Howl
When i first saw
You standing there
You know was a
little hard not to stare
Being aparts a little
hard to bear...
Author note: I do not own any of these people (sadly)
Anyways though... This is the story from Jacobs pov... i posted it on my myspace and i got good reviews there so i figured mabye you fanfiction people would like to hear it.... im sorry in advance for anything that may me offensive (i got a few complaints about offensive material) but i hope you guys enjoy it!!!!! it starts off with the first time for Bella And Jacob (hes fun to write from his POV)
Chapter One: Heavy Panting
Over the next few hours the thunder got worse and worse. i couldnt hear a single sound of life outside other than the rain drops and the occasional seagull. not even a car. Bellas eyes were looking a little tired. i thought back to the truck. i wanted that. ide fantasized about that since the first time ide met her. ide wanted to see her with out a shirt for a long time now. it wasent dissapointing. definatly not. but the stopping was dissapointing. i picked Bella up and strode into my bedroom i didnt plan on blowing up the air matress ide rather hold her in my arms all night. mabye i'de get to atleast kiss her a little bit. i layed down with her next to me and layed a blanket over her and i. i knew i didnt need it but i figured it was kind of cold in here for a human. i moved closer to her and started rubbing her back. i didnt know if it would soothe her to sleep but i hoped it would. i didnt want her to think we were going too fast. less than 2 days together nad already sleeping together in the same bed. though i counted the 2 monthes ide hung out with her. i'de always felt like this for Bella. I decided if i wanted a kiss i needed to step it up first. i kissed her lightly on the neck and moved slowly up to her lips. she turned to face me and kissed me back. i oviously was leading the kiss. and i liked that alot. i wrapped my arm around her and she put her hands to my face. and in seconds our tounges were intwined. I'de always wanted to kiss her like this. i wondered idly if she was a virgin. i thought she was. but Edward might have screwed that one up. i could tell she didnt want to end the kiss. she wanted more so i moved so i was ontop of her and kissed her slowly. i could feel the animal creeping up on me so i willed it all away. her hands went around my neck. she was out of breath so i pulled back kissing all the way down to her collar bone. i looked into her eyes and i knew what she was feeling. she was rubbing her legs together to get rid fo the ache between her legs. i wasent quite hard. but i would begetting there, i knew what she wanted so i slid off her shirt. her bare breasts exposed. i growled low enough that she couldnt hear. i leaned in and licked around her breast i was hard now. really hard. harder than in the truck. i wnted to take her but i was aware of Billy just 2 rooms away from us. i could hear his low snoring. Bella moaned it was a delicious sound and it sent me over the edge i snarled. i was suprised with how easy my animal side took over. she liked it when i growled
"Jacob..." she moaned my name and it made me shake. Ooh i liked that... i snarled again. i wanted her now. my dick was so hard it was starting to hurt. i leaned back and unbuttoned her pants and unzipped them and slid them off. she was wearing skimpy pink panties. ide never thought she actually wore these... it had just been ne of my fantasys. but Bella looked 10 times better naked than i had imagined her. i thought about what was gonna happen and i growled again. it was loud. but i wanted her and i didnt care how loud i snarled. I noticed her looking at my boner pressing hard against my pants. i didnt really care... it made her rub her thighs together again. she wanted me. she wanted me bad too. o could see it in her eyes. but just as a SLIGHT gentelman ide ask
"Bella? you want this right?" I asked breathlessly i rested my lower half on her
"Jacob please..." She moaned the words. i growled and leaned down kissing her on her neck i bit her lightly but she didnt notice. she'de have a mark tommrow though. she was breathing really hard she reached down and started sliding her panties down and she touched exactly what i was trying very hard to ignore. it sent electricity through my entire body i growled it came right out of my chest the animal was getting the best of me i took her hand and pressed it to my lips. she wanted it. but could i do it? i thought no one else had a problem with it... but i hadent ever done it with anyone else and i wasent compleatly sure what to expect. the animal was ripping its way out. i was throbbing and harder than i'de ever been. it hurt a little.
