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I'm having issues with writer's blocks. That's why the updates are slower and the chapters are shorter. DAMN WRITER'S BLOCKS...
Oh...kinda funny joke. (Yes, random, I know.)
A blind man walks into a wall with 'HITLER SHOULD DIE' on it in the 1940's. Did he see or not see the wall?
You've got to say it out loud for it to be funny. And, sometimes, it takes a while to get the joke. (Like the time when I was randomly shouting "POOP ON A STICK!!!", then a day later my friend's typing 'poop on a stick' and in mid-type she says, "Wow. I just realized how wrong that sounds.")
Chap. VIV
I had no idea what in the fucking hell was going on. Just one thing bombarding me after another, over and over again...I still hadn't really...digested it all, I guess.
Another cough attack. Dammit.
"LUPUS!" Every single one of them yelled. I felt a delicate hand on my chest...Cheza. Arrrghh...dammit, guys...quit panicking over me. It's just me. Besides, what have I done to help you? You...you accepted me, you let me be a part of your pack, you gave me...everything. Happiness. Life. You gave it all, for crying out loud! And me? I brought you pain. If that bitch hadn't hunted me down, you wouldn't have gone through so much pain...
Forget about me, guys. I'd hate to never see you again, be left with only memories...but I hate seeing you in pain. Forget about me. Find Paradise. Live your lives to the fullest. I'm only holding you back.
Lupus is not holding this one back. Lupus is helping this one bloom.
C-Cheza?! What the...
This one could hear Lupus's thoughts when this one touched her, so this one tried talking to Lupus. This one does not understand it, either.
Uhh...
But Lupus is wrong. Lupus has brought much more happiness than she knows.
Are you kidding me? All I've ever done is screw things up for everyone around me...
Silly Lupus! Hasn't she seen how happy this one and the wolves have been? Hasn't she seen how invigorated this one has been? This one has never met a wolf like Lupus...this one never imagined a wolf with such power...
OH GAWD...I've heard that too many times...
This one is confused.
Yeah...I am, too. Gawd...what the fucking shit- WOW THAT SOUNDS WRONG.
This one agrees.
But what in the hell happened back there....
Maybe Lupus should show it to this one.
I...well....it's just...just so damn complicated...wait a sec...how the hell would I show that stuff...
Maybe Lupus should show it to all of us.
All of a sudden, some really comforting sound floated around my ears, entered my mind....it's sooo stinking relaxing...like a lullaby...
"Ch-Cheza? What're you humming for?" Toboe inquired.
"What the hell..." Tsume did not sound happy.
"This one......wants you to see through Lupus's eyes. And..." Her skinny hand held my forehead. "...This one will help you do that."
I HATE WRITER'S BLOCK.
