SUICIDE NOTE
FINAL CHAPTER
Lest we forget the bravery involved in this war called love, let marriage be our bond and constant reminder
Holy Hell! We're FINALLY here! I think I may just cry!! I really just can't tell you how much I love this story!! So very much of my heart and soul was poured into this story. From beginning to end this story pulled my heart strings and played them in a wondrous Crescendo that is about to break forth! Ah… How long I have waited to post this FOREVERRRRR….. I love you all! Thank you so very much for your support through all this! I can' wait to hear your feedback on this!! Also. A little Note on the Mero/Nia/Matt situation. I think I may do a bit of a side story later maybe… That will kinda of go into detail on their strange little relationship. But for now it will be brief. I can't keep side tracking off of the actual pairing.
XD So yeah. Here ya go. The final chapter.
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Nia smiled softly as Raito came down the isle, wearing his white tux, his hair cut prim and proper back to how he once wore it, holding a single white Cali Lilly. His permanently damaged hands were covered by simple white gloves. Lawliet, standing at the alter, looked on, slumped, his hand jammed into his black tuxedo's pockets. He repeatedly clenched and unclenched his fists. Nerves were getting to him. He was about to make the biggest commitment of his life since choosing to become L.
Watari stood in front of them holding open a bible, smiling softly as Raito came down the hill to the alter. They were at a beautiful out door ampetheater on a hill, to the left of them was a lake and all around was a beautiful field and soft wooded areas just barely beyond that, and towering over the ampetheater was a beautiful weeping willow. The shade kept them cool in the warm spring air. Raito couldn't help but fidget a little as he faced Lawliet. He was rather handsome in that Tux. Mero had fussed over his hair and slicked it back, but some strands would not stay and fell into his face. He smiled and then turned to Watari.
Watari nodded.
"Dearly Beloved we are gathered here to celebrate the Union of Yagami Raito and… L Lawliet. I believe the grooms have prepared their own vows?" Watari said, his voice carrying out to the small group of people who had come for the wedding. Sayu, Matsuda, Mogi, Mrs. Yagami, Nia, Mero, Matt, Wedy, Aiber, and Ryuuk, who had forgotten that you could not kill yourself with a death note, and was left alive to serve out his punishment of forever working for L and Raito as a proxy.
Raito nodded at the same time Lawliet did. Lawliet cleared his throat.
"Raito… It has been a very long and hard road for the both of us. And there is still quite a long and hard road ahead of us. And I cannot think of a person I would like to share my future with more than you. I have never felt the peace that I have with you. You have made life very interesting and you have always kept me on my toes. We were once bitter rivals… And I suppose the saying is true when they say in order to have a rival, there must be something there that you admire that makes them more than just an enemy. You are brilliant Raito. And beautiful. And you are my perfect match… One Hundred Percent… And I love you. Always." Lawliet said. His hand came from his pocket and he reached out and threaded his fingers into Raito's. Raito's eyes were barely misted as he smiled sweetly at his lover and soon to be husband.
"As usual… You set the bar extremely high. I should have gone first…" Raito said with a chuckle, causing everyone else to give a small laugh as well. "Lawliet…. From the moment I met you my life has been turned upside down. I remember the moment clearly when I met you… And at that moment I never would have thought I could feel like this about you… I simple want to be swallowed up by your kisses and warm embrace. Everyday I love you more and more… From your sugar addiction, to your quirky way of sitting or… how you hold everything like it's infested with germs… You are more than I could have ever hoped for and I still do not believe I deserve you. You are too good for me… But in the words of Jane Austin… No one minds having what's too good for them… And I don't mind having you at all. I have put my life into your hands… And now I give you my heart and soul. I love you L Lawliet. Until the end of time." Raito said. Lawliet smiled impishly, genuinely, his own eyes slightly misty.
"That was beautiful Raito…"
Watari cleared his throat. "Do you Raito take L Lawliet to have and to hold, to love and to honor, in sickness and in health, till death do you part?"