"Billys in the other room i dont know if we can do this..." I said trying to distract myself. i squeezed my eyes shut i wanted to do this... but i didnt want to hurt her in the process...
she touched my stomach and slid her hand down past my waist band just a little and i stopped her
"Billys snoring..." She whispered. i stared at her for a minete. i was trying to control the animal that screamed in my head TAKE HER!!! DO IT!!!! SHE WANTS YOU!!! SHE LOVES YOU JACOB AND YOU LOVE HER!!! i slid my hand down
"Ooh fuck it..." i said as i leaned in and started kissing her with everything i had. i pulled away for her to breathe. her lips were bruised. i leaned back down and kissed her more tasting her mouth and memorizing her scent. i slid her tiny panties to her knees and slid my hand up her thigh. i kissed her lips slower now i could smell her. she wanted it. i blinked hard. i pushed away the animal just enough. she tangled her fingers in what little hair i have and wrapped her lags around me. i whined i wanted her so bad... but i didnt want to hurt her... ide thought about doing this forever and now i was stalling... i slid my finger past her clit she was soaked. she wanted me. another whine came through my teeth. she groaned my name. and thats all i needed.i slid my fingers back down her clit and to her opening she whimpered my name again and moved her hips i slid one finger into her. she was warm. i had to supress a moan at just the feel of her on my fingers. she moved her hips. she wanted more. i didt notice it but i was panting a purr. my chest was vibrating with the growl of a purr coming through my teeth. i added another finger and started panting roughly. she moaned. the sound took my breath away. i started pumping my fingers in and out of her. the liquids spreading all over my fingers. she was wet. and i knew she was ready... but i didnt want to hurt her when i did it. she moaned my name again. louder than the other times. i couldnt wait i wanted her so bad... but my mind forced me to concentrate.
"Jacoob..." My name passed through her in a moan again and i felt her tightening around my fingers i pulled them out and licked them. i was growling pretty loud now but i was control. she tasted wonderful. sweet. like strawberries... the purr pasted me for a split second.
"Are you ready?" I asked pulling at the tie on my pants.
"Yeah..." She moaned. i stared at her for a minete just making sure my animal side was in check i watchd her chest heave.
"Jacooob... please.." she wimpered. i leaned down kissing her and slid off my pants she stared in awe for a minete... i was glad she was impressed. i slid back and pressed it to her opening i felt the tip slide in but i pulled back
"I think billys gonna catch us..." i growled the words through teeth i wanted this... i wanted it too bad... enough that i was willing fo my dad to walk in on this... fantasys passsed through my head of past thoughts about Bella and i pushed them away.
"Jacob... I want you... SO bad..." She said i snarled i was a little frustrated that i was giving in... its not that i didnt want her... its that i wanted this to happen without worries that Billy would walk in. i could feel the animal surfacing.
i brought a hand to my temple and pressed against it. and squeezed my eyes shut. my arms were tremoring but i quickly managed to make it stop all the way down to my hands.
"Jacob..." Bella said she squeezed her legs shut around me and a groan escaped my lips. too low for her to hear. but it happened. i opened my eyes and looked at her.
"Your sure you want me?"
"Yeah... please Jacob... billy wont wake up..." i kissed her on the lips and she kissed back wildly. she was crazy with her need. i pressed against her and the tip went in she moaned my name it sounded so good coming out of her mouth like this... i felt my body tremor. but not like i was gonna phase but in a way ide never felt. i slid further into her. i was worried i wasent gonna fit but we fit together perfect. she was tight and warm. i wanted more but i was worried to hurt her. she wimoered my name almost incoherently
"Does it hurt?" I worried aloud
"No... Keep going..." I pushed harder into her and i felt something break and she winced
"Im hurting you..." i groweled i was a little disgusted with myself for hurting her... i could smell the warm rush of blood but before i could slip out of her she interrupted my thoughts
"Please... dont stop... that was just my virginity.." It stopped me in my tracks. i was sure Edward would have done it. but IDE taken her virginity in just the 2 monthes ide been spending time with her... she loved me more... but then more blood poured from her
"I dont want to hurt you... this was a bad idea..."
