Hi! You guys, okay, so one of my stories were put down because my summary was not suitable for all audiences. Im happy I got to finish it, but I'm a bit irked at the silliness of it. I mean… It's in rated M for a reason. -_- Anyway! That story was Just Another School in One Year… So yeah. Oh and I hope all of you writers have received an email or warning of some sort that there are cyber bullies… YAY! -_- again. So if you are writing be sure to block anybody who is anonymous and just bullies you for the hell of it. People like that don't deserve to be on here. Not that I'm really sensitive to it but others are and take it harsher than I would and it pisses me off that these trolls are doing this. So, I wish you guys the best of luck in your writing and I hope some boob doesn't bang on our stuff. Anyways!
Longest A/N I've ever written. Here we go… Sorry for the long update. And always Thank you so much for the reviews. Your support means so much to me! Thank you, really.
"Hi."
"Hi." Roxas looked up at the brunette after their exchange and he couldn't help but crack a smile. It was a nice kiss; chaste, sweet, with Leon. Roxas sat back down and twiddled with his thumbs while biting his lower lip, he could still taste the brunette and he liked it. He liked it a lot.
"So… Sorry about that. I mean, you cant just have me look at you all this time without being able to do anything, right?" Leon explained then got up leaving a twenty on the table, and with a head nod lead Roxas out. They got a few stares here and there, maybe a point and a few bitings of the lips. Some girls realizing they were gay and deciding to just drop it completely.
"Well… I don't know. I didn't realize you wanted to do anything like that…" Roxas answered then realizing that he just kissed a guy. A guy. As in a man with a penis. That penetrates. He was gay… He liked it.
"That was a rhetorical question, Rox." Leon chuckled then flung his arm over the shorter boy's shoulder comfortably. It was the perfect height to where Leon could comfortably put his arm on the boy's shoulder without leaning down too much or tilting up. Roxas was so perfect.
"Ugh… bad day, bad day." Axel flopped onto his bed, face down, and wanted to cry into a pillow or something. He didn't like this at all. He should've acted sooner. But he thought it would be too soon. It's only been a week or so! And Roxas didn't even like the contact during the last photo shoot. And Roxas saw him screwing two people already which would just make it look like Axel was using the blonde.
He heard footsteps get closer to his room.
"Axel?" Demyx.
The redhead released a muffled hum.
"You alright?" the weight on the mattress shifted meaning Demyx had taken a seat. The redhead rolled over onto his back and looked at the blonde.
"Yeah… Just a little… meh."
"Well… this might cheer you up." Demyx pulled out his cell phone and started searching through his device. "Aha!" he said and faced the screen toward the redhead.
Axel just got slapped in the face again as he saw the picture of Roxas and Leon cuddling. He bit his lip and looked away. He was now even more ticked off.
"I knew it." Demyx sighed, "I knew you had a thing for Roxas, just couldn't put my finger on it."
"Wh-what are you talking about?"
"You can barely stop looking at him. You never lose control in a photo shoot which you did earlier, I saw you. Uh huh. You said his name in your sleep twice, luckily I was the only one who heard it. You-"
"Wait, what? I talked in my sleep?"
"Yeah, which you never do."
"Wow."
"And you are being a complete and total jackass by sleeping with others, Roxas caught you twice already."
"How do you know…"
"I wanted to get pictures of you and whoever…" Demyx admitted semi-guilty.
"How does that make me a jackass?"
"Well, my personal hunch and opinion only, Roxas liked you too. He still though he was straight so he didn't make a move."
"Welp, he's not straight anymore."
"Leon. I know."
"How-"
"I wanted to get ice cream with Zexy, but he had to go to the restroom so I waited outside."
"So he liked me?"
"Well, not anymore. He looked at you less like he liked you when he caught you with the first girl. And when he caught you with the second he sort of just let it go."
Axel thought about what Demyx just said and blinked.
He was the one who blew it?
