Disclaimer: I wish I owned Twilight, believe me I do, but I don't *frowny face*

Previously:

Without knowing it, I started leaning into him, until our lips were only a few centimeters apart. Before I closed my eyes I saw him lean forward. Just when our lips were about to touch…

"Edward?" It was a girl's voice. A voice I've never heard before...

BPOV

Me and Edward pulled away quickly. I was surprised at what had almost happened, but also a little sad that we were interrupted. Which brings us back to the intruder.

I heard her footsteps grow louder as she spoke again.

"Edward, are you here?" her voice was sweet. Like Alice's but less cheery.

After a few seconds, I saw her face as she walked into the center of the garden, standing in front of us.

She was beautiful. She had wavy, dirty blonde hair, her lips were a little pale but went perfectly with her complexion which was surprising darker than everyone else's, and her hazely-gold eyes sparkled in the sun. (AN-link on profile)

She looked back and forth between me and Edward as if we've done something behind her back. Which in a way is true, but why would she care? Unless…no. I didn't even want to think about that. –but what if it was true? What if Edward did have a…a, girlfriend?

I could feel the sadness falling onto my face, so I quickly composed my features.

"Who's she?" She asked Edward. Trying to sound polite, but I could tell she was upset.

I glanced at Edward. He had a concentrated look on his face. His eyebrows were pulled together, his lips were in a tight line, and he wasn't really staring at anything in particular. But then he came back to normal. As if her voice brought him out of his trance.

Edward looked at the girl a little surprised, and then back to me. I started to wonder if he would ever answer so instead I answered.

"I'm Cameron" I said. "Who are you?" I then asked.

She looked at me with a look in her eyes that I couldn't really place.

"I'm Adrian, Edwards..-friend."She stuttered. My heart sunk at the thought of her being Edwards' girlfriend. Although she didn't say that she was his girlfriend, I could tell she probably was by the way she said 'friend.'

I looked back at Edward at this point, but he was just staring at the ground with a guilty look on his face. The space between all of us was then very silent, and after a while I couldn't take the silence anymore.

"I'm just gonna, go now." I said quietly and a little hurt. I got up from the stone bench and walked back up the path and into the house. Once I was out of their sight, I ran full speed upstairs and into Alice's room. I checked to see if anyone was here, which there wasn't. I closed the door quietly, and then sat down on her bed. I hugged my knees to my chest, and started thinking about what just happened.

Me and Edward had almost kissed. Almost. But we were interrupted. By his girlfriend. So Edward was about to kiss me knowing that he had a-girlfriend. (You can only imagine how hard it is to say that Edward has a girlfriend.) What the fuck, was that.

I had so many feelings in me at this point. Confusion, anger, sadness. I just wanted to crawl up into a ball on the bed and go to sleep. To just rid my mind of all these thoughts and relax, but of course, I can't. A really big down side to becoming a vampire, but I guess I'll just have to deal with it.

I sighed and put my head down on my knees. Just then I heard the doorknob click and the door creak open. I lifted my head a little to see who it was. It was Alice. She walked over to the bed and set down next to me.

"Cameron, are you ok?" she asked me. I snorted in my mind. No, I wanted to say. I'm not doing ok at all. But of course I wasn't going to tell her that. I picked my head up fully, put my knees back down, and looked at her.

"Yea, i'm fine Alice, thanks." I replied, not even sounding convincing to myself.

Alice looked at me with a face that told me she obviously knew I was lying.

"You're lying." She lamely stated. "What's wrong? You can tell me."

I sighed again. "It's nothing Alice, don't worry about it."

"You sure?" she asked, sounding a little concerned.

"Yes. I just, don't wanna talk about it." I said softly.

"Ok." She sighed. "Well you wanna do something? Help get your mind off it?"

"Sure Alice, like what?"

She looked like she was thinking.

"Um, well since you were so rudely interrupted last time by my airhead brother, we should go hunting." She smiled. "I was going to go soon anyway."

I thought about it, and then agreed. I was hungry, and hunting would definitely get my mind off Edward and his girlfriend.

***

Alice and I were walking around in the woods waiting for some animal to come around, and mean while, I've been feeling a little better, but, walking around in silence, was not helping at all.

Just when I was about to say something to break the silence, I heard the distant sound of feet hitting the ground, and a delicious scent fill the air. The only problem is that the thing that was walking around, was not animal. It was human.

I was trying to control myself, trying to cut off my sense of smell, but it was too strong. I've never felt this out of control before. Maybe if I wasn't basically a newborn and if I was actually able to feed before and wasn't so hungry, this wouldn't be so hard, but, I am.