"No its fine... go..."
"No...im hurting you... its too big... i'll give you an orgasim anyways..." I said as i started to pull it out she tighened her legs
"No... Please Jacob...." She said. i gave in and pushed in deeper to her. she moaned my name loudly but the thunder blurred her out so billy wouldnt hear. i pushed as far as i could go in and started thrusting in her the pleasure was overwhelming me. i growled i gave into the animal side and let it take me over. theres no way i would get mad at this point.
"Ooh... Jacooob harder..." She moaned i went a little bit harder. ide go however hard she wanted. she wrapped her legs around me and i wanted to hear her moan my name. i started going harder but all she managed was a short line of profanitys. it turned me on to hear her talk like that. i had to hear it
"Say my name..."
"Jacooob..." She moaned my name so loud i knew that if billy was awake he would be up and in here. im suprised it didnt wake him but i didnt care. i started my growling purr again. she thrust against me a few times so i went harder guesing thats what she wanted. she would be bruised in the moring. she moved against me and i groaned loudly. she was close. i knew. i could feel her tightening around me she clutche at my back scratching me
she was shaking
"Jacooob!!!" she screamed she was close so i gave it to her. she was moaning really loud but at this point i REALLY didnt care if Billy walked in. i snarled and then i fel Bella clench tight around me and orgasim rock thorugh her.
"Jacoooob. oooh dont stop.....please Jacob... please dont stop..." she was moaning loudly. i was close. my stomach ws rippling. and then i started cumming in her. the feeling was amazing. ide never felt like this before... its not like i had never had an orgasim... but never like this... i growled loudly. mabye Billy would just think i was jacking off. i growled mixed with a human groan. i could feel liquids dripping out of her onto the bed and then it was over. i took a deep breath and rolled off of her onto the bed
Bella?" I said her name slowly
"Yeah?" she was breathless. and gasping for air
"i am so suprised. how didnt Billy Wake up?"
"i dont know." she whispered the words
"Whoa." I said i pulled her onto my chest and kissed her on the lips lightly
"I love you." she said kissing my chest I pulled the blanket up over her and wrapped my arms around her
"I love you too."
I hummed her a song until she was asleep and then thought about it. i could hear Billys low breathing. he was semi awake.
"Jacob... I love you... My jacob..." Bella was mumbling in her sleep i listened for a long time. i wasent tired i didnt need sleep as much as a normal preson did. si i thought about her. Yeah... Billy wouldnt buy it if i said i was jacking off... i doubt he even knew i do it. i dont frikin snarl. Ugh,,, i thought about last night. fantasizing about Bella. and now instead of finishing it myself i had sex with her. small world.... a small laugh escaped my lips and bella started talking again
"Jacooob... Dont stooop...." she was dreaming of sex. i smiled. atleast ide made a good impression on her. she groaned for awhile in her sleep and then fell completely silent for the rest of the night i finally let sleep overcome me and i was out dreaming my own things. I was awake before Bella. i stood and walked into the bathroom. i ran a hand over my face staring in the mirror
"Jacooob... Dont stop..." It echoed through me and i found myself sitting on the floor. i pictured her naked again underneath me. "Say my name..." "Jacooob..." Screamed through my entire being. i wanted her again right now. but Billy was awake i could hear him in the kitchen cooking and i could hear his low breathing. i ran my fingers through my hair and thought about her. i was hard in the matter of seconds. it was mildly inconvenient. and especially in these pants that if i walk out with an erection my dad would notice immediatly. i stood and stared at myself in the mirror somemore. all i could see was bella and me. i was having a hard time thinking about anything else. i wondered if we'de ever do it again. i hoped i didnt hurt her. my sheets were pretty bloody. i thought about if we did do it again how i'de do it. and i thought