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Natsume's P.O.V.

I woke up after a nice nap and noticed that I was holding something. I looked down and found her. Mikan or as I called her now Sarah the question is why am I holding her? I wanted to ask her about what had happened, but she looked so peaceful just sleeping there. It reminded me of the first day I saw her.

Flashback (this is all in chapter 2 but mikans p.o.v.)

Mikan age 8

Natsume age 9

'he cant be gone she's lying dad was just here yesterday and I know for a fact that he's not dead so she can make up as many stories as she wants I wont believe her and ill find dad where ever he is. For now I just have to find a way to get out of here without mom noticing'

I looked around only to see a little girl in my back yard looking around her gaze finally landed on the tree I was currently sitting in. she smiled and ran over to it. She sat down at the trunk of the tree and looked up toward the sky.

Just looking at her angelic face seemed to calm me down. And instead of running away I wanted to just stand beside her. 'what am I thinking I don't even know her'

Without thinking I leaned closer to her and forgot I was in a tree and ended up falling on top of her

"ow" I heard her yelp under me before looking up at me "hi. Would you mind you know…….getting off of me?" she asked me clearly irritated.

I ignored her question and asked one of my own "who are you?"

"my names Mikan and could you please get off me?"

"hn" was all I said, but I did get off of her and sat down next to her

"so whats your name?" she asked me trying to start a conversation

"hn. Oh Natsume"

"well Natsume its nice to meet you" she offered me her hand, but I kinda just stared at her still not sure as to why she was here, but I didn't want to question it either

"well I guess I should be going back to bed" she announced as she stood ready to leave. I reached out and grabbed a handful of her dress and looking down covering my face with my bangs

"wait don't leave yet" I begged refusing to look up

"what's wrong?" she asked a little worried

"please just stay a little while longer" I asked and surprisingly she did. She sat right back down next to me.

We sat there without talking to one another until I felt her head on my shoulder. I looked down to realize that she was asleep

End flashback

'that was the first time I ever saw her sleeping face and somehow she's even more beautiful than I remember now if only shed remember me'

My thoughts were interrupted when her big brown eyes slowly fluttered open "huh…. Natsume im sorry" she quickly apologized while she sat up out of my hold

"its ok mi- sarah I think it was probably my fault" I assured her

"Natsume" she whispered covering her bangs with her hair

"huh sarah whats wrong?" I asked hoping I hadn't offended her

"what do you think of me Natsume" she asked me

"huh well I guess were good friends" I answered a little confused

"so you don't see me as your sister?" she asked in a whispered voice

'shit I slipped up but when? I don't recall calling her by any other name than Sarah so what brought this on?'

"Sarah what are you talking about?" I asked standing up and walking over to her

When I put my hand on her shoulder she just shook it off "you know Natsume in your sleep you called out to her before you pulled me into a hug. Then a couple of min.s ago you started to say her name before nyou corrected your self. And I want the truth Natsume."

She looked up at me with tears in her eyes "when you look at me who do you see? Mikan? Or Sarah?"

"you don't understand Sarah" I told her looking away from her watery eyes

"what don't I understand? Because I really want to know" she practically yelled at me

"that you are my sister. Your real name is Mikan Hyuuga and that evil man named persona is not your uncle" I spat out the last part. No way in hell would someone like that be related to Mikan.

I turned to look at her she was shaking her head back and forth with tears streaming down her face and I instantly felt guilty "sarah I" before I was finished I saw her running into the forest

"fuck" I cursed under my breath and took off after her

NORMAL P.O.V.

Once she got as far as her legs could carry her she curled up into a ball and cried

He doesn't understand she kept repeating in her head

"there you are" Natsume said to her as he let out a sigh of releif

"go away"

"what and leave you in the middle of the woods crying by yourself not going to happen" Natsume walked over to her and pulled her arms from around her legs and pulled her into a hug

"will you let me explain what happened" he asked her in a soft but soothing voice. She just nodded in agreement

"sarah the thing is you are my sister, but if youd rather I call you sarah that's fine. I just want you to know the truth. You see you were taken away from me and brainwashed into thinking this was your life. Do you remember any thing from before? Like how you first met Hotaru or Ruka?"

She looked up at him "when they first came here I had an urge to jump up and hug them. You mean I have met them before" she had streaks running down her face from crying

"yeah you and Hotaru used to be best friends and Ruka was my best friend any of this ringing a bell?" he asked hopeful

She just shook her head once before ducking her head and laying in on his chest "well how about your mother. Do you have any clue as to who your mother is?"

"Actually ive had dreams about her. The only problem is I can never get close enough to see her face. I'm always chasing after her and just when I get close enough to reach her hair and I finally think I found her she disappears only to reappear farther away."

"maybe that means your mind is trying to tell you that you forgot about her. How do you know that it was your mom in your dream?"

"well at first the lady I was chasing after had long brown hair and I thought I was chasing myself then she changed. her hair turned to a dark color almost exactly like yours. Then out of know where I heard her whispereing something as she ran away. She kept repeating 'Mikan sweet heart its time to wake up.'"

"and why exactly do still refuse to see that you are in fact Mikan?"

She pushed her self off of him and stood up "Natsume I cant be your sister."

"Sarah I-"

"no let me finish. I cant be your sister because I think im in..im in lo…"

"Sarah are you ok?"

"IM IN LOVE WITH YOU" she yelled at him and fainted. Luckily Natsume caught her before she could hit the ground

Haha that's the end of the chapter =3

Well now that you read it only fair if you tell me whether you like it or not.

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Well this has nothing to do with the story, but I wrote this and I wanted to know what you guys thought

ALL ALONE

She sits in class

She's all alone

Pretends to listen

While she thinks of what's to come

She gets her test back

She's failed once again

Pretends to care

While she races out the door

She walks down the hallway

She's aware to what they say

Pretends she doesn't hear

While she just walks away

She gets to her locker

She's broken on the inside

Pretends to put her books away

While she cries on the outside

By.

Me

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