Amy invited me to the show tonight. She says that everyone misses me, but I knew the real reason why she wanted me to come.

Yeah I know it's been 4 weeks already, and I know I'm ignoring John, but it's not like I'm causing him any pain, or making him lose focus. Like seriously.

[JOHN'S P.O.V]

John: Dam it!

I said as I got hit in the head for the 5th time already.

Randy: Come on Cena focus.

Randy said as he was wearing punching gloves holding his hands up for me to punch and dodge when he went to hit my head.

I went to punch again. After 3 punches, Randy went for my head, and once again forgot to dodge.

I sighed angrily and threw my gloves on the floor and went to get water.

Randy: John what the hell has been up with you lately? Ever since you left New York, your head's been somewhere else.

Randy said following me from behind.

I ignored him and just gulped down almost half of my cold water bottle and Randy went to get one for him.

Randy: Look, what's up, is there something on your mind? 'Cause if there is then I think you should tell me, if it's bothering you that much.

Randy said holding his water bottle in both his hands.

I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. Maybe I should just tell him, it's been eating me up inside, and I've never felt this before.

I took a deep breath and told him.

John: That night, 4 weeks ago after the club when you and everyone else went home, I took Evelyn for a walk to calm her down, because of what happened in the club. So when she stopped crying I bought each other ice cream. Next thing you know we're throwing our ice creams at each other and then….

I stopped after that.

Randy: Then what happened?

John: I grabbed her by the waist and kissed her. She kissed me back and it felt amazing. I don't think I've ever kissed a girl like that, and a girl never kissed me the way she did. Anyway after the kiss she just took off without saying anything.

After I was done talking Randy's mouth was hanging down open in shock.

John: Whoa Randy careful or else you'll choke on a fly.

I said closing his mouth from being in shock.

Randy: Dude what the fuck? How can you not tell me, me your best friend that you and E.V kissed?

Randy finally said.

John: That's the thing. I didn't tell anyone because I have these feelings for her that I've never felt before and they're scaring the hell out of me.

Randy: Why should it be scaring you?

John: Because that's not me. I don't get feelings, I'm John Cena I'm a player, and this has never happened to me before man.

I said gripping Randy's shoulders and shaking him.

Randy: John calm down, so you have feelings for E.V big deal, I wouldn't be surprised if she felt the same way about you.

John: Then why would she run after we kissed?

Randy: Maybe she was just taken by surprise. I think you should just call her and try to talk things out.

John: No, I don't think I'm ready for that. Besides I wouldn't even know what to say.

Randy: Fine, but until then focus you have a big match coming up.

John: I don't think I have that much focus left in me. I feel like I'm about to pass out soon.

Randy: Yeah well let's see if this works.

Randy said as he splashed the cold water in my face.

Randy: Better?

John: Fuck that's cold. You know if that was on purpose I would've kicked your ass.

I said as Randy laughed at my comment and we both went back to our training, trying to concentrate on our matches tonight.

[Evelyn's P.O.V]

Lita: So what are you going to wear for tonight?

Amy asked coming out of the shower.

Evelyn: Uhhhhh, do I really have to go tonight?

Lita: Yes, you're going and that's final.

She said acting as if she was my mother.

Evelyn: Fine.

I said getting up from the bed that I've been lying on for the pass two hours over thinking the situation between me and John. I went to my suitcase deciding on what to wear tonight.

My style was simple; it was all about being casual.

I picked out dark blue skinny jeans, a plain white T-shirt, and of course my leather jacket. I didn't do anything with my hair 'cause I was extremely lazy, and besides it looks fine when it's naturally down.

Lita: Alright let's go, we have to get there in an hour. Come on everyone's waiting downstairs.

We all arrived at the arena and had 20 minutes left to spare so all the superstars and divas would dress up in their attires and do their warm ups for their matches later on tonight.

Evelyn: Hey I'm going to get a drink, want anything?

I asked Amy as she warming up for her match against Trish for the Women's title.

Lita: Yeah bring me water.

Evelyn: Alright I'll be back in a couple of minutes.

I said and walked out of Amy's locker room looking for the vending machine.

I spotted it and was about to walk up to it, until I heard two people talking.

I as looked to see who it was, it was John and Maria. I stood behind the wall hearing their conversation.

Maria: So how you been John?

Maria asked as John stood against the wall with his title around his waist.

John: Awesome, never better.

Maria: Well that's not what it seems like?

John: What do you mean?

Maria: I don't know you just seemed completely out of it.

John: You've noticed that too.

Maria: John I'm pretty sure the fans realized it by now. What's up?

John: Things are just way to complicated right now, I have a lot on my mind, besides I have the iQuit match coming up this Sunday between JBL, and I don't know my head's not screwed on straight.

Maria: Well maybe I can change that.

Maria said and I saw the completely unexpected. She kissed him. And what's worse? He kissed her back.

I knew it was too good to be true, and that I shouldn't have come here.

It hurt a little to be seeing that, but it's not like he's mine to be jealous about it.

I didn't even bother going back to Amy's locker room, I just took off back to our hotel room getting an early night.

Hey guys so sorry. I know it's been a while since I've last uploaded, but it's the end of the year and I have all these finals coming up, but they'll be over by next week, so for now uploads will be slow, maybe two times a week. J