I can't get her out of my mind.
She's vulnerable and I want to protect her like I'm her hero but at the same time I want to peel off that wall she's hiding behind.
I saw the look on her face when I leaned in.
She wanted me. And I wanted her.
But that's bad because I'm doing this for a bet.
But I can't deny that I want to be more than friends.
I want her to be mine. I want to know what scares her, what pisses her off, what makes her happy.
I'm tempted to throw off the bet because I know, I just know I'm falling fast and hard for her and I can't fight it.
I know she does even if she's afraid to admit it.
Everytime I'm with her, I forget about the bet and I just want to get to know her.
But I keep reminding myself that this is just a game, a plot to show Ethan I can get in any girls pants.
I'm not about to be tied down to any girl.
But I wonder if I win the bet, what will I do afterwards?
Will I continue to be with her or push her away?
Just the thought of pushing her away hurts me.
Even the thought of her being with another guy drives me crazy.
I don't know what will happen but I know that its going to hurt the both of us.
