had already told James, Carlos, Katie, and Mrs. Knight.
Big Time Rush was scheduled to do a live interview for MTV. Kendall and Logan had decided to reveal the truth there. Maybe-they thought- it would all be fine; everyone would accept it.
Their other friends at the Palmwoods would still hang out with them. Their fans would still love them.
Those thoughts didn't seem to comfort either boy. Logan took in shaky breaths as they sat in the back of the limo. Kendall carefully slings an arm around the brunette's shoulder. "We don't have to do this if you don't want to," he says softly.
Logan closes his eyes and leans into Kendall's touch for a split second. "N-no...No. I want to do this," the smaller boy says.
"Are you two okay?" James asks from across.
Kendall removes his arm from Logan's shoulder. "We're fine...we just...just didn't get enough sleep," the blonde boy mutters.
Carlos narrows his eyes. "Sure, okay; we believe that," he jokes.
Logan stiffens when the limo pulls to a stop. It'll be okay. I'll be okay. We'll be okay! Logan thinks to himself.
The four boys step out of the limo to be greeted by the flash of cameras and the cold December air. It all becomes a blur.
They speak.
The shouting begins. So do the insults.
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
(Breakable thread)
You were
All the things I though I knew
And I thought we could be...
Three days pass. Kendall hasn't spoken to Logan.
When they are alone in the apartment one evening; Logan decides to confront him. "Kendall; we need to talk!" He exclaims as he enters their shared room. Kendall pretends not to hear Logan and continues to play his guitar. "Kendall! Seriously; we need to talk about this!" The brunette snaps.
Kendall sighs and lays his guitar down next to him. "What is there to talk about?" He demands in a startlingly harsh voice.
"Why are you acting like nothing happened?" Logan challenges. "You never even bothered standing up for me when people would-"
"Shut up about your stupid problems!" Kendall snapped.
Logan flinches. "My problems?" Anger rises within him. "This is our problem! We're supposed to be dealing with this together!"
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be
Supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away...
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
Oh, oh...
So much for my happy ending...
Oh, oh...
Kendall gets to his feet. "I'm done!" The blonde spat.
"Done? What do you mean?" Logan asks; his voice flat.
Kendall shakes his head. "I'm done with us! Don't you see it? This never would have happened if weren't together!"
Logan feels his heart go cold. He feels everything they once had collapse around him. He feels tears come to his eyes. Logan forces them away. "You're kidding? Kendall, you can't be serious!"
Kendall looks away. "W-well, I am!"
You've go you're dumb friends
I know what they say
(I know what they say)
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they...
(But so are they...)
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do...
(All the shit that you do...)
Logan can't fight the tears any more. "You never really loved me did you?"
Kendall turns back; his eyes wide. "How can you think that?"
The brunette gives an annoyed sigh. "I should've known something was up when I saw you with Jo last month..." his eyes water. "I should've known you still had feelings for her."
"Don't give me that!" Kendall begins pacing around the room. "You know we had to have covers!"
Logan shakes his head. "You weren't pretending with her Kendall!"
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be
Supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away...
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
Kendall stopped pacing and glared at Logan. Before he can speak; the smaller boy continues, "You were everything I ever wanted..." Logan steps forward until they are eye-to-eye. "I know you never cared about me."
"SHUT UP!" Kendall shouts again. "You know this- our relationship was stupid Logan! Don't you see it's ruined our lives?"
"I HATE you!"
Before Logan knew what had happened; he was on the ground. His cheek throbbed painfully. Kendall let a gasp escape. "L-Logan! I-I'm so sorry!"
Logan held his cheek with one hand. "Bye Kendall...forever."
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for actin' like you cared
And makin' me feel like
I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watchin' as I fall
And lettin' me know we were done...
It was midnight; and Logan was lying on the couch sobbing. He pulled out his cell phone. "D-dad," He says. "I-I want to come home..."
There is silence on the other end. "Catch the quickest flight to Minnesota; I'll be in the airport to pick you up," Mr. Mitchell finally responds.
Logan nods into the phone. "Thanks dad." The brunette slowly rises to his feet and heads back to his and Kendall's room.
Kendall is not in his bed.
Logan doesn't even care where he is. He just begins to pack his things. Logan knows he can't say goodbye. It would be too hard. He'll just leave a note or something.
Logan thinks Kendall could've told him the truth sooner. To spare his feelings...sure acting like he cared was...Logan stops himself. He knows he needs to forget about it.
He was everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be
Supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away...
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
Logan leans his head against the airplane window. Mrs. Knight had dropped him off at L.A.X.
Logan was thankful she didn't ask about the still purplish bruise. He told her to tell everyone what had happened and where he was.
He also told her to tell them not to worry. Or come after him.
You were everything, everything
That I wanted
We were meant to be
Supposed to be
But we lost it
All of the memories so close to me
Just fade away...
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending...
It's been about year now. Logan lives everyday with a broken heart. He is back to studying medicine. He is back to all they left to become Big Time Rush.
One morning; Logan goes to get the mail. He searches through it.
Junk mail.
Bills.
A letter. From Kendall.
Logan bites his bottom lip. Walks over and sits on the bottom step to his house. He sets the other mail aside and opens the letter.
Oh, oh...
So much for my happy ending...
Oh, oh...
So much for my happy ending...
Oh, oh, oh, oh….
So, there it is; their argument.
As of right now; here are some upcoming songfics and their descriptions.
."Sober" P!nk (request) – Things haven't been going right. Logan has been different and no one has noticed it as much as Kendall. So, what exactly is going on?
."Face of Love" Miranda Cosgrove (suggestion) - an already developed Kogan; Kendall wants to come up with a way to tell/show Logan how much he loves him.
."High Maintenance" Miranda Cosgrove – taking place in the real world; Logan Henderson goes out of town so he can film something and leaves the keys to his house in LA with Kendall Schmidt.
*Warning: This fanfic may make Kendall Schmidt and Dustin Belt seem like total jerks*
."Every time we touch" Cascada – Another Jarlos songfic; Carlos and James are together at last; but when everyone else in the world challenges their love, they must pull through.
. "1, 2, 3, 4" Plain White T's - an AU one-shot; Kendall is tutored by Logan and suddenly asks what 'I love you' means in a bunch of different languages. Will Logan get the message?
