Here is Chapter 9! Hope you enjoy!

~*~Sam POV~*~

I crawled into bed that night, I was miserable, really miserable. Alex knew that what he made me do was a mistake, but he got information after he left. Freddie confessed to everything, knowing that I was in the hallway when everything happened to me and my unborn children years ago. He also confessed to stealing the car. Alex didn't know what to do about the first thing that he had done, so he had to call in extra help. That's what he was doing in the other room.

I lied and pulled the covers up to my chin. I needed to leave, right away. I wanted to leave this all and make all of this go away. But I couldn't.

I heard a soft knock on the door, Alex stood there with a phone to his ear.

"Hey," he said softly.

"Hey," I said back.

"There are some kids on the phone that want to talk to their mom," he said.

I reached my hand out and he handed the phone to me.

"Hello?"

"Hi Mommy." It was my son, Josh.

"What are you up to?"

"Nothing much, grandma said that tomorrow we can to the park and play on the play ground," He said, all happily.

"That sounds nice. What are the others up to?" I asked.

"They in time out," he replied.

"What did they do?"

"Had a food fight when pappy went potty." Josh stopped talking, and then he come back, "By momma, I have to go take a nap now."

"Bye baby," I said. The call ended. Alex looked at me. He sat on the edge of the bed.

"Are you alright?" he asked.

"I miss the." I then began to cry. He came over to me and hugged me.

"You will see the kids soon," he said, shushing me.

"I miss my first babies." I cried into his shirt. He rubbed my back.

"I know, that asshole brought your past up. But baby, live in the future. You have 5 almost 6 kids, and a husband. They all love you. Not matter what happened in the past, I love you, no matter what." He kissed me. We lied back and he held me close, whispering random things into my ear. He stopped suddenly."Um, he gave me something to give to you."

"What?" I asked, sitting up.

"He gave me an envelope to give to you. I think it has a letter," he said.

"Can I see it?" I asked.

"Just let me read it first, okay?" he asked.

"Go ahead." Alex got off the bed and then went to his coat handing on the door handle. He then got an envelope and opened it. He then read the note and stopped. "What?"

"He misses you, he wised that it was him that was me, with the job, the money and you." He handed me the letter and then left the room. I looked at the letter;

Dear Sam,

I wish that it was me with you. Not that man. I know that you still have feelings for me. I know you do. I wish that it was me that had all those kids with you, and had the amazing job. I wish that I could go back and time and fix this all. But you can't change the past. I wish that I could though. So, Sam, remember me, forever.

Love You,

Freddie

I looked up, Alex was at the door. I showed him the letter, and ripped it up. He smiled.

"Alex, I love you. I never want to leave you, ever," I said. He come over and kissed me. But I felt something.

Old feelings for a brown haired tech nub coming back to me.

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