AN: Hey guys, so no one said anything about wanting to do it and well i was thinking maybe ill still do it but it won't be quick. I have ALOT going on write. I have these huge exams but im making this for you :) Hope you enjoy it :D

Miley's Point Of View.

OMG. Nick's kissing me. I have wanted this for so long. This is finally good. Right? But no, i can't do this. He left. He broke my heart. I can't just let him back in like this. So i pulled away.

"Nick. Stop." He looked at me confused.

"What do you mean? Don't you want this? I thought… I thought you still loved me too." I do. I truly do. But. I can't tell him that. I can't risk him breaking my heart again.

"No. Im sorry. I moved on." And with that i walked away. I had no idea i could lie that well. That had to be the hardest thing i have ever done. But if i didn't i know that i will just get hurt worse. I could feel my eyes glazing over with tears, i knew i shouldn't but i shot a quick glance back at Nick. He looked broken. I couldn't believe i caused him to be like that. But i jut kept walking i HAD to.

I walked straight to the girls toilets and that's when i truly started to cry. This is how it is always. I got to the girls toilets and i cry. It never changes. I pulled up my sleeves and saw my scars. I guess i never told you this. No one knows. There isn't really anyone to care enough to know. I guess that's why i do this. I harm myself. All of a sudden Mitchie burst in so i quickly pulled down my sleeves.

"Omg, Miley, are you okay? Why are you crying?"

"Im not." She looked at me like she didn't believe me. "Fine i am."

"Why? Nick told you he still loves you. Why did you go off like that? Why did you tell him you don't love him anymore? I mean you clearly do. Don't you?" She looked at me begging for an answer. I sighed.

"Yeah, Yeah i do." I whispered. But she heard.

"Then why did you say all that?" She looked at me confused.

"Mitchie. I can't just take him back. He broke my heart. He just left. He said i was a GAME to him. Mitchie how i meant to believe him? How am i meant to TRUST him. I don't… i don't want to get hurt." She looked at me sympathetically.

"Look. i know i haven't know you for long but i can see this is hurting you and i can see you love him and i can ee he loves you and he truly does. No jokes. Just look at him and you can see it. But it's your choice." With that she waled out. I just stared at the door. I looked down at my arms again and did what i knew best. Took out a piece of glass to cut myself. It's was what i always did to deal with things. I pressed the piece of glass against my skin, feeling the piercing pain shoot through me. But is was nice. Just what i wanted.

2 weeks passed and Nick tried talking to me but i couldn't let him. Mitchie tried to but for some reason i just blocked her out. I hadn't talked to anyone since that day. I started to cut even more. And worse. We were sat in class, all of us. The 'populars', me, mitchie. The rest of the class.

"Okay, SO. We are going to be doing trust exercise today" Ms. Thompsan said. Great. I LLOOOVEEE these things. It's always a paired thing. Who would i go with? "Now i wont be letting you pick your partners. That would be too easy." Oh god. PLEASE don't pick Nick for me. "So… it'll be…Nick and.." Not me. Not me. Not me. "Selena." Okay, not too sure that's any better. But it obviously was to her because she squealed. Grrreeat. "Okay and… Mitchie with … Harper" Thats Selena's 'BF', more like wannabe." Miley with …" Well this would be interesting. "David" I looked up and saw David look at me and then Nick too. i just looked down quickly. David is Nicks best friend. He's not too bad, he's never been one of the mean ones, he never said or did anything mean to me. So i guess i don't have that big of a problem with him. Ms. Thompson then paired everyone else off.

"Ok now get into your twos." I walked over to David.

"Hey" He said with a bit of a smile, which i didn't return, his smile then wept off his face, i just gave a bit of a nod, as i said. i haven't talked for ages, why start now? "Okay then… " He said a bit awkwardly.

"Miley. Please. Take off your jumper. It is BOILING in here." My eyes bugged out. I can't i have too many cuts, scars and all. "Now miley. You will pass out." I uncertainly took it off and hid the inners of my arms. I looked really nervous and David noticed this and gave me a strange look.

"Okay, now hold yours arms out and take each others wrists." No. I can't. He'll see.

"Miley, yours arms." David said. I started freaking out until her took me arms. His eyes then widened.

"Oh my god" He mouthed. I started to hyperventilate. He pushed my arms down and gave me a look to keep quite and go along with him. I gave him a confused look.

"Ms? Miley really doesn't look well and she's hyperventilating, can i take her to the nurse?" Ms Thompson looked over to me and nodded. David dragged me out.

"Miley? What is this?" He shouted as he grabbed my arms.

"I..I.. I don't know." He shook is head. "Please, please don't tell anyone."

"You have to stop."

"I can't. This is how i deal. I have no one else to help me."

"What do you mean? Nick has been trying to be there for you for the past 2 weeks. Miley he really loves you…" I then cut him off.

"Don't. Don't talk to me about him." He then sighed.

"Fine."

The day went by a bit of a daze, David always looked over at me and even sat with me at lunch which really confused everybody. I tried to get him to leave but he wouldn't.

The next morning.

I woke up quite early and had a sudden urge to just cut myself. I get those a lot. I have no reason now. I just have an urge and i have to do it. I went into my bathroom and got a razor and went down to my arm to cut myself when something stopped me.

"Don't you dare." I dropped the raze and looked up to see David standing there.

"What - What are you doing here?"

"Making sure you don't do anything."

"Why?"

"I don't know. i feel responsible for you now." I just looked at him. "Come on. Get dressed and get your breakfast, your mum had to go to work early but she let me in." I looked at him a bit confused but before i could say anything he was pushing me out of my room.

"Hey! Don't i get a say in this?"

"Nope." He replied bluntly. I laughed. I actually laughed, i hadn't done that in ages. "Ay, look at that. I've made you laugh."

"Oh shut up."

"Now im not leaving you alone so i will turn around while you get dressed." I quickly grabed a pair of jeans, an old top and a baggy jumper and then got dressed.

"Ready."

"Good." He smiled at me and dragged me downstairs. We got our food, he decided to eat with me, and he then drove me to school. I wonder how this will turn out…

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