"But I said it was a hunch, Axel. Sometimes they're completely wrong." Demyx said, "I mean… Maybe it was just your hair he was looking at. I remember I stared at that for days the first time we met." Demyx cooed at the memory and hopped off of the bed, "Welp. Cheer up. It depressing seeing one of the more eccentric models depressed. Trust me, it's like seeing a puppy getting kicked in the face, horrid. I don't like it." Demyx smiled and left the room.
Axel began to think about it. They were both men in the relationship and could have both made a move. Roxas should have totally made one if he wanted to. Right? No, he was totally into that kiss with Leon. Leon was the better man with more money and huskier looks that he himself could've bottomed for.
Axel sat up and the kiss replayed itself over and over. It was infuriating, almost. He felt like a huge gap has just been made inside his stomach. Maybe if he thought things out better he wouldn't have slept with the girls and would've just gained the courage to talk to Roxas himself.
"AXEL! We're all heading out! Wanna come?" He heard Demyx from the bottom of the stairs call out.
"Nah! I'll see you guys later!" He yelled back and heard the door open and shut.
A few minutes later Axel was about to lay back down but he heard the front door open and shut again. He got out of room to see who and, would you look at that, Roxie and Leon. He bit his lip and mentally prepared himself. He was never good at it. He was about to go down and create small chat but figured it'd be best to not. So he sat still and listened. They were completely oblivious to his presence.
"So what's gonna happen?" Roxas asked.
"We'll just play along. The press can do whatever the hell they want. I have you… you have me. So on. Yipeedee." Leon rolled his eyes and chuckled at his stupid rhyme.
"So I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Eh… maybe tonight.." Leon smiled and leaned down to kiss Roxas on the cheek.
"Goodness, it's so weird being gay." Roxas laughed and Leon let out a husky laugh.
"Get used to it." And with that he left. Leaving Roxas to lock the door and flop onto the couch. He laughed a bit to himself before completely relaxing and smiling while he closed his eyes. Axel watched him lay there and it was nice to see the blonde content and happy. But the greened eyed monster just had to pop up.
They immediately shot open when he heard footsteps down the stairs.
"I thought you were going out with the rest of them…?" Roxas looked at the redhead.
"Didn't feel like it." Axel replied and walked into the kitchen.
Keep calm, keep calm. Axel thought to himself and dug into the fridge for juice.
"Mmkay." He heard Roxas walk into the kitchen and sit on the chairs at the round table, "You alright?"
"Yeah." Axel replied and put the juice away already on his way out the kitchen.
Roxas was a little irritated, "Are you mad?"
"About what?" He turned back around to face the blonde model.
"I'm sorry."
"About… what?" Axel repeated.
"I didn't mean to freak out during the shoot." Roxas said and shook his head, "It's just I wasn't expecting it too much."
"Well you seemed to calm down after Leon gave you a talk." Axel blinked, he just sounded like a venomous python who had it's lunch stolen from him.
Roxas paused a little, "I'm sorry, it's not like I didn't want you to touch me, I just not comfortable with the whole male on male contact thing yet."
"Well you seemed fine when Leon kissed you earlier." Okay AXEL! Shut the hell up now! Brain to mouth filter! ON! Turn on! Fucking damn it!
"I- I didn't think that…"
"I would know. Yeah. Whatever. You met him like a week ago. And right now, you look like you're gold digging."
"What?"
"That's the only reason you'd get with a guy, when you clearly state you aren't gay. I mean it's only been a week." Axel! Shut up! Invalid argument! Shut up!
"Axel… I barely d-did anything." Roxas didn't know where all of the anger or hatred had suddenly came from and he didn't know how to reply to it. Then he replayed what Axel said in his head and he felt his face get hot with embarrassment and anger. He didn't know what to say. He just stuttered and his eyes began to get watery. He didn't want to be mad at Axel or Axel to be mad at him, and he didn't even know why Axel was mad at him, "Why… would you say that?" Why would Axel say something like that to him with that much anger and it hurt him more when he realized there was even a little bit of disgust, "I'm sorry." Roxas apologized and stood from the chair, his movement letting a tear fall from his eyes. How he hated crying. He felt weak and quickly brushed passed the taller male. Now he was just feeling ashamed of himself. He didn't know why.
