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Chapter Nine

I threw on the nearest clothes I could find and sprinted down the stairs. As I reached for the door, it practically smacked me in the face.

"Where are you going in such a huff, EJ?" my dad asked me as I crashed into him. "Whoa! Slow down there, cowboy. You should be in bed anyway."

"Let me go!" I screamed at him, barely able hold myself up.

"EJ c'mon let me get you back upstairs. Then I'll get you something to eat."

I wanted to resist because I had to find her. I knew my body was not going to let me, so I surrendered. When my dad came up, he carried a bowl of broccoli cheddar soup and a pain pill. I was surprised that he had remembered that it was my favorite.

"You wanna watch the game?" he asked me as he flopped down in my recliner.

I wanted to tell him no, just leave me alone but I did not have the energy. To top it off he looked so damn happy sitting in my chair with the remote in his hand that I just shook my head, rolled my eyes and ate my soup.

"So… Uh… Bella Cullen, huh?"

I choked on my soup. "Um… Yeah what about her?"

"Well, she didn't leave your side at the hospital so I just assumed…."

"Assumed what?"

"Well, she told me that you two had gone to dinner to get to know each other? Is that right?"

"Yeah that's about it…. I guess."

"You guess? You either like her or you don't, EJ."

That is when I snapped. "My name is Edward," I said through clenched teeth. "And if you must know I do like her." I shot him a pointed glance and turned back to my food. We watched the rest of the game in silence.

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"Bella, you came back" I sat up from my bed feeling relief wash over me.

"Yes, EJ I did" she said seductively. She sauntered over to my bed and stretched out next to me. She began to caress my arms, "I'm sorry I left that way. Please forgive me?"

"Oh Bella, there's nothing to forgive. I should have been more careful. I love you."

"Let me make it up to you" she whispered in my ear.

She began nibbling on my ear lob. She snaked her arms under the covers and around me. I let the cold of her touch penetrate my aching muscles and she rubbed my arms. I turned my head to her to receive her kiss. She was slow and deliberate, searching out my tongue. I fisted my hands in her soft hair and pulled her onto me. She purred in to my mouth when she felt how ready I was for her. Teasingly she rocked her hips back and forth on me before she pushed her self up. She was captivating sitting on top of me like that. I watched her hands as she slid them down her form and pulled her shirt over her head. I reached my hands out to touch her skin. She grabbed my wrists and forced me down into the bed. Her whole demeanor had changed, but I did not object. She yanked the sheets from between us and shoved my boxers down around my ankles. She ripped off her own clothes and pinned me back down. I was so excited I was quivering. She giggled a little at me as she plunged herself down on my hard member. Back and forth, up and down… she was like a porn star riding me, holding me down. It was erotic that she would not let me touch her. She bent down to kiss me and then I saw that her eyes were black.

"Bella…..."

"Shh love," she crooned.

She kissed my mouth and face. She breathed in my ear. I felt my climax coming and she knew it too. She began driving me in deeper and squeezing her folds tighter. I wanted to touch her and hold her in this moment but she would not loosen her powerful grip on me. I was so close I tried to focus on something else.

"Bella please?"

Something flashed in her eyes and instantly she was at my neck. I screamed in agony.

I shot up out of bed with my hand at my throat. Panting I ran into the bathroom to look for my self in the mirror.

"That wasn't real," I sighed to myself. I started the shower deciding warm would be the best right now.

As I dried off, I began thinking to myself that maybe being intimate with a vampire is not such a good idea. That maybe I should back off and give this some more time. Honestly, I barely knew her. I had not even been here for a month. Maybe I should give other girls a chance. Nevertheless, there was this crazy connection between us. This spark that could not be denied. I remembered the panic I felt at the thought of her leaving me forever after she told me what she was. I remembered our first time and how amazing it was to be wrapped up in her arms and surrounded by her femininity. Then when she left, I had felt so lost. So alone. I could not bear to feel that again. I realized then that I was not strong enough to stop dad from leaving me and I could not save Victoria, but I could do something about Bella. I decided right then that I must seek her out. That I would rather be standing on deaths doorstep than to be without her.