Raito nodded. "I do."
"And do you Lawliet take Yagami Raito to have and to hold, to love and to honor, in sickness and in health, till death do you part?"
Lawliet nodded, more of his hair falling out of place and into his face.
"I do."
Watari motioned for Matsuda to send a small little blonde boy up to the alter with a pillow, and on it were two simple white gold bands.
"Thank you Rui." Lawliet said as he and Raito bent down and retrieved the rings.
Watari smiled.
"Raito. Please take Lawliet's left hand." Watari instructed. Raito reached out and picked up the pale hand and smiled.
"Place the ring on his finger, and repeat the following. With this ring. I thee wed."
Raito slipped the ring easily onto the long slender finger.
"With this ring… I thee wed…"
Watari looked to Lawliet, who quickly took Raito's hand and with his index thumb vice grip, slipped the ring onto Raito's finger.
"With this ring, I thee wed."
Watari went to open his mouth when a very persistent Mero called out.
"JUST KISS HIM ALREADY!"
Raito grinned and wrapped and arm around Lawliet's waist and pulled him to him, running his fingers through that raven hair as Lawliet reached out and wrapped his arms around Raito's neck, and finally, their lips met.
There was a chorus of whoops and cheers from the small group as Raito lifted Lawliet up and spun him around.
"ABOUT TIME!!" Mero said as he pulled Nia to him. Nia simply slumped into the boisterous blonde, who had in fact, not gotten a hair cut. Nia had insisted he didn't. Matt chuckled and leaned over his lovers.
"I think we should go around and get the honey mooners their limo." He said. Mero nodded and Nia stood, knocking heads with Matt, both giving a small annoyed 'Ow'. Mero simply chuckled and kissed both their foreheads before leading the way to the car.
"Come along my little tender lumplings." He said airly. Matt and Nia followed, linking hands as they walked, Nia was wearing one of Matt's stripped shirts. Perhaps a bit tacky for the wedding, but he refused to wear anything else. And Lawliet and Raito of all people understood. He smiled as he looked down at the small tattooed Kanji that stood for love on his ring finger, matching the one on both Mero and Matt's fingers. Now everyone could live happily ever after… Just like in the movies.
Raito finally released his new husband, both men flushed and grinning stupidly.
Raito only looked up when he heard a horn honk and Matt Nia and Mero were leaning against the limo, all wearing some sort of smirk.
"C'mon you silly love birds! The honey moon awaits!" Mero exclaimed.
Raito was still smiling when he felt himself being swept off his feet and lifted bridal style by Lawliet. Raito blushed.
"Lawliet!!"
"I get to be the dominant one tonight Raito. I have been waiting a very long time. So just relax and enjoy yourself." Lawliet purred. Raito blushed, giving Lawliet a dumb founded look. Sayu giggled and waved to her brother, Mrs. Yagami had tears in her eyes and a sweet smile on her face, Mogi and Matsuda were beaming like idiots, Aiber and Wedy both waving and smirking, knowing what kind of honey moon the pair was in for, because, they had indeed planned it for the two.
Raito was carried up the hill and to the limo where he was deposited onto the seat before Lawliet waved to everyone and climbed in, shutting the door as they drove off. Raito looked some what flustered, but he had no time to react before Lawliet was on him, showering him with kisses and affection. Raito returned the gesture. They both were in utter bliss.
"I love you Lawliet."
"I Love you Raito."
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Mero nuzzled down into the warm California king, soon joined by Matt and Nia.
"Hmm… You think they're gonna have a good time?" Mero pondered aloud.
"Not nearly as good as ours I'm sure…" Nia assured him. Matt snorted and cuddled Nia closer.
Mero leaned into Nia and closed his eyes.
"I can't wait till they get back. We get to bombard them with questions." Mero said chuckling.
"They wont answer." Nia pointed out.
"It's not the answers I care about." Mero replied.
"He just likes to see them blush and start arguments." Matt grumbled falling prey to exhaustion. Nia grunted in response.