"Rox…" Axel turned to watch the blonde walk up the stairs, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that." He said and Roxas paused.
"How else would you mean it?" the blonde asked timidly, scared of the answer, what if he was just using Leon? He didn't feel he was, but sub-conscious. Before Axel could answer he quickly shut himself in his room and bit his lip as he felt a frown trying to etch his way on his face.
Maybe the whole modeling thing wasn't such a good idea, he knew it would just be useless stress and drama. He didn't need fame or money. He could do without. The last time Somebody looked at him like that was his father. He didn't want to remember that. But as he did he let out a sob, why would somebody look at him like that! He must have done something so wrong to have somebody so angry.
Axel walked up the stairs quietly and put an ear to Roxas' door and heard a soft sob. His brow furrowed as he tried to stop a frown. He gently lifted a knuckle and knocked softly.
Roxas immediately stopped sobbing and gave the door a once over. It was locked. He didn't want to deal with the searing look Axel gave him. He didn't want to see Axel like that. So he took a deep breath and didn't make a sound, waiting for footsteps to leave his door.
Axel quietly shut his door behind him and sat on his bed. Why couldn't he control his mouth for one second? Roxas was happy for a total of about a minute and Axel ruined that in less than a minute. Roxas looked in peace. And Axel ruined it making tears fall.
He liked the face of serenity and calm when Roxas laid there. And not only did he take away Roxas' happiness like that, he took away his all because he couldn't deal with the fact that he wasn't getting what he wanted. What a baby.
He laid down for goodness knows how long thinking how selfish his act was then he felt something moist at his ear. He touched his ear and felt that it was water that rolled down. Then he sat up and felt at his eyes, they were wet. Was he crying?
He quickly got up and waltzed out of his room to Roxas' door. He pounded on it, "Rox-as!" His voice cracked and he sounded pathetic. Open the door. Please?
He begged in his mind and when the door opened he stood there shocked. Leon! Oh yay! Where did he come from?
"L-Leon?" Axel asked confused, "When did you get here?"
"Like ten minutes ago." Leon replied.
Axel looked out the window and saw that the light was already dimming. He had been thinking for a long time.
"Oh! Aha! Sorry!" Axel said stupidly and walked numbly back to his room. Well, there went his chance for making a move.
He wanted Roxas to answer the door and kiss him like no tomorrow. Well. Not anymore. Plan. Destroyed. Ruined. He was slow and didn't act quick enough. First a baby and now a slowpoke. Sooner or later it will be like elementary school all over again. The kid who always cried and the kid who was picked last for gym. Wonderful.
"So come on. I leave you here and you're all happy. I come back a few hours later and your eyes are red. Explain." Leon sat next to the blonde, in only a white v-neck and jeans since it was getting warm for a leather jacket.
"I… got high." Roxas said and couldn't help but smile when Leon snorted with laughter.
"Funny. Now…" Leon gestured and waited. After a few minutes, Roxas took a breath.
"Axel was mad at me… I don't know why. But he… it's not that important… just being a baby."
"But he… what?"
"Really! It's nothing! I just have never been spoken to like that and the only time I remember somebody so angry at me w-was when m-my d-dad got mad at m-me and-and-and he l-looked mad be-because I was so stubborn-" Roxas started to blubber as his nose began to slowly run and his eyes got watery again.
Leon started, shocked when Roxas started to cry. So he slowly hugged the blonde's face into his shoulder. Snot immediately getting passes his thin v-neck, "Shh… calm down… it's okay. It's okay. I'm sorry, you don't have to tell me. You really don't. I'm sorry." Leon waited and when Roxas calmed down, he stayed there until Roxas slowly drifted off into a slumber. He laid the blonde down and got up. He was going to speak to Axel. He was going to… Right now.
Okay, I suck. Horrid chapter, horrid wait. I'm sorry. You hate me. I don't reply to reviews. I'm useless. I hope this chapter was okay… still really sorry. I didn't mean to make you all wait so long. Thank you for waiting though. Im angry with myself for various reasons. So excuse the drama writing. ): Love you guys. Always have always will. And sorry for errors… always will be sorry. Never wont.
