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Patricia's POV
Eddies arms felt so secure around, he made it feel as though everything will be okay. With my ear against his chest I could feel his heavy breathing I could feel his heart beating calmly. Eddie started to grip my fresh cuts. He wasn't doing this before and I tried not to wince but I couldn't help it.
"Oh right, sorry", he mumbled seeing my reaction. "Wait that was your other arm"
Eddie had now dropped me out of the hug we once held and he was now talking down to me. I did nothing but looked down ashamed.
"Patricia!" he grabbed my arm and ripped up my sleeve not caring if I was in pain.
"Do you have any self control?" Eddie shouted loudly once seeing the cuts.
I looked Eddie sharply in the eye before leaving the room crying. Now my list had changed on people keeping me alive. There was no one but me, and I hated myself. So I'm not even on that list. My head was so full it was pounding. My breathing got heavier and my heart started to race. I got my hands and put them to my head pulling on my hair. Words cannot describe what is going on in my head. I dropped to the ground out sound eddies room and cried loudly. I was about to explode.