I felt myself start to go into hunting mode. My senses taking over completely. My upper lip curled back baring my teeth. A growl escaped my lips. I was about to crouch and start running in the direction that the human was in when I heard Alice's voice.

"Cameron? Are you ok?" she asked in a very hesitant and careful voice. She must have smelt it too.

I turned around to face her. Her eyes went wide at what I was pretty sure was my facial expression. Wild eyes and a menacing look.

"Oh no." I heard her say under her breath. "Cameron, don't. Try to resist it." At this point I was completely taken by my senses and her words didn't register in my head.

I turned back around then sprinted toward the scent.

"Cameron!" I heard Alice scream. But I didn't listen I just kept running.

The burning in my throat got worse and worse and I was getting more and more impatient.

In the distance I started to see people. By this time, the burning was completely unbearable and I started to pick up the pace, but before I could go any faster, someone jump right on top of me, sending me straight down to the ground.

"Cameron stop!" Alice yelled. It was her who stopped me?

I felt her on top of me, but I was still stronger than her. I flipped us both over, and Alice went up into the air. I kicked her with both feet and she went flying into a tree.

I got back up and started running again. I was getting closer and closer when I was stopped again.

I was pressed up on a tree, and this time, it wasn't Alice.

"Stop. Now." The person whispered menacingly into my ear. I knew who it was. It was Edward. Funny how he's the one always stopping me.

I turned around to face him and was about to attack, when I looked past him and saw Alice. She was on the ground, still in shock. I felt a rush of pain run through me. I hurt Alice. How could I do that? My thirst suddenly vanished completely, as I no longer had an appetite. I could feel my facial features twist up into pain and self-hatred.

I was about to walk towards her when Edward pushed me back to the tree. I looked up and met his eyes. They were cold and disappointed. I immediately looked away.

I looked back and then also saw someone else next to her, helping her off of the ground. I could tell it was jasper. Perfect 'first' impression to make. Now I really looked like a monster.

When he was done helping her up, he looked at me. He had a blank expression but I could tell that he was very upset.

They all started staring at me then. I felt terrible, and I couldn't take all the shame I felt. I broke out of Edwards grasp and ran all the way back to the house and locked myself in the bathroom. My hands griped the edges of the sink as I put my head down, and I started to sob again. I can't believe that I hurt Alice. I mean it probably didn't hurt that much physically, but emotionally, yes.

I felt extremely horrible. What kind of person does that? An out of control vampire, that's who. I thought in my head. But I had never been this out of control before. Even around hundreds of people, I've naturally kept myself contained. What's wrong with me?

I looked up into the mirror and hated what I saw. I mean, yea I looked pretty, but I hated having to hide myself from them. Then again, why did I have to hide myself from them? I didn't, I was just afraid to show them who I really was, or how they would react to seeing me again.

In that moment I let my real self come out. My eyes went back to their original topaz-ish color, my skin turning the actual paleness that it is, and my curly brown hair fell to the sides of my face. I was Bella again.

I started to calm down the slightest bit, when I heard my fake name being called.

"Cameron?" Alice called.

Instantly, I turned back into Cameron, as my head turned toward the door. Why would Alice want to talk to me at all after what I did? Matter of fact, I wouldn't be surprised if they kick me out of their home.

"Cameron, where are you?" she didn't sound the slightest bit mad. I heard her footsteps get closer to the door, and then knew that she knew I was in here. She finally made it to the door and put her hand on the knob, and started to turn it slowly.

"Cam, its o-" she stopped her sentence abruptly, and the knob stopped turning. I got concerned and pulled the door open.

Alice was standing there with a blank expression on her face and her eyes looked glazed over, like she was daydreaming. And then I remembered that she could see the future. She was having a vision.

A few moments went by before she came back to life. Her mouthed dropped slightly and her eyes widened in shock and some other emotion that I couldn't tell what it was.

She blinked her eyes a few times and then looked at me like she just noticed I was there. Her features then turned into what looked like shock and pain. I looked back at her with confusion in my eyes. What was her vision?

She then opened her mouth to speak.

"B-B-Bella?"


AN- Dun-dun-dunnnn! So Alice knows that its Bella now-exciting isn't it?! lol. Oh, and whether the girl is actually Edwards girlfriend or not—you'll have to find out by reading the next chapter! Haha =]

Welll this is my Thanksgiving treat and I am thankful for all of my reviewers and alerters!! –I tried to make this one a little bit longer for you guys so I hope you enjoyed it and hope you had a Wonderful Thanksgiving! And I will now dedicate this chapter to all the people who reviewed last chapter by writing down all their names below =] :

Thank you….

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PS-I will be putting up the link of what Adrian and Cameron look like. Thnx and R&R!!!!