Mero chuckled.
"G'night Nia…" Nia kissed Mero's cheek as he always did.
"Good Night Mero…" he grumbled half asleep. Matt smiled softly at his two little lovers. There had to be a God out there somewhere… Because he sure as hell was blessed.
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Lawliet carried Raito all the way up to their honey moon suit, and opened the door with his, now bare, foot. Raito couldn't help but chuckle at the sight of Lawliet opening the door like that, but then got over it as he was deposited onto the bed. Raito took a moment to examine the beautiful suit. It was lowly lit and there was a Jacuzzi bath and a large canopy bed, champagne in a bucket of ice along with two glasses, and of course, a table piled with sweets. Raito would have to remember to thank Aiber and Wedy for this later.
Lawliet undid his bow tie and tossed it aside and untucked his shirt. Raito chuckled.
"Apt to be naked Lawliet?" Raito teased, lounging back on the bed. Lawliet chuckled.
"I plan to be naked for at the very least eighty percent of the next three days. And then sixty-two for the rest of the week, and then for the following two months I have planned for the rest of our honey moon, at least nude every evening that we are not out doing other things, so twenty percent." Lawliet explained as he stripped off his clothing languidly. Raito swallowed hard. Percentages had never sounded so sexy….
He quickly followed Lawliet's lead, stripping off his clothes as well. Stopping at his gloves and socks. He felt that sickly lump in the back of his throat as he remembered the pain of it. Lawliet was soon on the bed, in a somewhat Nia-esque perch beside him as he took one of Raito's hands into his own, gently pulling away the silky glove. Raito looked away from the hideous scarring. The holes had healed up thanks to advanced medical science, but the scars were still nasty and indented into his skin, still quite pink since it had only been a few months ago that they had been damaged. Lawliet raised the slightly trembling hand to his lip, kissing the damaged skin tenderly.
"Raito… you needn't be afraid of what I think… They add character… As does the Kanji on your chest. They can serve as a reminder of how I almost lost you and give me all the more reason to protect you in the future…" Lawliet whispered, resting his mouth against Raito's palm. Raito blushed and then nodded.
"I know… I know Lawliet… they just… remind me of everything that happened still… It hurts still…" Raito explained. Lawliet reached out and pulled the glove from the other hand and tossed it aside and motioned for Raito to rid himself of his socks. Raito complied and then Lawliet could wait no longer.
"Enough sadness. We can be depressed when were are dead. Now is the time for joy and celebration." Lawliet said tackling Raito to the bed, both of them laughing gently as they play fought for dominance, Lawliet, of course as he had promised, came out on top and was going to be the dominant one for the very first time in his relationship with Raito. Raito was not nervous. He trusted Lawliet openly and completely. He spread his legs, inviting the ravenette to take what he had earned, and take he would.
Lawliet pressed his fingers to Raito's lips, urging him with his eyes. Raito nodded and took the two presented digits into his mouth, sucking and licking at them passionately. Lawliet moaned softly, his cock already hardening. He reached down with his free hand and began to stroke Raito firmly. Raito gasped around Lawliet's fingers and arched into the hot touch. One would have thought the detective to be cold to the touch… But he wasn't… He was indeed, very, very warm.
Lawliet pulled his now slick fingers away from Raito's mouth and slowly pushed one digit into the hot tight passage, moving it in and out, massaging the sensitive insides, prodding around for that one spot that would make Raito cry our in ecstasy. He slipped in another finger, making Raito wince slightly. It was interesting to be entered. Those long thin fingers felt so immensely huge, and the pressure was enjoyable. Though it was not as good as it could.
Lawliet brushed his fingers against Raito's prostate.