about Bellas mouth on me. i growled. i wanted her now. my hands were shaking a little and the more i thought about it the harder i tremored. i knew it wasent going away any time soon. so i leaned against the wall and started jerking off. i replayed everythng in my head over and over. I was close in the matter of 5 minetes... i decided to hold it back so it was better, "Jacooob" it played over andover in my head i gripped tighter so i could imagine more easily that it was bella. i was breathing pretty hard now. i let my head collapse aganst the wall as i started cumming. it was good. better than i had come in monthes. not better than last night though, as soon as i was done i rolled my eyes at myself in the mirror and walked out Billy was in the kitchen with his bathrobe in standing infront of the stove. he probley heard all my hard bbreathing, he'de given me shit about it before. i remember him saying "All those strong Werewolf mucles shouldnt all go to playing with yourself." I blushed just thinking about that. i though quick i needed to say something...(A/N -- Some people get offended by Jacobs Jerking off scene on my myspace... i didnt mean it as an offensive thing... it was just a thing... something i wrote... let me know if it offended you and i will take it out)
"Wheres your chair dad?" ugh stuppid... he never uses it in the morning.
"didnt need it right now... legs are feelin pretty good." I nodded and sat down on the chair mentally punching myself.
"did you scare Bella away with all that snarling yet?" more blush... lie Jacob.. you can do it...
"Nah... i saw something outside... she was asleep by then." Billy pursed his lips. he didnt belive me. i thought about when she touched me and it sent me aching for her. i knew i couldnt control my thoughts so i went into my bedroom and layed down next to Bellas naked body. i dont know how i managed not to get hard before with seeing her breasts exposed i kept my hand from wandering. it was hard to do but i mangaged it. i was hard enough that it was throbbing again. she rolled over in her sleep into my arms and onto my chest. i steadied my breathing and ran my fingers up and down her spine. she was a little cold so i pulled the blanket up and onto her. and pressed my body against her. i'de get her warm in the matter of minetes. i ran my fingers through her hair and occasionally pressed my lips to her forehead. i loved her mabye more than i should. i knew if that bloodsucker came back into town with his good looks and money she'de go running for him. i grimaced. i caught a glimpse of her neck she was bruised i could see my teeth marks. i was a little mad i'de bitten her but i didnt hurt her. thats what mattered. she had bruises on her hips from my body slamming into hers but it wasent bad. she fluttered a little in my arms and then pressed herself closer to me. i knew if Billy walked in i was screwed. 'no Bella just SLEEPS naked... an sje just HAPPENS to be in my arms' i laughed a little. teach him to knock. she was a little restless so i hummed to her until she was still in my arms. she was mumbling. nothing i could pick out though. something about Victoria. and her Wolf i was proud to be HER WOLF. then her eyes fluttered open
"Morrnin'" I said to her
"Hey Jake" She sounded tired still and her hair was a little messy
"I love your sex hair..." I said smiling.
"Ooh... Uhhh... Thanks?" i smiled at her and kissed her on the cheek. it was less than i ached for but she wouldnt be in the mood all the time like me.
"Billy didnt hear us... ive already been up a few times... but he did ask me what my problem was.... you know with my snarling and all." she blushed nd evaluated her naked self. i glanced a short look and looked back to her she leaned to my lips and pressed her lips to mine. okay so she didnt regret it. now i wanted to know if she was in pain. i was sure that i didnt hurt her too bad but her bruises were pretty dark.
"Are you hungry? Billy just finished up breakfast..." I offered... get up and i can make sure your not hurt.. i was thinking
"Yeah" She mumbled standing up an searching around she cought a glimpse of what had happened to her tiny panties and looked a little frustrated
"Oops." I said i felt heat pulse to my face.