"AH!! FUCK! Yes…. Oh fuck Lawliet…" Raito panted as Lawliet massaged his prostate while stretched him. Lawliet found that he enjoyed how vulgar Raito got when they were having sex. It was some how extremely stimulating. Raito was squirming on the fingers within him, panting and moaning, tossing his head from side to side, his eyes squeezed shut and his body was rigid, save for his jaw, which hung slackly open as he breathed heavily. Lawliet pulled his fingers out of the prepared passage and Raito groaned at the loss.
Lawliet grabbed a couple pillows and put them under Raito's back to make this easier on him as he lifted the man closer.
"Raito. Why did you chose to be Kira?" he asked. Raito's eyes snapped open.
"What the hell kinda question is that to ask during HOLY FUCK!"
Lawliet pushed in quickly and forcefully in one thrust causing Raito to cry out.
"It was meant to distract you Raito." Lawliet said with a devilish smirk. Raito glared momentarily but he was over come by the feeling of being filled.
"L-Lawliet… please…" he breathed, his voice hoarse from his shouting. Lawliet nodded and pulled slowly out, all the way to the point where only his head was still imbedded in Raito, who was hissing and groaning at the sensation. Lawliet waited a moment before slamming forward quickly and deeply, hitting that sensitive little bundle of nerves.
Raito screamed louder at the intense feelings of passion and wanton ecstasy that had come over him. It was as if all the things that made up he and Lawliet had met in some sort of cosmic sexual god worthy pleasure.
"Lawliet… Oh…" Raito tossed his head to one side, his breathing sporadic and shallow and his arms bent beside each side of his face. Lawliet repeated his slow powerful thrusts, watching Raito's hands clench and unclench, his face scrunched up with unimaginable ecstasy.
"Bloody hell Raito…" Lawliet moaned as Raito clamped down on him in time with his thrusts. Raito laughed softly, his eyes closing and his face becoming peaceful and blissful. Lawliet looked down as he picked up pace, taking in the sight of Raito, comparing him to a fallen angel.
"Harder Lawliet…" Raito begged, breathless and barely able to form a coherent sentence. Lawliet's hips responded before his brain could compute what had been said and he slammed in harder, brutally assaulting Raito's prostate. Raito cried out and smiled at the feelings that were welling up as a familiar heat pooled in his pelvis.
He reached down to grab Raito's erection was slapped away. Lawliet looked back to Raito and saw heated passion in Raito's eyes as he whispered huskily to Lawliet.
"You… just you…"
Lawliet's eyes rolled into the back of his head and he surrendered to the feeling of the hot tightness around him, his hips jerking and thrusting powerfully.
"Raito!" he cried as he felt himself driven over the edge. Raito felt the warm seed fill him and gasped, arching against Lawliet.
"Lawliet!" he sprayed them both with his own creamy fluids. They both were utterly silent and still for a moment, before Lawliet fell heavily to the side. Raito looked over at his lover and husband with a caring smile.
"Raito knows just how to push my buttons…" he breathed.
"You're all buttons Lawliet. I just had to pick one…" Raito replied. Lawliet chuckled softly.
"So… What do you say we go try out that big Jacuzzi tub in there and get cleaned up Raito?" Lawliet offered.
Raito smiled and nodded.
"I'd like that."
They laughed together, and moaned together, and smiled together, cried together, worked together, fought together, sometimes they fought each other, and they loved together, and they loved each other.Till death parted them… I wish I could say they lived happily ever after… But this is not that kind of story…
But They were happy for at least sixty-four percent of the time….
The End
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So there ya have it. The freaking end. If Begged I may do a sequel. But if not I wont. Like I said before. I am working on some stuff and things and I want you to tell me which of the offered plots you wanna see me do next. I really hope you enjoyed this series. I really enjoyed writing it. It's really been a lot of fun. I had a lot of help with the ideas Thanks to The Matches! They spurred on a shit ton of this story! And thanks to my readers for sticking with this story from beginning to end! Thanks to all my reviewers for your words of encouragement! I love you guys! I can't wait to get more feed back in the future!! You guys rule!! A gazillion Interweb cookies to you!! See you in the next story my tender lumplings!
REITA YUKI
